Memories and thoughts
Singing
Story
SO IM BACK GUYS! WOOT WOOT! Not really, but I had started this TV series Star with my sister and when I heard this song this story just came to me and I wanted to write it! Plus I haven't been able to actually sit and just write in a LONG while with school and work making themselves a priority. Yeah… hopefully, I'll get more days free to where I can finish up Faeries!
I DO NOT OWN ANY RIGHTS TO FAIRY TAIL AND THE TV SERIES STAR!
(BTW the song I used was from Season 1 'Unlove You' but the 90s Version :3)
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Enjoy! (Make sure to leave feedback! I always love getting advice to help improve my writing! ANd I love to hear from you guys!
No One's POV
Lucy was sitting at the bar slowly sipping away a bottle of vodka. In hopes of suppressing memories that burned her eyes. She rested the side of her head onto the wooden top, her sight drifting to the stage and the instrument that stayed there unplayed.
Lucy's POV
"-ucy. Lucy? Are you alright?" A soft lilting voice broke my concentration. Turning to the source I was greeted with the familiar white hair and gentle blue eyes.
Taking a sip from my bottle, "I'm alright…" Mira's eyebrow raised at my answer but continued to clean the mug she was holding.
"Mira, I'm fine really, but hey do you mind if I play with that over there?" The hand with the bottle motioned towards the piano.
She shook her head and placed her hand on mine as I got up, "By all means, Lucy go ahead but maybe you should leave that here?" The question being more of a demand. Not wanting a confrontation with an angry Mira while not fully sobered I complied and left the vodka with her.
I slowly made my way to the stage as flashes of the past came into my mind,
"Hey there Kitten, looking for trouble?"
"If trouble includes cuddles with my adorable babies, then yes, I welcome trouble."
"Your babies?"
"My babies."
I sat down and let my fingers glide onto the keys, slowly letting my suppressed emotions leak out.
Driving by the park tonight
I was stopping at the light
And you reminded me of all those days
He took my hand and navigated through the trees and bushes,
"You know if you're going to take me out in the forest to kill me, you should've given me a heads up so I could at least wear something better than a sweater and some ratty sweats."
"I knew you were a cosplayer, Cosplayer, dressing up for a little action like murder. And where's the fun in ruining a good surprise?"
Posted at the coffee shop
We would sit and talk for hours
Never thought in a million years things would change
Going further into the forest the sun began to set and a cold wind came through. Shivering at the drop in temperature we stopped and he gave me his jacket.
"Sorry, I know it's a bit far, but I wanted this to be perfect and this was the only way it could be but ya know thinking about it no-"
I pulled him down to me silencing him with my lips. Loving the rough but soft feeling of him and letting go so things wouldn't get too heated. Like that has stopped us before, but still.
Tied to my heart
Like a kite to a string
I followed you where the wind would blow
"Hey dork, it's fine. As a badass Ice Queen once said, "The cold never bothered me anyway." Plus, I have your jacket, which you'll never get back by the way."
He started to laugh as I wrapped myself further into said clothing and taking in his scent. His arm wrapping around my waist.
"And here I thought you loved me, a thief after my own clothing."
We were something
But you were fronting
Now I'm sitting here wishing I could get you out of my head
We were both in his bed after a wonderful bout of sex. I was in his shirt, him in a pair of sleep pants that hang just right. At the time I was ignoring his whines for another round and focusing my attention on his adorable babies. His grumbling pulling laughter from me.
"Silly Bixy-bear I do love you. I just happen to love your babies more at this moment." Facing him with a coy smile and amusement in my eyes. The babies chanting 'Silly!' as they floated around.
Climbing on top of me and pressing his lips onto my neck and going towards my ear, "Oh really now? Hm, you're lucky I love ya a whole lot Kitten. 'Cause I'm pretty sure other guys woulda been real jealous." He began to tickle my sides as he trapped me under him.
"Don't you know? I'm Lucky Lucy!" The babies tackled his face thus pushing him off the bed and allowing my escape. I turned back to him and stuck my tongue out and we all started a game of Cat and Mouse.
Baby, I tried but I can't unlove you
You know you got your hooks in my soul
Feels like I'm dying slowly because you
And your love will never let me go
We walked towards the mansion his face becoming more and more blank with each step. As he rang the doorbell he let go of my hand and shoved them into his pockets. As he took a step away from me the door was opened by a handsome man with waist-long maroon hair and piercing eyes. Not as good as my Bix but damn he was sin personified.
Haunted by the picture frames
I can almost touch your face
Memories can be hell sometimes
"Bix! You came by!" The man went in for a hug and both of them hugged for a longer time than usual, but you could tell it's been a long time since they've seen each other.
"Hey Van, and yeah I promised Dad I would. Plus, I haven't been able to say 'Hi' to Zen since he was rescued."
Nodding his head in understanding he looks to the side and finally notices me, he takes a step toward me and takes my hand to kiss the inside of my palm,
"And who is this beautiful ray of starlight?"
His eyes looking into mine as a blush crept up my face. I looked towards Bix for help but his eyes burned with anger. I pulled my hand away from this 'Van' and held it with my other.
I thought I could walk away but it ain't that easy, babe
When you're curled up and lonely every night
Worried about Bix I waved my hands in front of me and tried to tell Van,
"Sorry, I'm Bix's g-"
"Teammate. She's my teammate Van and off-limits. So keep your frisky ways to yourself." He grabbed onto my hand and tightly held on close to bruising. Leading me into the mansion and into the dining room.
We were something
But you were fronting
Now I'm sitting here wishing I could get you out of my head
We had just finished dinner, and Bix and I were in separate rooms. I was sitting in the bathtub trying to process everything I had just found out,
"Oh my stars, his dad is THE Arman Pradesh. AND to top it all off he's brothers with like the last Archangel on Earthland. 'Lucky Lucy' my ass."
Then, tears started to roll down my cheeks,
"He introduced me to Arman as a teammate as well as Zen. But why? Is he ashamed? Betrothed? Secretly married?!"
Before I could think up of worse I got out of my bath and put on some sweats and a tank top. Made my way to Bix's room and knocked on his door in search of answers.
Baby, I tried but I can't unlove you
You know you got your hooks in my soul
Feels like I'm dying slowly all because you
And your love will never let me go
"Why wouldn't you tell your family you're dating me?"
"It's not that important! Why can't you leave it alone? We are leaving the day after tomorrow night and we can forget all about this trip."
I turned away from him, I couldn't handle seeing his face in such anger in what felt directed towards me.
"I am trying to meet you halfway Bickslow, but it feels like you left me stranded."
I left his room without hearing his reply and went into mine packing my bags with my body shaking as I cried.
Baby, I tried but I can't unlove you
You know you got your hooks in my soul
Feels like I'm dying slowly all because you
And your love will never let me go
I had been laying in my bed and in his shirt ever since I left and came home. It's been a week since I left the mansion and he hasn't even come by once. The thought of him leaving me made me tear up and I started to cry into my pillow again. I heard the ringing of one of my spirits' gates opening and felt someone sitting on my bed. I peeked to the side with my face a mess and saw a wild orange mane,
"Loke.." I started to cry again and threw myself into his open arms. He pat my head and whispered sweet things as I drifted to sleep. Exhausting myself emotionally as usual for this week.
I keep turning the page
And I turned off the light
But I'm back in the same old place
A thousand and one times
Takes all the breath out of me
I just can't escape
I can't do this no more
Three days later and other than my spirits Laxus and Gajeel were the only ones who came by. They are the reason I am actually out of my house. I was curled up by the fireplace when I heard a loud knocking from my door.
"Hey Blondie, haven't seen you in while you alright?"
Another voice followed, "Gihi, maybe she got some and has been goin at it like the bunny she is." A grunt and what sounded like a punch soon followed.
"Please Lucy, just let us in. We just want to make sure you're safe."
I made my way to the door and opened it. Their faces worried when they say my eyes red and puffy. I sniffled and shuffled out of the way as I motioned for them to come in.
Somehow we ended up with us on my couch. Each of us with a cup: one with tea, one with beer, and one with whiskey. I was in the middle with a blanket over my lap with Lax to my left and Gaj to the right. I had told them everything with me pausing to cry for a solid five minutes.
"He said he loved me, but it looked like he was ashamed to even be next to me when he told his dad."
Baby, I tried but I can't unlove you
You know you got your hooks in my soul
Feels like I'm dying slowly all because you
And your love will never let me go
Baby, I tried and I tried to unlove you, yeah
Feels like I'm dying all because you
Cause your love will never let me go
So after that cry-fest, they forced me to wash up and put some actual clothes on which lead to them dragging me to the guild. Of course, most of them wanted to bombard me with questions and Natsu and them to pester me as to why I disappeared.
I made a straight line from the bar to Gaj's dark corner where I know no one would notice and bother me. But life likes to prove me wrong. Out of all the days, Levy actually didn't have a book to read and began to ask me how our anniversary trip went. Not wanting to rip into the petite bluenette I just got up and left sitting at the bar hoping people would notice my bad mood before approaching me.
I heard Lax with Ever and Freed come into the guild talking about a mission they saw. As they walked up the stairs to their table I noticed I didn't hear a certain voice that I had grown to despise but desperately needed in this past week. Deciding to risk it I tore my gaze from the bar to upstairs and regretted it instantly. The instant I looked up I locked onto his gorgeous wine eyes. I saw he looked like shit too. With what looked like regret in his eyes. Already feeling the tears well up I quickly looked away and asked Mira to bring me a bottle of alcohol.
As I took my first gulp of the burning liquor I glanced back to the table and didn't see him sitting there. Looking around I noticed his babies floating into the Master's office with Laxus following behind.
After a few minutes, Lax stormed out of the office and came down the stairs. He made his way to me his face going from anger to sadness. He bent down to me and placed a hand on my shoulder squeezing it with reassurance,
"Sorry, Lu but I think you should hear him out and maybe go talk somewhere privately."
Looking at him with disbelief I noticed behind him stood Bix. The single person I craved and hated so much in such a short amount of time.
"Kit- Lucy, please, just hear me out…" I turn my whole body away from him and take another sip from the bottle. I hear him stop talking and sighs and steps becoming farther away. Tears slowly roll, I don't want to hear him out, but my heart and my soul are just begging me to.
Baby, I tried but I can't unlove you
You know you got your hooks in my soul
Feels like I'm dying slowly all because you
And your love will never let me go
