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Disappointment.
That's what she was.
She hated herself, for that night that she remembered so clearly now. It was about 2 weeks before he left for London. It had been getting late, and she was occupied with making some coffee, getting ready for one of the last late night cram sessions of the year.
START FLASHBACK"Hey Ace," he whispered, wrapping his arms around her waist, making her almost spill the coffee she was holding in her hand. He kissed the top of her head, and she smiled. She knew what he wanted, but she couldn't.
"Logan, not now. I have a bunch of things I need to go over before tomar-" She was cut off by a mind-blowing kiss that would have made her fall over, it wasn't for Logan's hands wrapped tightly around her waist, preventing her from moving anywhere. He broke apart after a few moments, and raised his eyebrows at her. She blushed and sighed, and he knew he had won this time.
"Fine. But if I fail my finals tomorrow because of you, there will be hell to pay Huntzberger," she stated and marched off to their bedroom. He smirked, and followed her.END FLASHBACK
Damn him. Damn him and his smirk that made her weak at the knees, for those eyes that made her simply melt, for every part of him that was so irresistible to her. Now, thanks to him, her life had taken a turn for the worst. She sighed, sat on her bed, and buried her face deep in her hands, the sobs she let out ringing throughout the empty apartment.
Her grandparents. She could just see their faces when they heard the news. So shocked, so…disappointed. And if their was anything she wanted to do, it was to keep that look from crossing their faces, because, in their eyes, she was truly her mother's daughter, in every way.
Her mother. Oh, she couldn't even bear to think how Lorelai would react to this news. She probably would never speak to her again. Not that she could blame her. She was supposed to be the perfect daughter, the one that never screwed up, the one that went to Chilton, graduated Valedictorian of her class, then went on to Yale, where she would then graduate with honors and go on to be one of the best oversea correspondents the world had seen yet.
And now, because Logan Huntzberger had made her fall for him, she was just a great, big, huge disappointment to everyone, even him.
Oh boy. Logan. What was he going to say? He would probably push her out the door, saying sorry, but he wasn't ready for that big a responsibility. And when her mother and grandparents were to ashamed to even look in her direction, who would she turn to then?
Disappointment. Sighing, she knew that's all she would ever be now.
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