"One day Jude. One day we will be together. I swear to you that I will make you happier than your music could ever make you." Tommy said as he gently caressed her cheeks. The sadness of all this was overwhelming. The brown leather bag that hung over his shoulder and the car filled with suitcase made it worse. Tears rolled down Jude's cheeks, he leaned down to kiss her hard on the lips. She could taste the salt as he deepened the kiss. All she wanted to do was beg him to stay and not leave but after everything that had happened, there was just no use in doing that. He was leaving and it was all her fault.

"We are going to have a life together." He said as he turned and headed to his car. Jude wanted to run after him but her legs staid planted. He looked back at her as he pulled out of the drive way. Everything she thought she had ever wanted was in that car driving off.

Two years later

Jude sat on the couch between her blue healer black lab mix, Syra and pit bull boston terrier mix, Clover. Jude grabbed the remote for the television, channel surfing a familiar face popped up on the screen. She had no choice but to flip back to the channel and see what was going on. Jude hadn't seen his face in two years and the last time she had seen it, was a heart wrenching experience.

"Well for all you fans out there that has not heard the new gossip. Tommy Qunicy is engaged!" Jude's heart dropped. That was supposed to be her that he was getting engaged to! He even said so.

Jude sat there stunned, hurt, and confused on the couch. The tears flowed freely down her face there was no way to stop them. All she could think about was that night.

Jude was 19 and he was 25, they had been living together for a year, and everything was better than they could have imagined. The couple had finally gotten everything they had ever wanted since she was 16, the career and the man. Tommy however hadn't gotten everything he had ever wanted. There was one important part missing, a child! Jude was only 19 what was she supposed to do just give in. They fought and fought constantly, day and night. Jude didn't want one because she felt like she was to young and was still in the beginning of my career. That night Jude told him to leave that she couldn't do it anymore. He needed to get his stuff out of her house and never come back. It was hard because she didn't want that but she also didn't want to give him a child and it just wasn't fair of her to keep him in a relationship that he wasn't be happy in.

Then the phone rang... It was Tommy!

Jude looked down at my phone. Why was he calling? Was he calling to warn me? Too late buddy. Here goes nothing.

"Hello." Jude says hesitantly, there was a frog in her throat.

"Jude?" His voice sounds so sweet, two years is way too long to go without hearing this voice.

"Yes."

"How are you?" He starts off with small talk, Jude was not in the mood for small talk.

"Horrible." Jude answered, telling the truth. She was feeling horrible it was supposed to be me! She thought. How can he do this? He was supposed to love me. She continued to think.

"Why? What is wrong?" He asks with concern laced throughout his voice. Should she tell him? Or should she just lie? What should she do? Jude just didn't know what to do.

"No reason. What did you want Tommy?" Jude decided not to tell him anything.

"Well I was calling to tell you that I am getting married... In a month." WHAT?! he couldn't be. Why Me? She thought Why did she have to be so selfish and just not give him a baby they could have had everything together. Now they will never get back together.

"Congrats. Why did you call? I saw it on T.V."

"I was just wanting to personally invite you to the wedding." Who the fuck does he think I am Saint Jude? Jude thought to herself. Getting angrier by the minute. She hate this chick already and she hasn't even met her. That day was going to be fun. This chick will be lucky if she doesn't get bitch slap into next week. Ugh who was she kidding, Jude was just going to sit there and take it then come home and drink herself into the oblivion.

"Sure. Why not? Not like we have a history or anything." Jude snapped.

"Awesome Jude, would you like to go lunch with us tomorrow?" Tommy asked ignoring her tone of voice.

"Sure. I have to go Tommy see you tomorrow at Olive Garden." Jude couldn't take anymore of this so she mumbled a yes and hung up the phone...

The Jude called Sadie she was going to need back up. After repeating the entire conversation to her Sadie was just as annoyed as Jude was. She agreed to go with her so she wouldn't have to face the two of them by herself. Sadie knew how nerve wrecking the whole situation was going to be for Jude.