Well this just kind of happened.
Today. It's the ten year anniversary since he left me. Right here in the cold dark woods. I know it isn't healthy but I come out here at least once a year to remember. To reminisce the good times and the bad. To affirm that Edward was a douche, and I was truly better off without him. Though not for the reasons that he gave. He was toxic to me and I believe to his family. As if you could truly call it that. Edward and Alice was the ones calling the shots. I wonder if Carlisle ever figured it out or if they are still suffering the reign of the fake twins. "Mommy! Mommy! I caught a rabbit! See?" My adventurous ten year old daughter stuck a rabbit in my face. It's so cute it looks like Thumper from Bambi. She is also cute with her skin just slightly darker than mine, she was wearing a black tanktop under her favorite blue hoodie, with a nice pair of straight cut jeans, and her favorite pair of sandals that Billy have her.
I gently pushed the rabbit so I could look at her chocolate brown eyes, or should I say eye? Her raven black hair had fallen out of its ponytail, and onto the right side of her face obscuring it from me. Sometimes its just like looking into a mirror, I see me... Well before I moved back to Forks, but minus the older than her years thing. I baby her like my Mother should have done me, but it's too late for that now. Renee has been dead for seven years now. Her and Phil died in a car crash, when Janna was three. Though I will give her she was a wonderful Grandmother. Other times I look into her eyes and see Charlie, he was not by any means a perfect Father but he did his best. I still miss him dearly. I still can't bring myself to move back into that house.
There is just too many painful memories there. It's where I found Charlie dead. His cold lifeless eyes starring at me. Silently blaming me. It truly is my fault, what happened to him. I'm jarred out of my thoughts by Janna hugging me. She always knows when I am feeling bad. I don't know how she does it maybe she has a sixth sense. I mean if vampires exist then it isn't a stretch. In fact she just knows a lot of things sometimes. She even saved me from a car crash... The car crash that killed my Mother.
"It's okay Mommy everything is okay. It's getting kind of late shouldn't we get back to Jason, Amanda, and the twins?" I checked my watch. Sure enough it's 6:27PM. I was supposed to meet them at the High School at six. "Crap! We are sooo late! C'mon, we gotta go Cutie." I put away all my dark thoughts for a later time. It will be hard enough going back to the place where I met him.
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