I'm scared shitless.
He's gonna kill one of us.
He's playing mind games with us. Enie menie miney moe of all the games just to decide to bash their skull in.
Will it be, Carl, Daryl, Michonne, Maggie, Glenn, Abraham, Eugene, Rosita, Sasha, Aaron or myself.
Please don't let it be Carl, he's my son. I promised Lori I would always protect him and keep him safe.
Michonne, she was gonna be my future. I wanted to build a home with her. Her, Carl, Judith and me. I hadn't felt this way about another woman since Lori.
Maggie and Glenn, they fill me with such hope and positivity that good can come out of all of this. If this hadn't all happened they'd have never met or gotten married and would not be expecting their first child together. Maybe that could be me and Michonne?.
I just hope Maggie will be ok. There is a big chance she is loosing her baby. I hope and pray to God this is not the case and we can get her to Hilltop.
Aaron, he's a decent bloke who's been a great help to us since we got to Alexandria.
Daryl, we've been together since the beginning and he is like a brother to me. We've never always seen eye to eye especially when his brother Merle was around but since he was killed by the governor we have grown close.
Abraham, this guy is one of the most loyal people i have ever met. He's in love with two women and he doesn't know yet his heart belongs with Sasha and not Rosita. Or maybe he does, he just can't admit it.
Sasha, we have always got along especially since her brother Tyreese took wonderful care of my daughter Judith. I owe it to him to take care of his sister like he did for me.
I've never been close to Eugene or Rosita but they are good, hardworking people.
I can't believe in a matter of minutes one of them will be dead.
After all we have been through together as a group, as a family.
I've been going through this in my head when i haven't thought about myself. What if I'm the one destined to die at Negan's hand?.
What will become of them? Who will take charge?. No i can't think about it. It scares me too much.
"Are it".
I heard his words and turned to look at who he had landed on.
Abraham.
Oh my god.
Negan then proceeded to bash his head in multiple times until there was hardly anything left.
Poor Sasha and Rosita, they had both lost the man they loved.
Daryl, then in anger, got up and punched Negan who was then restraint.
Negan then got up and lectured us.
In one swift motion, before any of us had chance to process what was happening he bashed Glenn over the head in revenge for Daryl punching him.
Nooo not Glenn!!!
Tears fell down my cheek.
As Glenn was dying he told Maggie he would find her.
Negan then continued bashing Glenn until there wasn't anything left.
I knew then i had a duty to protect Maggie and her unborn child for Glenn.
