Written like an hour before I started Unrequited. I apologize for any grammar/spelling errors.
Warning; Contains a couple swear words. This can be taken as R/S pre-slash, too.
Disclaimer; If I wrote Harry Potter, do you think Sirius would have been straight? And died?
Have you ever seen one of those couples? You know the ones I mean, right? The ones that are so sickeningly sweet it makes you want to vomit? It's not fake or forced, it's just because they're in love. And you can tell that both would give their life to safe the other.
I'm rather jealous of them. Sure, I could probably get any girl I wanted (a fair number of boys, too, I'm sure). But it wouldn't be the same because they want me simply because I'm Sirius Black. Not because they love me, not because they'd die for me, and certainly not because they can't stand to be away from me.
I suppose I could try harder to find a bird who likes me for me, but I don't see the point. There's practically a flashing neon sign with the words Ladies' Man above my head.
Maybe I'm just meant to be single. Be the man everyone wants but can't have. The godfather to Remus', James', and Pete's kids. I'd like that if it weren't for the feeling of something...missing.
Oh bloody hell, I've turned into a girl's blouse like Prongs. If Moony heard me he'd make a joke about me being a woman. And then he'd figure out I was serious. Then probably try and get me to talk about it. I would, of course, because I've never been able to deny Remus.
And he'd listen like he always does when someone has a problem. Possibly give some insight. But he wouldn't tell me the solution. Remus never does that. He thinks you should find out the answer for yourself.
Something that drives me mental about him. Whenever you pour your heart out to him, he nods and gets that same twinkle in his eyes that good ol' Dumbles does. Like he knows something you don't. Something you have to work out.
It's like he's a mind reader who pretends to be clueless for a laugh. I really don't think I'd be suprised if he was.