I was taking my nighttime walk, and it was SUPPOSED to make me feel better about myself, Degrassi, and just my life in general.

I strolled passed the restaurants, the gelato stands, of course cold stone creamery… (Eewwww!),

And got to the bakery.

I'm walking, thinking: I really shouldn't go in.

But okay. I decided I'll go for it. Try a piece of fresh bread… only once!

I close my eyes and walked inside slowly. I started to go faster and faster as I got more nervous. I'm almost running now. I can't stop myself. I open my eyes…

And -

*BOOM!*

I collapsed onto the ground of the bakery, hard.

I lay there for a minute, unable to recognize anything.

I breathed in and out for about 5 minutes, and slowly understood what was happening around me.

I shook off the fuzziness to see Sean Cameron standing right before my eyes.

It lasted for a quick second and he said:

"Umm – sorry Emma, Are you okay?"

A shiver ran through my spine.

"Yeah, hi Sean, uh, I'm fine."

I was skinny. Too skinny. I knew it. I haven't seen him in about 6 months, and he was staring at me.

His eyes skipped from my face, to my hips, to my legs.

That face of his was different. His expression changed dramatically.

It was a whole new him.

The face that was looking towards me was one I have NEVER in my life seen from Sean Cameron.

It was worry.

He was scared. Scared FOR ME. He knew something was wrong with me.

It was such a face.

"Emma" he whispered.

"Sean" I repeated.

He came closer to me, and hugged my tiny, fragile body.

"Emma, let's go. Let's get out of this bakery and go somewhere. We should talk." He was still whispering.

"Alright." I whispered back.

"Can I take you somewhere?" he asked innocently.

"Sure."

"But It's a surprise." He smiled and gave me a bandana for a blindfold.

I smiled back.

"I'm guessing that's a yes."

I nodded slowly.

He tied the bandana around my eyes tightly.

He took my hand and we got into his car.

We were driving for about 20 minutes or so.

And we finally reached the surprise location.

"Take off the blindfold." He said.

I took it off cautiously.

We stood before this Beautiful garden with a waterfall.

It was AMAZING. I loved it.

"Oh Sean! I love it. It's so pretty!"

"Yeah, I thought you'd like it. A few friends and I discovered it while taking some road trip."

"Wow…"

"So you wanted to talk?"

"Umm yeah."

"Well. What's going on?"

"Here, sit down on this rock" He sighed.

Now I was worried.

I sat down.

He squished in next to me and whispered…

"I still have feelings for you, and seeing you like this, it really worries me. I want to know what's going on – truly."

We sat there together for an hour.

And he listened carefully when I poured my heart out about everything.

My eating disorder, how I was so freakishly worried about him and Jay stealing,

And literally EVERYTHING.

"Sean?"

"Yeah Emma?"

"You've changed" I said slowly.

He was looking at me like he loved me so much. And I knew that he cared more than I thought he did.

We stared into each other's eyes for a long time, and he kissed me.

It was a fresh start for both of us.