AN: Okay so this is the new improved hopefully… first chapter please please review and tell me what you think. But that's enough talking from me today I hope you like it.

Charlotte xx

Chapter One

BPOV

"You don't want me?"

I stare into Edward's golden eyes with utter despair and confusion but mainly pure disbelief at what I had just heard. The man who had said he loved me countless times? This is the Edward; My Edward whom I want to spend eternity with was going to give up my human life to become a vampire to stand by his side for the rest of eternity and he is standing there telling me this? I stare, and hope that all of this is only a bad dream. But no matter how hard I try, I wasn't waking up. This can't be true. Can it?

"No, Bella," he says my name as if it were a vile word he didn't want to say as if he was forcing himself to I just didn't understand why what had I done to deserve this? To lose the person who is my everything am I not worthy of love. "I've found someone else. You were merely a test for my self control; you are my singer, after all." He is saying this all with a smile on his face, as if he enjoys my pain seeing me slowly break more and more at each word he says. "I've decided that I'm bored of playing your Human Boyfriend. I was tired before, but I went on the hunting trip. You know the one where I was back late? Well, on that trip, I met Tanya. She's beautiful amazing in fact well I suppose any girl in amazing in comparison to you. He snickers slightly smiling down at me as I had slowly gripped onto my stomach as I fell to my knees the whole world was spinning around me this cant be happening can it? Please no just please.

"She's my true soul mate." He sneers looking down at me with disgust as if was some sort of animal. "How could you honestly believe that you where my soul mate? Someone who is a plain; boring; clumsy and just an ugly human? Bella. Your name is supposed to mean beauty-You put it to disgrace. You're pathetic! And you're lucky that Carsile would be so disappointed if I kill you goes against his morals humans are so important and all that blah blah, otherwise and I tell you this honestly Bella I would take great pleasure in killing you. In watching the life drain from your eyes as I drink every last drop of your blood hmm delicious if I do say so myself" I am shocked that the man who said he loves me could say these things. He carries on as if we were nothing to each other, not supposed to be soul mates. Together forever? No! I'm tossed out like yesterday's garbage. I feel pain shoot through my body at his words. What am I going to do? How could he do this to me?

"Tanya would like to meet you. Tanya, honey, come here!"

A beautiful vampire suddenly appeared before me with a slender figure but somehow managed to have the curves that girls would kill for her strawberry hair caught my attention so striking and bold unlike my plain Jane brown hair I sigh in exasperation as she kisses his neck curling into his body behind him. She looks at smiles and me maliciously. She walks up around Edward looking into my eyes the whole time to give me one last look before she stares at Edward and kisses him passionately on the lips moaning slightly as he grabs her hips pulling her closer, its as if she is marking her territory. Edward never kissed me like that. It was always, 'You're too fragile, Bella! You could get hurt! I can never lose myself with you.' What bullshit.

My body began to go numb. The words he had said kept repeating in my head: 'I don't want you…pathetic…plain…'I feel as if my soul, heart, and mind shattered at that moment I was nothing but an empty body lying on the ground succumb by the elements around it. The whole meaning of life disappeared. Edward gives one last look before giving me his signature smirk.

And with that, he was gone.

I sink to the ground, taking in his words. It was all a lie every kiss every touch meant nothing. They're all gone. The must know of this and they did nothing. MY FAMILY just abandoned me after they acted nice and caring. They'd been there for me, killed James said that they would never leave me, but then they just pick up their stuff and LEAVE? How could they? I feel rain droplets on my skin and begin to shiver. I can't care that I could die out here. I would thank god for allowing me to rest I cannot deal with the pain living is pointless without Edward.

I think back over my memories of the Cull…them, and realize that the wedding, Alice's visions, my brother bear, Emmett…it was all lies! A 'let's mess with the human' game for them. The 'I love you sis'…nothing, except Rosalie. She showed me her true feelings. I should have listened to her. How could I be so naïve into believing the most beautiful, caring family wanted ugly, worthless, plain old me? I let out a bloodcurdling scream until I can scream no more. I welcome the pain in my throat; at least I feel something. I squeeze my eyes shut, hoping, just hoping, that if I squeeze them tight enough, I'll wake up and Edward will be there asking if I'm alright. Alice would want to play Bella Barbie, and everyone would be fine. It will be fine.

I'm not that lucky.

I open my eyes to find ruby red ones on me. My first thought-It's a Vampire. I thank god for this escape. I whisper,

"Please kill me," before my body could take no more. I black out.

GPOV

I hide in the tree, just far enough out of distance for the vampires not to smell my scent or hear me. I'd been coming back from hunting when I felt the most heartbreaking pain wash over me and came across the Golden-eyed boy talking to a human, whose name appeared to be Bella, and telling her she was unworthy and pathetic. I feel a strange urge of protectiveness over her. How can he say those things? She's a beauty, a rare sight. She cannot be seeing herself clearly if she believes what he's saying! How could he treat her with that disrespect? I want to rip his worthless ass to shreds.

I watch as he leaves with the red head. Bella sinks to her knees. Her blood was making a slight burn in the back of my throat. As I try to approach, the burning increases, but, for some unknown reason, I know I would not hurt her. I look into her eyes; she looks so lost, alone, and helpless. I don't know what to do! It's been a century since I've been around humans other than those of my victims. I'll not go veggie with the Cullen's as I only kill those necessary rapists and murderers and such. I watch her from the tree. She lets out the most agonizing scream that held so much hurt and sorrow that I cringe back. Who had done this to her? I want to help, but I feel she should get this out. She stops when her voice goes raw. I watch in fascination as she closes and opens her eyes like she's had a bad dream.

I approach her curiously, trying not to scare her, testing my control. She closes her eyes tighter as I approach. I move closer to check that she is okay, and she opens her eyes and looks into mine. I have never seen such depth in those brown orbs. I'm mesmerized by her eyes that hold all that pain. However, they still showed strength and beauty. She's a strong woman.

As her eyes open in recognition, she doesn't seem afraid and she whispers three words that break my dead heart to hear from this angel.

"Please kill me."

I then thought something that I've never though in my 230 years-I want to protect her, even if it means my own life, and I'll kill anyone who dares harm a hair on her head. She's my angel, my life, my soul, and from that moment, I belong to her and I swear revenge on whoever did this to her.

As I gently lift her body, I find that she is freezing. I'm worried as I carry her back to my cabin.

I gaze upon her face and think, MINE!