People wonder why I write painful stories about life

Well these stories are how I feel when nothing seems real

I write with no regret no filter and nothing that is left to regret.

If you read this by mistake and see what is left in my wake

You will never find the light inside these words that I stake

You must read inbetween the lines to understand what is being explained

Because pain is the way I achieve life worth living

Pain is how I survive with this life in the beginning

If you have not seen the message that I quote in my eyes

Then all you will see is a cold dead stare from me.

Now the light is closing fast

And this can only end when we are dead as life can never be seen again

Now i will leave you with this and now remember it

As failures come and go so do the souls of the ones dethroned

The time is nigh as you can't see the seeds you have sown

Now you feel my pain as I waste away dead and alone