Hey, Readers. I'm Alexx. This is my new story. I just wrote it when i was bored and trying to come up with another chapter for "The Goldworthys". Anyways this is just a very small chapter. Just a breif idea of what the story is about. Anyways, Degarssi was pretty heavy duty on Friday and Eli looks so cute in his "Degrassi Drama" shirt don't you think?
Chapter 1: Mistake
Mistakes are part of the dues one pays for a full life. ~Sophia Loren
I wake up late in the night. This mistake is killing me. I have to tell Clare, I have to but I can't. I can't bring myself to ruin our relationship. The only person who knows my wrong-doing is Adam. Well, there's her too.
I lay back down on my bed forcing myself to go back to sleep. Later, I wake up again gasping for air. I'm sweating but I'm cold at the same time. I need to tell Clare now. I must not be thinking clearly because I pull out my phone and dial her number.
She answers after the third ring with a mumbled "hello." Her soft voice usually calms me but not now.
"What's so important your calling me so late?" Clare asked. Usually it would sound bitchy but Clare says in away that I know she's only joking.
"Uh. Clare." I stop from the lost of words.
"Eli?"
I just let the silence take me. Shit. What the fuck am I doing? I really thought I would have enough courage to tell Clare? Wow, I'm so stupid. Right, now I'm deciding to whether hang up on her or lie. I can't lie I've already engaged in enough sins. I'm going to tell her.
"Clare...I did something really bad." Clares silent on the other end.
"What?" she whispers.
"Clare...I...sl-slept...with..B-Bianca." I'm crying so hard that I don't even know if she understood. But when I hear sobs on the other line I know she heard. I know she knows my mistake. Fuck, Eli why did you have to tell her? I'm in so much shit now!
"Oh my god!" I hear Clare cry into the phone. And then she hangs up on me. A sign of rejection. Shit. This hurts way more then I imagined. All this fucking shit because of one mistake. One big mistake.
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