A/N: Hey everyone! I am a HUGE fan of Insant Star and the biggest Jade shipper you will ever know so I decided to make the group no longer bare so here is a one-shot abot how Jude made her desision. So to all you fellow jaders out there, you are not alone!
Enjoy!
The Diva of Jadeland
Jude's POV
Those two names float in my head, the two most important men in my life. Tommy, Jamie, Tommy, Jamie. Who should I go to? Well let's look at my options.
There's Tommy. I admit I have had feelings for Tommy for a very long time and finally he reveals his feelings for me. He would do anything for me. Because he loves me. He loves me. After three years, the three words I hope to hear out of Tom Quincy's mouth comes out. He admits it. He can provide me with things I need and want. He's cute, successful, and he's crazy for me. What's wrong with that?
He's a slut, that's what his problem is. He can't resist a pretty face of the opposite sex. Look what he did with Sadie. He broke her heart. I mean I should talk. He has broken my heart so many times, I have lost count. He hurts me in someway somehow and it affects the way I perform whether it's on stage or in school or at home, even with my friends! And somehow I always run back to the same person time and time again.
Jamie has been my friend for as long as I can remember. Yeah he's been there through my hard times and stuff, but he's Jamie! I've known him for too long and plus we tried the "relationship" thing twice. The first time went down the tubes very fast, and this time around it's going ok, but now I'm torn. And I think if I break his heart again, he will ditch me for sure.
But he hasn't. He has gotten through so much shit with me and at times I have treated him like shit, but he has always been there for me, whether it was physically or spiritually. He is cute, my family loves him and he gets me the best. He knows my secrets and my fears. He's not afraid to be truthful with me. But he's Jamie! My best friend!
But he loves me. He truly deeply loves me. He has said it to me so many times, usually me ignoring it. But now I know now that he really means it. I mean why would he go through so much and still love me? If that's not love what is?
I toss an turn in my sleep. I can't seem to get the two men out of my mind. Comon Jude. Try to sleep. Breathe. Breathe. Breatheā¦
I'm running to a door. A door with a colored window. I stop to catch my breath and I knock on the door. He takes my breath away but I manage to say "Okay Let's do it. All of it." and I smile. He takes me in his arms and we kiss. After we kiss I look up and I finally see his face. I know now. I know who I go to.
I wake up and I get dressed. I exit my house and drive downtown. No regrets. Comon Jude Harrison. You can do this. Make your decision. I can't stand this. I run and I let my feet guide me to the destination. I knock on the door and I wait those few painstaking seconds. They feel like an eternity. Am I making the right decision?
He opens the door and by the look on his face, I know I did make the right decision.
"Okay. Let's do this. All of it." I tell him.
He looks at me lovingly and he kisses me. The kiss feels so real and I know for sure that I made the right decision. We break and look into each other's eyes.
"You're late." he tells me with a smile on his face.
"I know. I'm sorry. I overslept." I say with a smirk.
"That's ok. I'm just glad you're here." he tells me smiling.
A figure walks behind us.
"Ready Mr. Andrews?" he asks him.
"Ya Pagean. Let's go." he tells him. He takes my hand and we look at the studio.
"So, what happened with Tommy?" he asks me.
So I tell him the truth.
"Tommy who?"
