Lost and Forgotten
Blood flowing freely. The pain of me loosing my humanity. The tears mixing with blood. Why? I'm so confused why did he leave, he said this would happen. That i would loose my self in the thirst.
This is it im done. Im tired of hurting everyone i care about. My life is an existence of death and pain. I remember my sister's, parent's, and my own death all to well. And actually it wasnt always like this,life actually was peaceful and lovely. It makes me cry that im the one to blame for everything.
So this is it. Im gonna end my pain and suffering. But how? i dont die like like normal people. I'm stronger,faster,and incredibly hard to kill. This isnt fair. Why, why me? Why have i been given this curse. I thought it was a joke. I mean think of it. "Vampires" they dont exist. But if they dont, why am i alive, why do i have this thirst, that i always have that i cant ever get rid of. Now im stuck with this curse, with no way out. What should i do, try and live a normal life as a half vampire. I dont see how i have beating red eyes, im pale as a ghost, and there's the thirst. All i now is life is gonna be hell.
I guess its time for me to walk. This lifeless body is drained and means nothing, as i start a new. But i cant stop to think that he didnt deserve it, after all he was a great father to me.
I buried his dried, cold body in our new family plot. But then again the family plot's last grave may never be filled with its last member. I wish i could take back the night i wished for this curse, that i thought was a beatifull gift. But i swear on my life that i shall have my revenge, while im still part human.
I tried to walk off my misery and sorrow, but i couldnt i blacked out and stopped every mile to wipe warm tears of my pale cheeks. I think my smell was attracting animals or something because ever now and then i'd hear movement in the trees and bushes. After a few hours of walking,sprinting, and the occasional tear, i grew tired quickly. I had a to long of day. A few hours of sleep couldnt hurt.
AAAAHHHHHH! Another dream of my biggest disater in life. S-"Morning princess".M- "What,who,where am i". C-"Oh Sebastin dont scare him, he's the first we've seen in a hundred years". See i dont understand this where am i.