I have a serious infatuation with this pair (maybe i should change my career to being the captain of this ship) :3

Okay jus soo we're clear- this is an alternative story that i thought up one day in a waiting room- so this is Pre-Abyss at the coming of age ceremony where everything runs smoothly- so NO Zwei, Sharon, Break (RIP) Baskervilles, Alice etc. Jus lil Oz and Gil. Also this is my first proper yaoi (boyxboy) thing soo please let me know what you think and the major yaoi is in the next chapter. Right on with the story... enjoy :D

Oz was slipping into his white robes and preparing himself for the party that was taking place downstairs . He had left Gil in the garden after handing him his ceremony garb and listening to him complaining about a "mere servant attending such a high status event". 'he thinks so lowly of himself' thought Oz. He smiled, just simply thinking of that black haired boy made him smile uncontrollably. But the Vessailius boy was snapped out of his senses, assuring himself that Gil will be there, downstairs, waiting.

'I'm finally going to be 15' Oz thought as he clipped the gold belt around his waist and adjusted the buckle. 'And Gil has no idea what I have planned for him afterwards'. He quickly looked at the clock. 11:20pm. 'In exactly 40 minutes I will be seen as a adult in society'. He took one look at the mirror and put on his black gloves - as he was going to be greeting a lot of guests and many hands- but before leaving his chambers he crouched under the bed and pulled out a black box. he opened causing him to grin excitedly. Then placed it in his bedside draw and patted the wood for good luck. "now lets go and greet some guests" he said to himself and left the room with a devilish smile.

-X-

The grand hall was crammed filled with many colorful dresses and walking black and blue suits. The men and women socialized and spoke upper-class chatter on the latest gossip and posh nonsense that satisfies their ears. Oz had finished collecting feathers from his guests and now many were approaching him and asking ridiculous questions like, 'whether he was nervous?' or " If Uncle Oscar was single?" And at times even dragging him by the arm to introduce their daughters to him, all the girls smiled and bowed to the young master and he would fake a smile and reluctantly kiss the palm of their gloved hand. He didn't care for the party or the guests or their spoiled daughters who expected to be his wife. No there was only one person Oz wanted and he was no where to be seen. Unbeknownst to Oz that he was being watched.

Gil stood upon the balcony, looking at the upper-class, beautiful people below as they danced to the orchestral music and mingled in groups. some were laughing, others just stood and drank wine. No matter how many heads scattered the room he could always spot his golden haired master socializing with the guests- smiling and talking to many people of his age and to the beautiful girls. Gil felt saddened at the thought that soon one of them will be his wife and they will live happily together. 'Master will be gone, and you will be alone' Gil knew that, but he didn't care about being alone, as long as his master was happy. He sighed as he looked at himself in the side mirrors that surrounded the great hall. Shimmering mirrors that enhanced the crystals dangling from the chandelier that magnified the beauty of the people and their dresses. but he looked at himself in disgust, standing there in his plain, white attire with golden trimmings and velvet cravat and gloves. What stood out the most from his outfit was his curly locks tied up into a pony tail, looking out of place and messy looking. His thoughts continued to provoke him 'I shouldn't be wearing this, not a servant, an ugly being like me doesn't belong down there with the pure bloods of royals and dukes, I shouldn't even be in the same room'.' he snapped his eyes away from the mirror and looked at his master conversing with the guests. He smiled 'I'll do this for him' as he looked at the clock tower at the end of the room 11:45pm. 'I should get down and get in position, the ceremony is about to start'.

11:50pm- The blare of trumpets caught the attention of the guests as they shushed and scuttled to one side of the room ready to witness the main event of the evening. Everyone surrounded the clock tower as Oz made his way to center stage. Eyes focused on him, watching him make his way to the grand stair case. He knelt on one knee as he retained his balance. He eyes starred at the floor as he heard Uncle Oscars speech about responsibility and status - Oz really wasn't listening, he just wanted to run up the stairs and hold Gilbert.-'That's if he's there?' said the voice of doubt within. Oz felt the slight edge of the blade shifting from his shoulders as his Uncle dubbed him worthy of adulthood. Then he stood, held his hand to his chest and bowed. He ascended up the staircase, taking soft , slow steps upon the red carpet to the clock tower, 'where Gilbert will be waiting'. The next stage was to pledge myself to the clock tower. Then Gil will place the cloak upon my shoulders and everyone will cheer. He could see the face of the clock 'just 10 minutes, wait 10 minutes Oz'. Nearly there he told himself. He closed his eyes hoping that Gilbert will be there.

The final step, he opened his eyes... and there in front of him was... nothing... no Gil... no one was there. Just the white pillar of the clock stood, Oz turned to face the crowd. Everyone was watching him, their ears perked and ready to hear his speech. But how could he... when the one person he wanted...no needed wasn't there. Something within him made him feel sick, 'was he nervous?' He didn't know... all he wanted to do was get down from here.

"Master" whispered in his ear. Oz turned and saw Gil by his side smiling. "Are you okay?" he asked

Oz smiled and nodded as he was speechless, he couldn't believe Gil was here, with me, right now. The raven boy smiled and right there and then Oz felt his cheeks redden. 'not now he thought, wait just a little longer'. He took his place beside the clock tower and outstretched the palm of his hand upon the base and pledged his promise that he had practiced for weeks and it flowed smoothly- especially with the knowledge of his servant being by his side. Finally the cloak rested upon his shoulders and he stood and faced the crowd. The clock strike 12 and the crowd cheered and applauded. 'I've done it'. The gesture of the was loud and fierce but Oz couldn't hear a thing as he looked down to his Uncle. Who smiled and gave a gentle nod saying 'well-done son'.

The orchestra played and the crowd dispersed, scattering the hall as they continued their conversation. Gilbert stood beside his master watching the crowd. "Congratulations Master" he said and smiled before feeling something wrap around his hand. He looked ,as his master held his hand firmly. "m-master what"

"ssh" he said and slowly and discreetly crept out the hall, dragging his confused servant along.

-X-

They crept out side till they reached Oz's room-only the guest rooms had locks- and pulled his servant inside before flicking the latch on the door. Gilbert starred at his master in question. "Master what are we doing here, shouldn't you be at the party"

Oz was silent as he stood crouched upon the door, his back facing the boy. He felt overwhelmed and nervous. He had only imagined doing this in his dreams and visualized such sins at boring social events or even school when there was nothing better to do than to sit and daydream. until Oz's imagination went to far and he would have to excuse himself and flee to the toilet or some closet so as to relieve the effects. But then something was bothering him.

Oz walked passed his servant to his bedside table, he starred at the drawer, like it was calling him, but instead switched on the lamp -as it was dark in the room- he could see his servant clearly now, starring at him with his confused expression. Oz sat on the bed and patted on the mattress "Come Gilbert sit" he said.

Immediately Gil knew that something wasn't right. For starters Oz never called him by his full name, unless he was in trouble. 'what did I do?'

Gilbert did as he was told and sat beside his master on the bed. He felt like he was being interrogated with those golden orbs starring at him.

"where were you?" asked the boy. Gil was lost "at the ceremony where were you" Oz didn't seem angry. He just asked in a monotone and smiled.

"i was..." he couldn't answer for he didn't know himself "I don't really know" he said as he averted his eyes to his hands and began to fiddle with the ends of the scarf.

Oz didn't know why he was asking, but he couldn't help the situation feeling unbalanced. "I was looking for you" he said softly "but you were not there, were you nervous or uncomfortable"

Gilbert didn't look up 'why is he asking me this?'. "master we should go back, people will be wondering whe-"

"Gil" Oz cupped Gilbert's hands. "What's wrong Gil?" his thump stroked the boys fist. Hoping to comfort him.

"i was watching you" this surprised Oz, "on the balcony I watched you talk to everyone and... " he paused "the girls" he felt stupid, 'what am I doing?!'

"O I know whats going on" Oz jumped of the bed and crossed his arms behind his back

"yo-you do?" stuttered the raven

Oz nodded playfully "You fancy one of em ha ha ha"

"Wha-?"

"admit it"

"N-N-No that's not it"

"then what is it Gil" Oz approached the boy still sitting on the bed, his black, frilly curtains of hair shielding his eyes.

"I was thinking... that one day you will be gone, with a wife and family an..." Gil struggled to finish "I- I- would be... alone"

Oz was stunned he didn't know the boy felt that way. Did he even know how Oz felt about him...I mean he had been leaving clues for a while. "ha-ha-ha-ha-ha, silly Gil that's all your worried about..." Oz took hold of the boys hands and pulled him off the bed and started spinning around the room. "Silly Gil that's never gonna happen a wife and kids- ha you crack me up"

"waahh bu-but master your expected to have a wife it is your duty"Gil began to feel sick from all the spinning

Oz just stuck his tongue out in a playful manner and spun even faster "Who needs a wife" He stopped abruptly. Causing Gilbert to lose his balance and fall into his masters arms "when Iv'e got you, Gil"

The raven was taken by surprise as he and Oz collapsed onto the bed. Secured in the master arms as his head rested on the boy's chest. They lied together in silence. 'had Master just...' Gil was confused, had his master just expressed his feelings for him.

"Gil" they both sat up as gold met green. "I love you and nothing will change that"

Gil was paralyzed, he didn't move as the older male leaned in closer and planted a soft kiss on his lips. The boy couldn't process what was happening. Which would explain why he pushed the master away. "No you can't" Oz fell into the pillows "you can't ...not me, I'm just a- a" he couldn't contain it. "I'm useless, an ugly nobody- I- i'm nothing" he held his head in his hands as he felt his eyes stinging ready to collect the tears.

Oz crawled close to the boy and hugged him, whispering to him "your none of those things"

He ensured the boy was looking at him "listen here Gil, you are everything to me, you are my world" his green eyes assured the raven, telling him the truth. Gil still couldn't believe it as his master moved closer. He knew what was happening and was ready as his master softly kissed him and this time Gil didn't resist, he melted with his master, eyes closed and breathing in his master's scent till Gil felt himself falling, his eyes snapped open. Oz was looking down at him, smiling with lust filled eyes.

"master we shouldn't... what if someone sees us"

"Ive locked the door Gil" Oz began kissing down the boys neck

"Neh... then... wha- what if... ah" Gil could feel himself hardening he could barely get the words out, "hears- ah... us"

Oz stopped and smiled at the bulge arousing from his servant. 'wow all ready!' he thought. "Don't worry, already prepared" he assured his servant as he raced to the bed side draw leaving Gilbert lying on the bed in a sweat as he watched his master take out a box. 'This is gonna be fun' thought the blonde devil.

I do apologies for stopping there but i'm really set on making this a 3 chapter story - why 3? cos its my favorite number. So your gonna have to wait till next Thursday. And believe me you don't wanna miss it as something mega happens that you don't really see from other FF Well not ones that I've read. sooo please Review or comment i'm open to suggestions or too chat. thank you for reading and see u nxt week :D