I do not own Nana or it's characters in any way. I'm trying to continue the Nana story past where chapter 84 leaves off, no new characters will be added using the logic that they aren't present in the flash forward.
Nana had been missing for what seemed to be a lifetime, although I could tell how long by just looking at Satsuki. I miss you, Nana. I can never know just how you felt, but I relive the day you left everyday.
It was only a couple of months after Ren had died, although you seemed to be getting better you were still keeping so much to yourself. I had practically moved into the dormitory with you, Takumi barely noticed, thankfully I had you at the time so I was able to stay together without him. Shin would usually sleep in your room as well, come to think of it before you left both you and Shin had gotten into the habit of calling me Mama. But you treated me more like your obedient wife, jokingly calling me Mama.
I felt closer to you when I lived in the dormitory than I had ever felt, once you started talking again you were practically an open book for me. I noticed that both you and Miu had stopped having so many panic attacks, I seemed to be destined to stay with BLAST. Yuri moved out soon after her talk with Nobu, and Nobu had switched rooms with Yasu. The walls were so thin in that dormitory that every time something fell to the floor or made a clashing noise he would rush over and make sure no one was hurt. It felt like home to me.
But I wasn't meant to stay there forever, that became clear when I went into labor. That night it seemed like the entire dormitory came to the hospital, but I only needed you by my side. I had practically forgotten Takumi, Nana you were all I needed then. I was almost fully dilated when he took you from my side, I'll never know fully what Takumi said to you, but that night you ran away and I began to fell out of love with him.