A Girl Needs Her Mom


Summary: Phoebe gave birth to a baby when she was 13, She gave her up for adoption… Sally's 14 and she wants answers. Will Sally find her mom? And if she does will Phoebe want to know?

Hey my name is Sally and this is all about my incredible life! (Okay it's not incredible exactly but it ain't straightforward either!)

I live in an orphanage as my parents had me at birth and decide they didn't want me so here I am!! I really like it here only problem is that I don't know the first thing about my parents but apparently they are really great but I think not as they didn't want me.

I have very few friends here and their always on and off with me, I don't know why but there you go, I think they are mostly on and off with me because I have my own fantasy world, like I go off singing to myself and say stupid things like ' why is the sky blue?' I mean what kind of question is why is the sky blue? I think I have a small problem because I cant help it from coming out and then I ask myself why I say things like that and I never have an answer to that question, I need some help!!!!

I came here when I was newborn, I did try and live with these two people but they couldn't handle me, that's what they say anyway, I just think I was too good for them(joke!!)

When I came here I was really popular but as I got this talking (as you would call it) problem everyone thought I had gone crazy!! I only have two friends, I know that's sad but what can I do?? All of the other girls that were friends with me when I started here have started bitching on me saying things like 'you had better go to the doctors or get your mummy to sort it out' they say this because they know of my talking problem and also know that my mum left me at birth, I don't really know why they say mummy though because I am fourteen years old mind you they are sixteen that could explain it.

Both of only two friends are friends with the nasty girls but that's alright because they don't say anything to upset me (The girls that are my friends are called Natasha and Sandy, my best friend is Sandy, although she is in an orphanage with me, she goes to not her family but another family that take her every school holiday (for the children at school) and its really good because she takes me to her tempery family every Christmas, Sandy buys my a small present and so do her tempery family which is really nice because I have never got a Christmas present before I was five when I met them. I don't really mind what size it is even what it is, I just think it's really nice to even get a present. I really enjoy getting presents because it's not very often and it feels really good and it makes you happy when you've been in my situation!! It's good because sandy understands things that I say to her and keep all my secrets, not that I have many as I only know two people that I really talk to, although I do talk to Cindy (that's my orphanage carer, she's really nice too)

Natasha, well I have met her parents once that was when she came to the orphanage and they seemed really nice but they had to give Natasha up because she had a really bad temper problem (Don't tell her this but I think she still has!) I think her temper problem has calmed down a lot since she's been here and so I think her parents come and see her once a month now, which is good because I don't even know my parents so she's really lucky. Natasha really cool she's a boy magnet the only thing is when they see me with her they think yuck!! No I'm alright really just not as pretty as her.

As an orphan life is pretty crappy but at least I have a taste of all different kinds of people, nice, nasty, young, old, cool, sad and bitchy but in any of these I never find myself, I know it sounds strange but I really don't know what kind of person I am, but one thing for sure I'm lonely inside I don't show it because I don't want to show my friends what a wimp I am!!

Last week I was pulled up by a family to be taken home but then they saw me and thought NO WAY!!! Not, but that's what it felt like, what basically happened was Susan and Pete my soon to be parents fostered me and a week later they come to pick me up from the orphan to collect me, they seemed really nice and so I got really excited, I waited the whole day for them to turn up and they never did but it turned out that they had moved all the way to Alabama ( and never did come back to pick me up and here I am a week later just getting over it.

'Sally' called a voice from downstairs in the orphanage 'Sally Natasha has been chosen to go to another home to try it out and her parents have agreed to let her try it' shouted Cindy. I ran down stairs to see if this was true,

'Natasha you cant go' I shouted.

'But I want to, you know how it must feel without family always there for you' she answered back. '

I know but you have your parents to come and see you once a month and I don't even have that, please don't go, please ('I'm sorry but I really want to maybe this is my chance in life, you know to make it proper like we talked about' Natasha whimpered back. '

Ok, I understand but me and sandy will really miss you, please remember us'

Sandy came around the corner with a suitcase and said

'I will miss you too, I'm going with her!!'

'Nooooooo you can't none of you can, who am I meant to talk too? I'll miss you too much, both of you are my best friends, no I wont let you go'

. 'Sally, they have to go their taxi is here, I'm sure they will keep in touch with you whilst they are in Turkey, I'll be here to keep you happy and make sure your not lonely' said Cindy '

What their, I mean your, going to turkey, no I'll never see you again, please don't go, please, I have had enough disappointment in my life you cant just go like that. Why didn't you tell me?' I cried.

'We knew you would get upset, please forgive u and let us have a good chance to make it. We don't want you upset, we'll always remember you and I'm sure you will remember us. We will keep in touch as much as possible, goodbye Sally, good luck with everything'

'Ok but I'll really miss, please keep in touch with me all the time, tell me everything you have done. Bye.'

They walked out the door and went; I ran to my room and cried all night until I eventually fell asleep.

When I woke up I couldn't believe my two best friends had left me. They hadn't even warned me. I could tell them anything, Especially about my real mom.

All I know about her is that she was 13 when she gave birth, She was raped on the streets. So when I was born she didn't want to know. Recently I've been thinking about her a lot more than I normally do… I want some answers I need to know about her and what's she's up to. I want to meet my mom

I talked to my guidance counsellor at the home, She told me to give her the rest of the day and she'd try and help me.

I did a lot of thinking about mom, About what she looked like to what was her favourite song, And did she like to make songs up like me?

All I know is her name is Phoebe Buffay. And she lives in New York

The next day I got some great news....

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(p.p.'s) This is my first Friends fan fic !