Hi guys!! Ok so this is my first time writing with this app, but I thought about some nice ideas that might be interesting for you to read. This whole thing is just for fun :) it might be really confusing at first, but eventually you'll get it I promise.

Oh and just so you know, English isn't my first language so I might suck...

ENJOY!!!!

I DO NOT OWN GREYS ANATOMY/ANY OF THE CHARACTERS

Meredith Grey is a surgical resident at Seattle Grace. Tomorrow she will be getting her new interns and she will finally be able to function on her own. And apparently, tomorrow will be the day that completely changed her life. Well, her life has already been drastically changed a few years ago, but now the change is so much different...

It was about 5:30 AM. Meredith was sleeping peacefully in her huge empty bed at her house. The alarm beeped loudly and suddenly she was awake. Meredith couldn't open her eyes to the light flashing sunlight that was filling her room. She quickly pulled the blankets over her head and went back to her peaceful deep sleep.

Meredith was a snoring type of sleeper. Her snores were faint but they were quite noticeable, so her roommates could definitely know that she went back to sleep.

"Mer!!" Cristina shouted. "Come on! Get up now!!". Cristina was Meredith's best friend. They met each other at med school and since then they have been close. Cristina was always on the top of her game, she was the best of the best. Everyone loved her. It didn't really bother Meredith though, she loved her so much that she didn't even care who was better. Cristina lived in Meredith's house with Meredith, Alex, and Izzy. They were all interns together and they practically saw each othe 24/7.

"Mer please get up now we have to go or were gonna be late" Izzy said softly as she walked into Meredith's room. "Today were residents! We cannot be late mer!!" Cristina said angrily as she looked at her sleeping friend. Meredith finally woke up and walked out of her bed and into he bathroom. "Okay! calm down... I will be ready in a sec" she said as she slowly closed the bathroom's door.

Meredith stared at herself in the mirror that was spreaded all over the wall. She could not believe she was getting her own little surgical slaves today. As she tried to reach the shower she felt it.

It was back and it was bigger. She didn't have it for a while now, or she may have not noticed it due to the great stress that was on her. But it was definitely back. She tried to shower through it. It all got better after she finished showering and went downstairs to eat breakfast.

As she went down the stairs she felt it again. As she tried to push through it, her walking became weird and very slow.

"What is wrong with you, sleeping princess?" Alex asked as he poured the maple over his pancakes. "What? Oh nothing" Meredith answered quickly as she straightened her walk. "And don't ever call me like that!".

Izzy made a huge bucket of warm and fluffy pancakes to celebrate their fist day as residents. Everyone were in the kitchen waiting for her. She quietly grabbed a few pancakes from the counter and went to sit next to Cristina, who was drinking her coffee with a smile.

"Why are you so happy Cristina? Huh? Omg is it because of my pancakes? They are that awesome right??" Izzy asked with a chuckle. "Nope. Not because of the pancakes". Cristina said. "I was just thinking how fun it's gonna be to yell at some interns. Our very own interns". Cristina said with excitement. "Oh. Right" Izzy responded quickly. "But yeah, your pancakes are pretty amazing" Cristina said to cheer Izzy up. Izzy smiled and they all laughed.

It was about time to get going. All of them rushed into Meredith's car. Meredith usually drove them everywhere, but today she couldn't. She asked Cristina to drive for her and that's what they did. Cristina sat in the driver's seat, Meredith right next to her, and Alex and Izzy at the back row.

"Why aren't you driving mer?" Alex asked as he smushed his bag of clothes next to him. Meredith didn't answer. She didn't even hear the guy. She was to busy starting straight and thinking about it being back. She was stressed. And not because of the residency.

"Meredith? what the hell is wrong with you?" Cristina whispered as she grabbed Meredith's leg and squeezed it hard. "Oh sorry.. what?" She immediately asked as her body jumped. "While you were daydreaming, Alex asked why Cristina is driving and not you. You know, because you usually drive us to work" Izzy said with curiosity. "I'm just.. I don't really know.." Meredith said with a sigh.

They all sat there in silence. Cristina knew that something was completely wrong with Meredith. She was unfocused. Her mind was all over the place. She was taking deep breaths like if she was very stressed. Or if she was in pain. There was no way that Meredith got so stressed about being a resident.

"Mer is this you being stressed about today? You're usually not like that.." Cristina asked her with concern as they walked out of the car. "What? No. It's not about that. At all. I'm just... not now" Meredith admitted. Cristina knew she was telling the truth. But something is so wrong and she's going to find it out...

Ok so this is going to be a pretty awesome story about especially mertina and merder :) and I might even include some more ships like slexie or something but idk yet :)

Please keep reading and tell me what you think !