A/N: Hello everyone! I have been away from publishing my writing for quite some time it would seem... Not that I haven't been trying to write things, they just fizzle or I switch to a different fandom... I know, I'm awful like that. But, anyway, here is a Bleach drabble-thing that I kind of think is almost a poem! I talk in riddles, yay for Kichi! Anyway, it was written whilst I was watching Tesla AMV's on the Tube of You when I suddenly paused one in the middle to jot this in WordPad! But who really wants to read all about it's back-story?

Disclaimer: I do not own Bleach, Tesla, Nnoitra or basically any of the awsome things of Anime/Manga!

Rating: K+

There isn't really any implied pairing, though I do think Nnoitra/Tesla is adorable, so take it as you please. ~ENJOY~ and if you would review Tesla will cook up something for you to eat (just don't ask for pork dishes or he will eat you!)

The Face of Dispair

Dispair... I think I'm addicted to your pain... Nnoitra-Sama take me with you to the ends of the earth, or I fear I will have to follow on my own, I can not leave you alone.

Nnoitra-Sama, I know you are not blind... You can see through my every move, that is why you push me back... You fear I would die before you... And I could not bear to see the day I would lose you.

Dispair... Your aspect of death... is my entire life. Nnoitra-sama please take me with you wherever you should go, for I fear I would follow you on my own, I swear I can not leave you alone.

Nnoitra-Sama, I find myself falling into darkness... You are waiting at the bottom, so I freely fall. I might die if I hit to hard... Would I crush you?

Dispair... You seem to love inflicting this... I swallow it all and bite back a smile... Nnoitra-sama let me follow you on this leash, for I fear I have fallen to hard.

Nnoitra-Sama, I do not care... Aizen and his dreams mean nothing, in the face of Dispair.