Loving Her

By: StellarStark

Summary: What happens when Spencer gets pregnant by her abusive boyfriend Toby? What will happen to Spencer when Toby finds out? What will his reaction be? Read to find out.

Rating: T

Genre: Romance/Drama

Disclaimer: I don't own anything PLL related, I only own the plot.

Chapter 1

Spencer locked herself up in the bathroom, sitting on the toilet, awaiting the test results of the pregnancy test she had just taken.

The only thought that came to her mind was breaking the news to Toby, if she really was pregnant.

Surely he wouldn't want the extra baggage that came with being a teen parent. Knowing how Toby's demeanor had been lately, it was probable that he wouldn't take the news very well.

The beeping of the pregnancy test snapped Spencer out of her thoughts. As she looked down at the stick on the sink counter she sighed in relief. It read negative.

"Oh thank God it was a false alarm!" Spencer thought while discarding the pregnancy test in the trash can.

Spencer walked out of her bathroom and got ready for school. She decided on wearing her white sundress with some flats. Once she looked herself over, satisfied with how she looked, she left the house to go to school.

Once she got to school she saw Toby walking towards her. Spencer pretended to not notice Toby coming towards her. Seconds later, she found herself slammed up against the brick wall of Rosewood High with Toby standing in front of her.

"Why are you trying to avoid me?" Toby asked gruffly, slamming Spencer's wrists into the wall.

"I wasn't trying to avoid you." Spencer retorted softly, looking Toby in his cold blue eyes.

"Well don't do it again." Toby reciprocated his reply, voice becoming brusque.

He released his strong hold of her wrists and abruptly walked away.

Spencer groaned in pain as she looked down at the flesh of her marred wrists.

"Today was a bad day to wear a sundress." Spencer mused, while walking into school.

She sauntered over to her locker, grabbing her cardigan sweater out of her locker along with some of her textbooks. She put on her sweater quickly before her friends approached her.

"Hey Spence. What's up?" Hanna queried.

"Nothing much, what about you?" Spencer rebutted.

"Same old, same old." Hanna reciprocated in response.

"Have any of you gotten any texts from A lately?" Aria inquired.

"No. Have you?" Emily replied.

"No." Spencer and Hanna simultaneously responded.


Later on…

Back at Spencer's house

Spencer found herself regurgitating the contents of her stomach into the toilet. Half an hour later after she's done throwing up, she brushes her teeth and then crawls into bed feeling weak.

Just as she was about to fall asleep Spencer hears a knock on her window. She gets out of bed and opens up the window to see Toby there.

"Toby what are you doing here?" Spencer questioned feeling groggy.

"I'm here to see you beautiful." Toby replied before pulling Spencer into an amorous kiss.

"Toby I'm not in the mood for this." Spencer said just as Toby began kissing her neck.

"Well I'll make you get in the mood." Toby replied leading Spencer to her bed.

"Toby stop it." Spencer said feeling uncomfortable with Toby touching her so intimately.

Other times she wouldn't have minded having sex with Toby, but today wasn't one of those days.

Toby continued kissing Spencer and slowly began to undress her.

Spencer tried fighting to get Toby off of her, but he easily subdued her. Ultimately she gave up and let Toby have his way with her.


Later on...

Spencer was lying in her bed silently sobbing adjacent a sleeping Toby. She felt disgusted with how she permitted Toby to rape her. She felt like he violated her by forcing himself on her. She felt squalid, insignificant, and worthless. Maybe taking a shower would help her feel less disgusted with herself.

Spencer attempted to get out of her bed but Toby had a tight death grip around her waist.

Spencer blandly removed Toby's arms from her waist.

Spencer headed to the bathroom. As soon as she got inside, she locked the door and disrobed herself before stepping into the shower.

As the hot water cascaded down over her body, she relaxed a bit feeling at ease.

End of Chapter 1

AN: Hey guys it's been a long time since I last published a story on this site. What do you guys think? Should I continue this story or not? Let me know in your reviews and if i get enough good reviews I'll continue it. I have a bunch of ideas for this story, I have written 21 pages to this already but if nobody really cares for it i won't continue so please let me know what you think. Constructive criticism is welcome. Any little bit helps me to improve the content of my story. So hit that little button and hit me up please. :)

Lots of love,

StellarStark