A/n: a quick one shot, it popped into my head and wouldn't leave… not to good but still review :)

I just need someone to stop and see that I'm not ok, to see the sadness behind my smile. To look beyond the front I put on and see the sad, scared girl that I am.

I don't even know why I'm sad, I've got everything you could possible want, a loving boyfriend, family who care for me, friends and even best friends. But maybe there's a problem, maybe the meaningless insults my best friend and I throw at each other every day, are building up to where I want her to say a compliment to me, but then I don't say anything to her, cause I feel selfish or something.

It's killing me to pretend but yet if I don't pretend it hurts more. What do I do? Pretend? Or let everyone see the real me and hope that they try and fix me. Am I broken? If I'm not broken I don't need to be fixed? Or maybe it's not me exactly, but a part of me. The part of me that takes the stupid insults to heart, the part of me that uses those insults to make myself 'better', but I don't think I need to change, I think I'm fine the way I am. Or do I?

I'm just so confused, maybe I should talk to someone… a friend, someone smart, and someone who could give me advice…someone like Hermione. Yeah that's what I'll do, I'll talk to Hermione.