Warning: This is ***NOT*** I repeat ***NOT*** a death fic. Just
wanted to warn everybody. Anyone who dies *will* come back. I don't
kill off my characters and I hope that I won't ever. This is an
alternate time-line fic. Meaning I changed what happened in the
series. Be prepared for sap, tear jerking, lime, and more sap. Tiny
bit of violence to be expected. Pairing: 1x2 all the way. Implied
3x4.
// denotes thought
* * * denotes time having passed


Forever

***After Colony 195***
***August 18***

Heero swore as he saw the cement blocking the tunnel. Skidding to a
halt, Duo bumped into him, whirling to face the path they'd just come
down. Footsteps thundered and echoed as they approached, then a man
leapt around the corner. Seeing the gun in the man's hand, Heero
swore as he'd lost his in their escape. The man's hand moved toward
Duo and Heero leapt in front of him. Sharp pain shot through his
side and Heero slumped to the floor. Duo shouted, not even glancing
at the man with the gun as he knelt beside Heero. Then the man hit
him over the head with his gun and he passed out.

Struggling weakly, Heero resisted as more soldiers surrounded them,
one lifting Duo and taking him off down the tunnel. The man who'd
shot him scowled. "I was only aiming to wound. If you die it's your
own damn fault. I was just going to get him out of the way so we
could question you." Still scowling at Heero's furious face, the man
turned to the men supporting the Japanese pilot. "Get him medical
attention. We'll question him when he's no longer in danger of
dying. We'll have to work on the other one until then." The men
nodded and took Heero away.

* * *

When Heero regained consciousness, his eyes snapped open without fear
that anyone would realize he was awake. He had a vague memory of
Trowa getting him out of the hospital they'd been keeping him in.
Sitting up, he barely winced at the pain in his side as his eyes flew
around the room. He was back in the safehouse, in his and Duo's
room. He was about to get out of the bed when the door opened
quietly. Worried cobalt eyes flew over Quatre's miserable expression
as the pale blonde realized he was awake.

"Where's Duo?"

Tears welled in Quatre's eyes and he bit his bottom lip. "I'm so
sorry, Heero, he self-detonated."

Heero shook his head in disbelief, eyes widened until they filled his
face. "No," he whispered, then he growled. "He wasn't even *in* his
gundam!" he yelled, pinning Quatre with a wild glare.

Quatre's chest jerked and he swallowed back a sob. "He must have
escaped to his gundam. He detonated inside the compound. Right
after we got you out." Tears ran down Quatre's cheeks as he looked
at the floor unable to meet Heero's disbelieving gaze. "We were
coming to get him..."

//Why!? As many times as he tried to detonate, why the hell did it
have to happen *now*!?// Grief hit him like a sledgehammer to the
gut, and Heero bent over on the bed. //He must have thought I was
dead. He said he didn't want to live without me...// "Damnit!"
Heero wrapped his arms around himself, bending over more. //If only
I hadn't promised...why did I have to promise when he didn't? He was
so worried about *me* detonating...//

Quatre looked at Heero's shaking form and ran to him, throwing his
arms around the other boy as their sobs filled the room.

* * *

***After Colony 205***

Checking the gun tucked into the inside of his long black coat, Heero
ducked out from the doorway he'd been standing in and made his way
down the hall. After ducking and dodging guards who were lax to say
the least, he was forced to knock out two. Then he was standing in
front of tall double doors. Not pausing, he typed in the code he'd
looked up and entered the large space. Ignoring the surprised
shouts, he moved directly to the circular machine that stood in the
center of the room.

He'd just reached it, and was typing the coordinates into the panel
of the computer equipment attached to the machine when Quatre's cry
reached him.

"No, Heero! You can't! It could cause a paradox! Who knows what it
would do to us." Reaching him, Quatre grabbed his arm and turned him
so they were facing.

Not blinking, Heero looked over Quatre's shoulder and spotted Trowa's
form moving quickly toward them. Pushing Quatre aside, Heero pulled
out his gun and shot the tall boy in the arm. Quatre screamed and
rushed to the red-brown haired boy's side, Heero forgotten. Not
wasting time on so much as a backward glance, Heero jumped into the
machine and set off the controls. Quatre's cries were drowned out by
the count-down sequence, then the world went black.

* * *

***After Colony 195***
***August 4***

Trowa's eyes widened as he watched Heero struggle to get whatever was
bothering him out. He'd asked to speak to him, but they'd sat for
the last seven minutes in complete silence. "Heero?"

Letting out a ragged breath, Heero stared at him. "How," he paused
as he thought about the best way to phrase his words. "How did you
tell Quatre how you felt about him?"

Trowa's eye, the one not covered by the fall of his long bangs,
widened even more as he searched Heero's face, finally recognizing
the pinched look on the boy's face. Trowa licked his lips
nervously. "Well...I just told him." Heero glared. "Really. I
waited until he was getting ready for bed and cornered him. Then,"
Trowa smiled a slightly ironic smile as he looked at Heero's eager
expression. "I put my heart at risk and told him how I felt."

Heero waited, then grunted. "And then...?"

Trowa smirked, glancing away abruptly. "He told me he felt the same
way."

"That's it?"

Trowa stood abruptly, pushing the chair back against the table. "I
won't tell you what we did after that. It's between Quatre and me."
He smirked again at Heero's wide-eyed expression before turning and
leaving the room.

Long minutes passed as Heero sat at the table, frowning as he went
over Trowa's few but important words. //I'm brave. I could do
that.// Looking at the doorway Trowa'd went through, Heero stood
slowly. //Yes. I can do that.//

* * *

Not bothering to type anything, Heero sat at his desk, turned in his
chair so he could watch the bathroom door. He was waiting for Duo to
finish his shower. //I can do this. The worst that will happen is
he might turn away. He might be disgusted, but if he is then I know
he'll stop tempting me. Then I have a chance of forgetting him.//
Heero sighed as he shifted in the chair, wanting the confrontation to
come yet not wanting to ruin their friendship. //But I don't want to
forget him.// Sighing again, Heero started to lower his head when
the bathroom door creaked open.

Stepping out, Duo had his head tilted to the side as he toweled his
hair dry. Noticing the lack of typing, he glanced at Heero and
froze. Heero was staring at him with an intensity that was
disturbing, even for him. "What?" Duo looked around abruptly,
wondering what he'd done. "What's wrong?"

Standing, Heero stepped up to him, stopping when they were less than
a foot apart. "I have something I want to tell you," Heero said,
eyes still drilling into Duo's.

"Uh......okay." Duo stared at Heero warily, barely resisting the
urge to back away. Heero blinked. "Well?"

Heero leaned closer. "I...I care about you." Duo's mouth fell open
and Heero breathed in deeply. "No, I love you, Duo."

"Uh-" Duo choked suddenly, staring at Heero in shock, then his eyes
slowly rolled up in his head and he sank towards the floor in a dead
faint.

"Duo!" Moving quickly, Heero caught him before he could hit the
floor. Lifting him, he moved to sit on the edge of his bed, staring
at the beautiful boy in his arms. //Shock//, he
thought, //obviously, but....I have to know how he feels.// Staring
at the face below his, Heero slowly leaned forward until they were
inches apart. He was about to kiss him when Duo's eyes suddenly
opened.

"Heero...?"

"I love you, Duo." Moving quickly, he kissed him lightly on the
lips. Then he looked at him, waiting for his reaction.

Still in shock, Duo stared at him. Then he licked his lips and Heero
growled. "Uh, really?" Rolling his eyes, Heero nodded, starting to
get exasperated. "Wow..." Duo muttered, smiling slightly, "I'm
flattered."

"Omae o ko--"

"I'm kidding!" Duo cried, throwing his arms around Heero's
neck. "God, Heero, you must know how I feel. I've loved you
forever."

Slightly mollified, Heero bent to take Duo's lips again, deepening
the kiss this time as his arms drew the long-haired boy
closer. //..."It's between me and Quatre."// Heero's breath
quickened as he remembered Trowa's words. Suddenly he pulled back,
growling impatiently until Duo opened his eyes. "You love me."

"Duh," Duo said sarcastically, trying to get another kiss, but Heero
held him back.

"I want you."

Duo blinked abruptly. Then his mouth curved in a wide grin. "About
bloody time."

Heero pulled him close again, and their mouths moved together,
tongues entwining urgently. Leaning to the side, Heero lowered Duo
to the bed, pushing them farther on to it and away from the edge he'd
been sitting on. Clothes became an obstruction, but both were
clothed lightly, Duo in boxers and a tee-shirt and Heero in ever-
present tanktop and spandex shorts.

Their hands got in each other's way until Heero growled again,
catching Duo's chin with his hand. "Let me..."

Duo laughed softly and, throwing his arms over his head,
said, "Whatever you want, koi."

Nodding sharply, Heero wasted no time divesting Duo of the rest of
his clothing and then removing his own. He moved an arm around Duo's
shoulders, lifting him slightly as his other hand quickly undid the
long braid, spreading the silken mass on the pillows before lowering
him on top of it. Pausing, Heero looked at him. //Beautiful.
Nothing can compare with this...and it's mine. He's mine...// With
a groan, Heero lowered his head and kissed Duo again, almost violent
with his urgency. Finally, he pulled away and moved his lips over
the expanse of skin that called to him so relentlessly. He couldn't
fight it and he didn't want to.

Head thrown back, Duo moaned as Heero's hot mouth moved down his
neck, playing briefly on his shoulder before moving across his
chest. Unbidden, he found his hands buried in Heero's thick hair as
small sounds escaped his throat. Heero's hands caressed his sides,
fingers moving as if the claws of a cat as he kneaded the muscle
beneath his soft skin. Moving slowly down Duo's stomach, he placed
soft kisses here and there then bit lightly on the skin directly
below his navel. Jerking, Duo cried out, looking down in surprise to
meet Heero's dark, lustful gaze.

"Omae wa ore no mono da..." Heero waited, then bit him again,
lightly, before looking up, one eyebrow raised.

"Yeah," Duo breathed, "I belong to you. I'm all yours..."

"Good." Then Heero returned to his exploration.

* * *

Moving quickly, Heero closed the door to the cabin, stowing his bag
beside the cot. //Damn. I'm glad this mission went well.// Sitting
on the bed, Heero leaned back against the wall. //I can't wait to
see him...// Sighing, his lips twitched as he relaxed. He would
spend the night here at this safe location and return to the others
in the morning.

Suddenly, his eyes snapped open as he heard a knock on the door of
the cabin. //What the hell?// Grabbing his gun, he moved to the
door, his back against the wall beside it. Abruptly, he jerked the
door open and stepped out, gun held inches away from the person who
stood there. His mouth went dry as he stared in disbelief at an
older version of himself.

"I have to tell you something," the person in the doorway said
softly, eyes desperate. "It's about Duo..."

* * *

Duo sighed as he nuzzled against Heero's chest. Having returned from
his solo mission, Heero'd woken him for a frenzied bout of love-
making. Thoroughly exhausted, Duo luxuriated in the feel of Heero's
strong arms around him. They had a mission in two days, better to
enjoy their time together now. "Heero?"

"Hm?" Heero's arms tightened slightly for a moment before slowly
loosening again.

"Promise me something?"

Moving his head, Heero exhaled against Duo's soft hair. "Anything..."

"Don't ever leave me. Not on purpose...promise me...promise you
won't kill yourself. No matter what. Please?"

Heero's eyes snapped open for a moment, glazing slightly as he heard
his own voice in his head. Then he closed his eyes tightly. "I
promise. But, Duo...promise me you won't either. Even if I die."

Wrapping his arms around Heero's waist, Duo held him tight. "I
can't...I'm sorry. I don't want to live without you. If I lost
you..."

"Fine." Heero stared at the top of Duo's head. "You won't lose me,
then."

* * *

***August 18***

Heero swore as he saw the cement blocking the tunnel. Skidding to a
halt, Duo bumped into him, whirling to face the path they'd just come
down. Footsteps thundered and echoed as they approached, then a man
leapt around the corner. Seeing the gun in the man's hand, Heero
pulled out the spare gun he'd brought. The man's hand moved toward
Duo and Heero dropped abruptly, swiping Duo's legs out from under him
and sending him to the floor. He then shot the man in the head even
as the gun went off, bullet buried harmlessly in the wall of the
tunnel. Pulling Duo to his feet quickly, Heero ran to the corner
and, making sure no one was coming, went back the way they'd come.

* * *

***After Colony 205***

Checking the date inside the machine, Heero exhaled a ragged
breath. //I did what I could. If it didn't work...I did what I
could.// Finally, he opened the hatch and stepped out. And was
nearly tackled by an ecstatic Quatre.

"Heero! It worked, didn't it?! Wow! I can't believe it actually
worked. We can do anything with this...so long as it isn't abused of
course." Smiling over his shoulder at Trowa, who was uninjured,
Quatre continued gushing. "I can't thank you enough for testing it,
Heero. It was--"

"Quatre," Heero interrupted, his heart sinking as he realized who was
not in the room. "I'm really tired. I think I'll go home."

"What?" Quatre stopped, eyes wide. "You're going back to Earth?
But you can't--"

"Yes," Heero said slowly, moving toward the door. "There's something
I have to take care of." //I'm sorry Duo. I know I promised,
but....I just can't go on like this. I guess I lied.//

"But Heero!" Quatre cried, looking at Trowa in confusion, "What do I
tell Duo?!"

Heero stopped as if shot, suddenly afraid to breath. Not turning, he
called, "Duo?"

"Yeah, what do I tell him? He's waiting for you at my hotel. He's
expecting you."

Letting out a choked sound, Heero suddenly turned and grabbed Quatre,
squeezing him in a sharp embrace before disappearing out the tall
double doors. Quatre turned to Trowa in shocked confusion.

* * *

Heero threw open the door, causing Duo to jump up from where he'd
been sitting on the bed. He stepped toward the door. "Heero? How
was it? Where did--"

Letting out a strangled cry, Heero crossed the room, pulling Duo into
his arms and devouring his mouth with desperate intensity. Not
giving him a chance to breath, he scooped the long-haired boy into
his arms, carrying him to the bed. As he set him down, their lips
parted briefly, and Duo drew in a shaky breath.

"W-wherever you went...you can go anytime you want if this is the
result..."

"Duo...I love you so much." Heero hid his face against his neck
briefly.

"I know," Duo smirked, rolling so that he was on top and leaning over
Heero to nuzzle his shoulder. "As much as I love you. I'll always
love you."

"Always.." Heero held to him tightly.

"Zutto," Duo whispered, and their lips met again. "Forever."

--notes--
This was inspired by Time Cop, the movie, but it isn't a cross-over.
I just got the idea for this fic from that movie. Well, hope you
liked. This is my "sap" fic. ^___^