Nothing, never, always, forever- Thoughts after hope is dead.

Nothing to lose,
noting to gain.
You will never understand
how I laugh through this pain.
You will never know the reasons
why I never cry.
Spend a day as I do,
you will wish you could die.
I always watched in silence
as you shed blood and tears;
As I have so many times
within lonely years.
I have not a purpose,
nor a reason to live.
There is nothing you can take from me,
there is nothing you can give.
I forever watch this brutal world
drag itself down into hell;
And when that final day should come,
I bid thee no farewell.
I've seen how you kill yourself.
I long to leave this world behind,
and long to hear no more from those
who evedently lost thier minds.
So, let this end now
and I'll be on my way.
Then you will live as half of me,
and perish, come what may.
Nothing, never, always, forever,
Up until this day,
I have wandered pointlessly
seeking you as my prey.
Nothing, never, always, forever.
Your purpose is to end my life.
Come now, little Yorae dragon,
put an end to all my strife.

~Crimson Primrose~