Warning: extremely long lemon and cursing ensues. No minors allowed.


"Ya know, Renji," Rukia mused, tilting her gaze to the sky above her, where her purple irises soaked up the clash of amber and brilliant pink of the sunset just in the distance. "I've never seen your apartment before."

Renji, too, was distracted by the beauty of the sunset, leaving Rukia to bask in the silence between the two of them. Rukia bit her lip, glancing down at the ground.

"Actually, I don't think I've ever even seen any barracks at all," she realized.

Renji chuckled, "Yeah, well there's nothing special about it, Sure it wouldn't live up to the standards of a noble."

Rukia frowned, though she realized Renji didn't mean any harm in that statement, it just pained her to be reminded of the distance between them. Especially because of what today is, she noted, thinking back to earlier in the day. Today was the day when, so many years ago, they buried their last friend. Eighty years ago on this day, they were left alone…their makeshift family of five torn apart by the very town they called home. Every day was a struggle, a fight to stay alive. Sickness, disease, and violence. All those horrors, horrors that most inhabitants of the soul society only faced in nightmares, plagued their everyday lives. Yes, today was the day….so many years ago…that their lives would change forever…

Standing on the edge of the cliff, Rukia could feel the heat of Renji's gaze on her. The wind blew a cold chill through her body, coursing though her veins and soaking her to the bone with sorrow. Tears sprung from her eyes, rolling continuously down her cheeks, but she would not allow Renji to see them. She kept her back to him, the last thing she wanted to see was the pained look in Renji's eyes; the sorrow that she knew was reflected in her own gaze. No, she told herself. Wiping the tears from her face, Rukia stiffened riding her face of any emotion. Enough, she snarled in her mind…I've had enough!

"Renji.let's become soul reapers,"Rukia said, pausing, awaiting a response, any type of response from the man behind her, anything that told her he didn't feel the same way. She sensed he did in the way he was completely silent, giving her his undivided attention and consideration.

"Renji, If we become soul reapers we can live in the Seretetei we can make better lives for ourselvesfar away from this horrible place"

"Yes," Renji agreed immediately, Rukia couldn't help but notice how hollow his voice sounded. "Let's become soul reapers"

I'll never forget that day, Rukia thought, glancing over at Renji as they walked side by side through Seretetei. They had just returned from the graves of their fallen friends, providing offerings and flowers in their memory. This day was the first time in eighty years that they had gone together, of course with their busy schedules and their different lives it was near impossible that they would ever be able to go at the same time, to mourn and remember together. So, Rukia had been used to going alone, and she's sure Renji had as well. However, since the war had ended, peace had fallen on Seretetei, and soul reapers had a lot of time on their hands…she was pleased to feel his presence as she reached the grave sites, remembering how she saw him on his knees, praying in silence. Her heart jumped when he turned his face towards her direction, eyes connecting with hers, as a genuine smile graced his face….

"Hey baka, did you hear me?" Renji's gruff voice snapped Rukia from her thoughts. Rukia stopped walking, turning to Renji to shoot him a confused glance "Huh?"

Renji sighed "I said fine already, no need to get depressed bout it. You can see my stupid apartment," he stated, beginning to walk again, but stopped when he sensed Rukia's hesitation. Renji turned around to see Rukia standing still, he studied her soft features, her wide violent gaze was averted to the ground below her and her small, pale hands clutched the end of her beautiful black silk kimono. Renji's eyes taking in the way the white lilies on the kimono curled down and around her small frame.

"Oh…sorry I forgot about that, I was thinking about something else," Rukia explained, Renji's concerned gaze never left her face, but when she glanced towards him he quickly wiped the concern from his face and replaced it with a smug look.

"Well, c'mon, do ya wanna see my place or not?"

"Yeah! Geez I'm coming already! Don't pop a vein or anything, Renji." Rukia teased.

Renji fumed, "well I'm leading you to it and I turn around and you're staring off into nothing, drooling…like you're dense." Renji chuckled when Rukia's fists clenched and she glared angrily at him, "I'm not dense Renji, you're dense…AND I wasn't drooling, baka!"

Renji laughed as he turned around and began walking, Rukia's so easy to get mad, he mused.

Rukia sighed and quickened her pace to catch up with Renji, the urge to kick him hard in the shin was rising, but she swallowed her pride….only, because she really wanted to see his apartment, and kicking his ass would probably hurt her chances.

Rukia followed Renji up flight after flight of stairs. Geez, how many levels do these complexes have anyways? Rukia pondered, kind of annoyed but feeling even more uneasy about the silence between the two of them, as Renji continued to lead her silently. Finally, Renji didn't turn to follow the path to another flight of stairs, instead turning right onto a level where numerous doors lined the wall to the left. Across from the doors was a simple, black railing, where you can lean against it, gaze past the walls of Seretetei and view the horizon. Rukia studied the hall carefully, with full interest and intrigue. The walls in between the doors were a pure shade of white, contrasting the dark brown hard wood floors that covered the ground, which had no signs of scrapes or scuff marks and appeared glossy and as smooth as silk. Rukia noted that the hall smelled of lilacs and lemon, she inhaled the nice smell, welcoming it into her senses. She was usually used to the scent of cherry blossoms, for the trees filled the Kuchiki gardens all around the manor…but she grew tired and sick of that aroma after being surrounded by it all the time, so the smell of this hallway was greatly appreciated.

Renji stopped abruptly in front of a door etched in gold lettering, with the number 73. "Well…" Renji stated….fumbling in his pocket for awhile before pulling out a long, tiny key…slipping it into the lock, turning the handle…and finally pushing inwards to open the door. "Here's my place…." Renji stood there, back against the open door, motioning with his left hand for Rukia to come in. She stepped inside his apartment, hearing him shut the door behind them and lock it. Rukia took in everything she saw…directly ahead of her was a simple wooden kitchen table surrounded by a matching set of six chairs, to her right, far ahead was a kitchen area…counters adorned with marble, simple wood cabinets just above, a stove on the island in the middle of the room, a shiny stainless steel sink placed in the counter to the right of the island, a stainless steel refrigerator with two doors straight ahead behind the island, a medium size door to the right of the refrigerator; no doubt a pantry. Rukia laughed and Renji shot her a puzzled look "HAHAHA, why the hell do you need such a nice kitchen?

"Like you cook at all Renji!" She laughed.

"Shuddup!" Renji yelled, visibly flustered. "I do so cook, you just haven't seen me cook before. Plus, It came with the place, I didn't request it."

"Well, anyways, it's very nice." Rukia added, easing up the mood, Rukia looked around to the left of the kitchen she could see the back of stairs, leading to upstairs, of course. To her far left was another room filled with long, elegant black leather couches and matching single recliners, a glass coffee table in the middle, small end tables in opposite corners supporting black shade covered lamps. The walls were a deep maroon color, and on the left wall was an opened white colored door, where inside she could see a medium sized bathroom adorned with marble everything. Glancing from her left to the right she noted that Renji hung copious amounts of paintings on the walls, breathtaking paintings of white lilies in a serene black pond, tigers hiding behind bushes, ready to pounce and jagged rocks jutting up through the ocean and so forth. Rukia was surprised that Renji's taste was actually gentle, elegant and, dare she say, beautiful.

"Well…I mean ya can, like walk around and stuff…" Renji interrupted rubbing the back of his neck awkwardly…nonetheless uncomfortable in the silent way Rukia was viewing his place. He walked past her into the maroon colored room, and she followed slowly behind him.

"Renji, your place is…amazing," Rukia observed gazing around in awe.

"What, did you expect it to be shitty or something?" Renji snapped, becoming defensive.

"No, Renji. I never thought that. I mean, you're a lieutenant, you've accomplished a lot. I'm glad you finally got what you deserved." Rukia admitted, shyly lowering her gaze back to the floor, but she could feel Renji's gaze burn holes in her cheeks.

"Whaddya mean?"

"I mean a nice, peaceful home where you don't have to worry about anything that you had to in Rukongai. You have everything you need…"

"What about you, Rukia? Do you have everything you need…?"

Rukia bit her lip, surprised with that sudden question of his, "I…I guess."

"So, they treat you okay?" Renji questioned abruptly turning his back to her.

"Of course they do, why would you ask that?" Rukia snapped, as old feelings that she wished to forget began to rise inside her.

"I was just making sure; I worry about that sometimes. I knew there was a possibility that they would treat you like you were just some stray from Rukon-"

"-If you knew that, then why did you push me for the adoption?" Rukia cut in, her voice betraying her, cracking at the end of her statement, but she swallowed down tears.

Renji caught the sadness that dripped from her voice. He turned around to face her, but she refused to meet his gaze. He stepped forward, Rukia felt mortified, she never wished to revisit these feelings. She wanted nothing more than to run away…far away. But then, his large hand enveloped her frail wrist, Rukia gasped, biting her lip as her eyes met his own. His hand is so warm, was the only thought that ran rampant through her mind. "Rukia…" Renji sighed, turning around, his hand still wrapped tightly around her wrist, leading her towards the couch ahead to his right.

Renji sat on the couch, gently tugging her wrist, motioning silently for her to sit beside him. Rukia obeyed his wishes, but kept her head lowered, refusing to meet his gaze. Renji's large hand released her tiny wrist, noting how her hands fell to rest on the top of her thighs, almost mechanically. "Listen, Rukia…cause I'm only gonna say this once…" Renji stated, his voice so smooth and calming "...I never wanted you to go," he admitted in a near whisper. Rukia's head snapped up, her eyes rampantly searching his own with a questioning gaze, "Then why, Renji?"

Renji swallowed at the sound of her voice, so tiny and vulnerable. "I…I wanted what was best for you. I mean, being adopted into the Kuchiki clan was an amazing offer Rukia! You'd have everything and anything you ever wanted. You deserved so much more than what you had. I wanted so bad for you to stay…but…" Renji paused, shaking his head. Rukia's eyes began to well up with tears, she couldn't believe what he was saying.

"But it wasn't bout me Rukia. I wasn't gonna be selfish. I always knew you were better, so much better than just some stray from Rukongai. You deserved and still deserve everything you want."

"And all this time I thought you didn't want me in your life anymore, Renji! It hurt so much to just know that you would let me go so easily…after all we've been thr-"

Renji interjected in shock "-I can't believe it! That's what you thought Rukia? That I didn't wanna be with you anymore? How could you think that?"

"I don't know Renji…we were drifting apart. You fit right in, made friends, succeeded in everything you did and I was just getting in your way," Rukia cried, unable to stop those stubborn tears from streaming down her cheeks.

"Rukia…" Renji whispered, taking her small face in his hands, wiping at her tears gently with his thumbs. Visibly swallowing, when her wide violet eyes gazed at him with such intensity. A blush crept up Rukia's face. She paused for awhile, simply staring into Renji's eyes, before she moved her hands up off her thighs to lay over Renji's hands. Renji closed his eyes briefly at the sensation.

His eyes flickered open with determination, "Rukia…I-mrph!"

Renji's response was cut off abruptly as Rukia closed the distance between them, pressing her lips lightly against his own.

Renji froze, unable to grasp what was happening; he simply examined the peaceful look on her face, before his eyes mimicked hers as they slowly closed. Renji leaned in, pushing his lips against hers more insistently, smirking slightly when she responded with a small whimper. Renji parted his lips, hers parting as well, as their lips began to move against one another's in a slow, passionate rhythm.

Rukia's head was spinning, she felt dizzy…the feel of his lips against hers arose those fluttering butterflies in her stomach. She gasped when Renji's tongue darted out to slowly trace her bottom lip, asking for entrance then slipped past her lips into her mouth. Rukia brushed and massaged her tongue against Renji's, when she heard his thick grunt she slid her hands from his own, down his thick wrists, brushed down his elbows and settled on his strong biceps, clenching the sleeves of his hakama. Renji responded by removing his hands from her petite face, gripping her hips before sliding his strong arms around her waist and pulled her body flush against his own.

Renji's forceful actions startled, and yet pleased Rukia. She loved that Renji could be rough and gentle at the same time, so contradicting…so…undeniably Renji. Rukia felt a pleasurable shock run through her body at feeling his hard, muscular chest pressed tightly against her soft, silk covered breasts. Rukia pushed harder against Renji, the feel of him, the smell of him, the taste of him, everything about him at this moment was so incredibly addicting. Their lips continued to dance, pouring all their pent up passion for one another with every mating of their mouths, lips and tongues. God, she tastes so good, thought Renji as he yanked his lips from hers, and sensually tugged on her lower lip with his teeth. Hearing her small, shaky intake of breath, Renji leaned back in to capture her plump, swollen lips. This kiss was different, it grew quickly from slow and passionate to rough and desperate. Lips clashed in desperation, the heat between them increased, the air becoming thick and smoldering…the need to touch one another became unbearable. Their breaths were coming in shallow pants, both surprised how a simple gesture like a chaste kiss could intensify so easily and envelope all their senses. He couldn't think, he couldn't breath, he was entranced by everything about Rukia...her scent invaded his nose, her lips slid erotically against his own, just the feel of her tongue in his mouth made his stomach twitch and tighten in pleasure.

Hearing Renji's deep groan and feeling its vibration against her tender lips stirred Rukia into a frenzy. Rukia roughly grabbed the front of his hakama, leaning backwards on the couch, pulling Renji down on top of her. Her legs parted to cradle his hips as she pulled him snug against her body, Renji settled his forearms on both sides of her body to support his weight. Though in shock and disbelief of what just happened, Renji nonetheless continued responding to her kiss, as her smooth, exposed arms wrapped around his neck. Renji's lips slowly caressed her own before softly pulling away, making her whimper at the loss of contact. But, a sharp gasp was drawn from her lips when he settled on her neck, tenderly sucking and nibbling.

Rukia sighed in pleasure as Renji moved his lips up, over her pulse point and suckled on it. Dazed, Rukia reached for the tie of his hakama, fumbling and struggling to untie it, in a desperate attempt to touch his bare skin. Renji, getting the message licked her neck one last time before sitting back on his knees, still in between her legs. Blushing and looking down, Renji's hands landed on the stubborn knot and worked at it until it was undone. Rukia sat up on her forearms, intently watching as Renji slipped his hakama opened, down his arms and onto the floor below. Renji watched Rukia, feeling slightly flustered and self conscious as her wide eyed gaze took in the intricate tattoos that marked his rock hard torso. Rukia's eyes followed the trail of the harsh, jagged black marks that began from his pectoral muscles, all the way down to his hard abdomen. Her left hand stretched out ahead pressing heatedly against the smooth skin of his chest. Renji licked his lips and closed his eyes, as Rukia's smooth, delicate hand trailed lightly down, lower and lower over every muscle in his stomach….and lower. Renji's eyes shot opened, as he caught her small hand in his own just above the waistband of his pants, stopping any further movements. Rukia blushed, feeling as if she went too far and started to recoil her hand, but Renji's grip tightened. Rukia's eyes shot up to his own, he was staring intently at her. His gaze never faltered and Rukia blushed harder.

Renji gripped her hand and leaned forward on his knees, their lips seconds away from touching, he placed her hand behind his neck, then wrapped both his arms around her lower back to support her as he leaned backwards. Rukia, slightly confused, simply wrapped her other arm around his neck as she felt Renji move over and off the couch. Feeling her legs dangling off the ground, Rukia instinctively wrapped them around his thin hips for support, her kimono rising high up her legs, revealing pale and creamy skin. She blushed upon feeling his large arousal pressing insistently between her legs, filling her head with images of what was about to come. Feeling embarrassed when she caught him studying her face, Rukia hugged his neck tightly, her cheek against his as her chin rested on his sturdy shoulder. Renji, unsure of what she was feeling, though he was damn sure about what he was feeling, hesitated and continued to stand still in the middle of his living room.

"Rukia? Are you sure this is okay?" Renji questioned, rubbing her back soothingly, causing Rukia's eyes to drift closed. "Is this gonna be okay with you?" Rukia's arms tightened around his neck, nuzzling her cheek lovingly against his. She inhaled a shaky breath to calm herself down, but her mind continued with those racy thoughts that made her blush. Damn, what is he doing to me?

"Yes, Renji," she whispered, so softly that Renji barely heard it, even though her mouth was so close to his ear. But he did hear it, and those words echoed through his mind, extremely loud and extremely clear, she feels the same.With that thought in his mind, Renji's confidence increased ten fold as he began walking out of the living room in long, confidant strides, through the kitchen and to the left up the stairs. Rukia's eyes flickered open, though she hadn't remembered closing them in the first place. Her eyes focused on the moving scenery around them, she watched as stair after stair was revealed to her as he continued his path up to his second floor…up to his bedroom. Renji's so strongRukia noted, I always feel safe and secure in his armsI always have. Rukia unclenched her arms as she leaned back, crossing her wrists loosely behind his neck. Renji raised an eyebrow as he felt Rukia readjusting her position, until her face was in front of his again, too far away for his liking though. Sensing this, Rukia closed her eyes, and slowly…almost teasingly slow, she closed the gap between them, lightly brushing her lips against his once more.

Renji's head swirled, his eyes closed immediately and everything but him and Rukia crumbled away into non-existence. His legs moved by memory, for his eyes were no longer guiding him to his destination. When she slowly slipped her tongue past his lips, Renji groaned loudly somehow loosing his balance when she also tightened her legs around his waist. Renji popped his eyes opened, and unfortunately, had to pull away from the kiss to find the door to his bedroom. Rukia simply occupied her mouth on his neck, teasing and nipping the sensitive skin there, mimicking the attention he had given to hers earlier. Renji's left arm tightened around her lower back, holding her as close to him as he could as his right hand fumbled with the door knob…fuck, her mouth is distracting, Renji thought. Finally, grasping the knob in his hand, Renji flung the door opened violently, making Rukia's mouth curve into a smirk, as she placed another heated kiss against his thick neck. Renji all but jumped into the room, grasping the edge of the door as he slammed it shut, the wood smacking hard against the frame. As soon as the door shut, Renji pressed Rukia's back up against it, hard.

He cupped her face with his left hand, and lowered his lips to touch hers in a wild, passionate kiss. Rukia gasped into the kiss when she felt Renji's right hand softly caressing her left leg. His calloused, yet gentle hand trailed soft, fiery touches up her leg. Beginning by gripping her delicate calf, that was still wrapped tightly around the small of his back, traveling up to lightly squeeze her knee…then pressed down firmly around her upper thigh, his thumb gently stroking the inside of her thigh, tickling and teasing the soft skin there. Rukia squirmed against his touches, and whimpered against his lips, she wanted more. More of this. More of him. Renji groaned, Rukia was fidgeting against him, brushing and rubbing his arousal, igniting sparks in his belly. If she kept going on like this, Renji knew he'd loose his resolve to go slow, but he also knew she needed more than this, fuck; he needed a lot more than this. The hand that was cupping her face slid down her pale cheek, along down her neck, out along her shoulder, where he paused, squeezing her shoulder for reassurance, just before he pulled down the sleeve of her kimono, allowing the silk fabric to slide agonizingly slow down her shoulder, and Rukia could feel Goosebumps rise on her exposed skin. Pulling his lips from hers, Renji disengaged the kiss, leaning back slightly to drink in the sight of her pale shoulder that was now revealed to him. Renji leaned into her, placing a tender kiss on her collarbone, Rukia's eyes slipped shut as she held her breath, her hands clutched Renji's shoulders and her head fell back against the door behind her.

Renji glanced up at her, asking for permission with his gaze, but he learned he didn't need to when his eyes took in the peaceful and utterly vulnerable look on her face. Renji glanced down as his hand reached in between them to rest on the tie of her kimono. With a slight tug the tie was loosened, enough for Renji to reach with both hands and part the front of her kimono. His eyes darkened as her soft delicate breasts were exposed before him, her rose colored nipples hard. He tugged further on the sleeves and Rukia took the hint, opening her eyes….she lifted her hands from his shoulders, placing them down at her sides she felt the fabric slip from her torso completely. She slipped her arms around his neck once again, attempting to calm her nerves, but when she glanced down Renji's eyes were still looking at her chest intently. Feeling more than a little insecure, Rukia turned her head, and squeezed her eyes shut. Renji looked up from her beautiful breasts, taking in the shyness plastered on her face; Renji leaned into her neck, his breath fanning over her ear, making her shiver. "Rukia…" He breathed out, his voice hoarse and filled with passion. "You're beautiful…" he explained nibbling on her earlobe and sliding his large hands up her smooth stomach to squeeze and rub her small mounds. Rukia gasped feeling Renji's hands close over her breasts, biting her lip when his thumbs stroked her nipples firmly, making her uncomfortably wet. He continued his slow, teasing ministrations and Rukia continued her small, arousing whimpers and gasps, music to his ears. Rukia's left hand moved from behind his neck to tug at the hair band that kept her from running her fingers through his soft crimson locks. Rukia threw the hair band across the room, clenching her fists in his hair; she roughly tugged Renji towards her, crashing his lips against her own. Both shinigami moaned against each others mouths, fighting for dominance and control.

Renji wrapped his strong arms around her tiny waist, walking backwards until the back of his knees collided with the edge of the bed, his hands moved to her legs, unwrapping them from the small of his back, encouraging her to straddle his hips as he sat down. Reaching both hands behind him, Renji leaned back, lifting his feet from the floor as he maneuvered them to the middle of the bed. Rukia tightened her legs on either side of Renji's hips as he turned them, lowering her bare back onto his black satin sheets. When her head rested comfortably on his pillow, Renji, still on all fours leaned down as Rukia's leaned up, their lips colliding together. Renji forced her head back onto the pillow with his intense kiss; he explored the cavern of her mouth once again, tasting her, teasing her. Rukia responded eagerly to his advances, but whimpered when he pulled his lips away again. Renji kissed down her cheek, down to trace her jaw line, feeling pleased in the way she titled her head back, exposing the length of her soft neck to him. He pressed urgent sucks, nips and open mouthed kisses all down her tender neck. But he didn't stop; he continued the path, kissing her collarbone before closing his lips over the peak of her left breast. "Uh...Ren-ji!" Rukia begged, making Renji's cock twitch, it was so arousing to hear her say his name like that. It only made Renji desperate to find more ways to make her cry out his name. Renji suckled on her left breast, and supporting his weight with his right hand he used his left to gently squeeze and massage the other breast. After giving proper attention to her left breast, he alternated his attentions to her right breast, sucking on that one as well.

Rukia felt amazing, Renji's actions made the muscles in her stomach clench intensely, she couldn't keep the sounds from escaping her swollen lips, and she wanted nothing more than for him to touch her there and everywhere. Renji's resolve was weakening with every high, breathless whimper she made below him; the desire to make love to her was becoming unbearable. Licking her breast one last time, Renji moved back on his knees, sensing him moving away, Rukia sat up on her forearms, giving him a questioning look. Renji reached his hands to rest on the still intact knot of her kimono; he leaned in to kiss her left knee as he untied the knot completely, sliding the fabric from her body and tossing it on the floor. Clad in only her undergarment, Rukia blushed, but her eyes still gazed into Renji's lust-filled ones. He smirked at her, realizing he was over dressed he untied the knot on his pants, sliding them down his hips, and leaned forward to kick them off his legs. Crawling up and over her, Renji leaned down slowly planting a heated kiss above her naval. Smirking again when he felt her muscles twitch, Renji slipped his tongue momentarily into her belly button, drawing a small gasp from his partner. He slid his hands down her hips, hooked his thumbs on the sides of her underwear and slid them down her body, Rukia arched her back and lifted her bottom to help him remove her last article of clothing, revealing her tiny black curls and the tender juncture between her legs. She bit her lip when she felt her underwear slide all the way down to her ankles, before Renji completely yanked them off her body, throwing them, once again, to the floor.

Air thrashed against her exposed skin, making her blush and bite her lip harder. Renji then grasped the back of Rukia's knee, pulling her thigh further apart from the other. Rukia blinked, trying to analyze his face, but the crimson locks streamed down, blocking his expression from her view. Renji leaned in, tilting his head slightly as he placed a soft kiss on the middle of her thigh. Rukia closed her eyes and her hands fell down at her sides to grip the silky sheets beneath her in anticipation. Renji paused to search for any sign from her that told him to stop, but no sign ever came. Renji placed more kisses up her thigh, pausing to lick and suck at her skin. Rukia had never wanted anything so badly in all her life, the way he was going about this was agonizingly slow, she whimpered his name, begging for him to stop teasing her. Renji sensed her impatience and set her thigh down so that both of her legs stayed bent at the knee, her feet flat on the bed. He moved forward, still on his knees, his hands grasped each thigh and pushed her legs further apart. He examined her slightly, taking in how vulnerable she was to him right now, how much she trusted him. Pushing the annoying hair out of his face, Renji leaned in, sliding his rough hands up and down her soft thighs as his tongue dragged a long, hard lick against her sensitive folds. Rukia let out a loud moan, her hands clenching the sheets beneath her harder. Pleased at her reaction, Renji rubbed at her thighs and enclosed his lips around her aching clit, and suckled on it. "Uh….Re-Ren-ji…" Rukia pleaded in a high, breathless manor, making him groan against her. Rukia, in a dizzy haze moved her hand down to clutch and tug at his hair.

Renji sucked harder, watching her reaction as his teeth lightly grazed her swollen bud. He watched as her hips rocked slightly against his mouth, her back arched to the sky in ecstasy, her neck craned back against the pillow as her lips parted to release a loud, lust-filled moan. He wanted to see her mindless, he wanted to make her forget everything but his name.

Ohmyuh godthisthis feels good, so damn good! Rukia thought. She had never felt pleasure like this before, it felt as though a white hot, spring clenched tighter and tighter in her stomach, sending tendrils of electricity coursing through her veins, making her toes curl with every movement Renji's mouth made against her. Instinctively, she bucked against his mouth, her legs shaking when he quickened his pace, sucking harder and harder. She didn't recognized the high, keening whimpers and moans that came from her mouth…she couldn't compose any clear thoughts at all, all she could do was beg and plead with him silently to bring her to the end. Renji, though he didn't think it was possible, was becoming even harder, achingly hard. He watched her head toss on the pillow, felt the hand in his hair tighten, and noticed how much her legs were shaking and moving with pleasure. He wanted to end her, wanted to make her feel so good. Because he loved her and he wanted to show her how much. He removed his right hand from its place on her thigh and watched as his middle finger glided down and into her. "Uh!" Rukia exclaimed, making Renji's eyes snap up to her face, he took in the way she gasped, her mouth opening and closing as his finger slid in and out of her tight entrance, as his lips never left her swollen bud.

Her moans increased in pitch and intensity, he knew she was close and he knew she wanted it so bad. Renji groaned in his head, God, Rukiayou are so fucking beautiful. Rukia writhed and whimpered, tossing her head as a fine sheen of sweat began to coat her body. She couldn't even think anymore, all she could do was feel. Feel Renji's persistent sucking and thrusting…she screamed in her head when his finger began twisting inside of her, but she couldn't stifle the mew that broke from her lips when Renji's finger brushed roughly against that spot deep inside of her. Hearing her gorgeous sounds, Renji quickened the pace thrusting his finger in and out of her hard, licking and sucking at her nub. Then, he felt her inner walls flutter and clench impossibly tight around his finger, he sucked harder and his finger continued her through her orgasm. Rukia arched her back, her eyes squeezed shut as that coil clenched so tight in her stomach that it exploded, making her see a hot white light behind her eyelids, she tugged roughly at Renji's hair, her head lolling back. She cried out his name as the feeling coursed through her body, rocking her to her very core with intense pleasure. Her arched body flopped down against the bed, her breathing coming in shallow pants as her body hummed with the after shocks of her release.

Renji, stopped his ministrations when he felt the hand in his hair loosen, he glanced up at Rukia, drinking in her current state. Her arm was draped over her eyes and her chest heaved up and down because of her panting. Her pale, unscathed skin looked as if it was glowing and was covered with a sheet of sweat, making her skin appear moist and glistening. Curious, Renji leaned his mouth back between her folds, his tongue licking at her juices, tentatively tasting her. Rukia whimpered above him, blushing harder as Renji lapped at her essence, her skin there so sensitive after her recent release. Oh, godshe tastes so goodit's fucking addicting!was all Renji could think as he tasted her, basking in how erotic that whole experience was. Feeling thoroughly satisfied, Renji sat up on his knees, licking his lips before wiping his mouth with the back of his hand. His eyes scanned up her body, god she was gorgeous. Renji felt his chest swell with pride as he observed how utterly breathless and pleasured she looked right now. Crawling up her body, Renji watched her stomach twitch as strands of his hair slid along her flesh, tickling and teasing her.

Rukia exhaled softly, evening out her breath as she sensed Renji moving above her. Her body still recovering from the explosion that left her tingling and above all….feeling amazing. She couldn't believe Renji's actions…simply thinking back to what he just did makes her blush and bite her lip in embarrassment. But, she noted, it felt so damn good, he was so damn good. Rukia felt Renji's fingers entwine in her own as he pulled away the arm that was hiding her face from him. Rukia blushed and turned her cheek to him as he smiled at her, but he simply leaned in to press a soft kiss to her cheek, trying to calm her nerves. "Hey, what's wrong?" He cooed into her ear, nuzzling the juncture of her neck with his nose, before he leaned over her, to study her face. Rukia, feeling less nervous, turned her face, her eyes meeting his own. When Renji saw the blush that stained her face he moved to kiss the top of her head, causing Rukia's eyes to drift shut. But, when she felt his breath fan over her lips, she closed the gap between them, pressing her lips to his firmly. Renji responded, matching her enthusiasm as their kiss grew more and more passionate, breaths coming in heaving pants as their hands began to explore each others body. His black, plain boxers the only thing separating them at this point. When Renji felt Rukia's hand brush confidently over the bulge in his pants, he groaned, leaning back as he yanked the cotton material down his hips and eventually kicked them off. He sighed, as his painful and throbbing erection was finally freed from its strict confines.

Rukia sat up, her eyes slightly widening as they took in the sight of Renji, completely naked before her. Her eyes immediately dropped down to his manhood, noting how large and thick he was. She bit her lip, feeling overwhelming nervous, and slightly scared. Renji darted his eyes up and caught the shocked look on her face, as he moved over top of her, forcing her to lie down on the bed. His left hand rubbed at her right thigh, as his right hand rested beside her head. As he leaned down to kiss her, he noticed how she was still examining his cock, tilting her head to the side and biting her lip. "What?" He asked, flinching under her scrutiny. Rukia, never moving her gaze, reached between them… "Nothing…" she said as a small smile graced her lips, he blinked, and watched in shock as her hand gripped his manhood. He groaned as she began to pump him slowly…fuck, that's good, Renji thought as his eyes slid shut. Rukia continued her pace, looking up to weigh his expression and smiled when she observed the peaceful look on his face…he was clearly enjoying this. She quickened her pace, clutching him harder, feeling him throb and pulse against her and heard his throaty moan.

Oh, shit. Keep it together Renjifuck, fuck, fuck, he thought. When she quickened her pace even more, Renji yanked his hand from its place on her thigh, gripped her chin and smashed his lips against hers. Rukia whimpered, the kiss felt so good, so rough and desperate…she continued pumping her hand and swallowing his moans. His hips started to thrust in time with her hand, groaning against her soft lips he knew he was close. Shit, he was close. That thought hit him, his eyes snapped open, his lips left hers and he pulled her hand away from his aching shaft. He felt doused with cold water, and he felt himself missing her hand already, but he couldn't ruin this for them. He wanted to be inside her, to feel her clenched around him, to hear her moaning his name in his ear. Rukia's eyes opened, shooting Renji a confused look, "Renji, wha-" she began, but was cut off by Renji's persistent lips against hers, making her eyes close in bliss once more. Renji lowered his body against hers, shivering upon feeling every inch of their skin meet, as he placed himself snug in between her open legs. Rukia slipped her hands around his neck, sliding her fingers through his soft hair.

Renji sat up some, his face a breath away from Rukia's as he positioned himself at her entrance. "I'm sorry Rukia, this might hurt a little. But, if you want me to stop just say so, okay? I won't be mad or anything," Renji stated, his eyes filled with concern. Rukia breathed out, "Okay, Renji…" as she smiled up at him, watching as he leaned in and brushed his lips against hers. Their eyes drifted shut when their lips made contact, the kiss growing passionate and sensual. Keeping Rukia distracted with his lips, Renji positioned himself against her folds, pushing in slightly as he began to slip inside of her. Rukia stiffened at the feeling, it felt so foreign and strange. She whimpered at the feeling of him parting her folds intimately, as he slid further inside of her, but she tensed as he finally reached her barrier. Renji buried his face in her neck when she tightened her arms around his neck, "I'm sorry," he breathed out, thrusting his hips forward, sheathing himself fully inside of her in one quick motion,

Somehow managing to stifle his thick, pleasured groan. God, she was so wet and tight, her walls gripped and fluttered against him, accommodating to his size and it was all he could do not to pull out and thrust into her over and over in a frenzy. But hearing Rukia's rather loud pained cry kept him in check, as he kept himself completely still against her.

Rukia cried out, her eyes squeezing shut, it felt like she'd been torn apart. It felt strange and uncomfortable and she couldn't help but wince at the pain. She felt Renji begin to kiss and suck on her neck, making her eyes darken as she whimpered in lust. His rough, calloused hand slid along her inner thigh, teasing and stroking the soft skin. The pain in Rukia began to ease; she felt the heat rise to an intensity inside of her at Renji's gentle ministrations. She got used to the feeling of him inside of her, he filled her so completely, and she could feel him throbbing as her muscles gripped at him. Rukia wanted him to move, wanted to feel him loose control and thrust wildly into her. She wanted to feel him leave her, only to fill her completely again, to remind her of what she was missing. Rukia wrapped her legs tightly around his hips and bit her lip as she ground her hips against his. His moan echoed her own as she felt a shock burst through her lower stomach at the slight movement. Renji pulled his face from her neck, placing his bent arms on either side of her head as he lent down to kiss her. When she wriggled and whimpered against him, Renji pulled out til only his head was inside of her, before he softly thrust back in. Rukia's moan echoed his own as he continued to repeat the action, pulling out and thrusting back in, pulling out and thrusting back in. Renji kissed Rukia harder, with more passion this time….swallowing her high moans and whimpers as he proceeded to pound into her harder. Rukia's face contorted in pleasure, Renji's thrusts were becoming deeper and much harder, making her writhe her hips against his own, fueling the spark between them, tempting the fire to ignite.

Renji felt Rukia's hips sway instinctively against his own and he groaned against her mouth, he could feel himself getting closer to the brink of pleasure, and he wanted to take her with him. Renji pulled his lips from hers and stopped his ritual thrusting, making Rukia whimper in protest. Hearing this, Renji smirked, grabbing the underside of her right thigh and lifting it some. With his face a breath away from hers, Renji held her lusty gaze as he pulled out slowly and sunk into her roughly, angling himself to hit that sweet spot. Rukia gasped loudly, calling out his name as he repeated the action, all the while his eyes never leaving her own. All he could do was look into her beautiful violent irises, watching as her face contorted in pleasure and her lips formed a chant of his name, she looked so sexy right now. Feeling desperate to finish them, Renji thrust wildly into her, kissing and moaning against her neck.

Rukia's hands moved to grasp desperately at his back, her nails biting into the flesh as the pleasure in her built and built. She called out Renji's name in pleasure only to hear him echo hers in a hoarse, thick tone that made her toes curl. Rukia could feel that spring coil inside of her again, but this feeling was way more intense. Renji felt that same pressure inside of him, as his thrusts became faster and harder, until Rukia let out a loud cry, her walls closing tightly around his member. All her could hear was her breathless pants and moans as he continued thrusting and thrusting, feeling the pressure intensify and finally burst. He moaned her name and kissed her roughly, breathing harshly against her swollen lips as tendrils of electricity shot through both of their bodies, filling them with utter pleasure. Rukia felt Renji's hot liquid fill her completely, making her twitch and whimper, they both panted against one another, completely exhausted. Renji fell against her some, while still supporting his weight; he didn't want to crush her.

They lay there on Renji's soft black satin sheets, flush against one another, as their bodies relaxed, basking in the after shock of their orgasms. After hearing her erratic breathing start to even out, Renji nuzzled his nose against Rukia's soft neck and lightly planted a kiss there. Renji pulled out of her, hearing her whimper as he did so, he reached down at the end of the bed to tug the forgotten sheet and comforter over their tired bodies. Rukia sighed at the feeling of the soft bedding covering her naked flesh, and curled against Renji's side, resting her head under his chin comfortably. Renji chuckled at her delicate yawn, before caressing her bare back with his right hand, "….I love you, Rukia," he admitted, as sleep began to gnaw faintly at his body. But before sleep overcame both of them, his ears picked up Rukia's small whisper, "I love you too, Renji…"


My first shot at lemon. Let me know what you think and where I need to improve.