So I wrote this when my Insomnia kicked in. Hope you like it.(?)

Penguin: Oh, why me! *facepalm*

Deal with it.

She read me the note he left on her bed

Snuck in her room right after she left

And put petals on the ground

You closed your locker and looked up to see the happy couple walking past you.

Her head on his shoulder they walk down the hall

I'm left to wonder will I ever fall in love

And where is he now

You watched as she cuddled more up to Penguin. Each time he smiles at her, it sends another knife through your heart.

She's with him, I'm in the back seat

Know it's not right but it hurts when they're laughing

And I've never been where they are

You watch as she leans in and whispers something that makes him laugh.

That should be you over there. Cuddling. Smiling. Laughing.

But..it wasn't.

Because you were the shy, defenseless, freak that couldn't speak out, you had missed your chance. That's how it was in High School.

Penguin was Third Best in the football team, The Heart Pirates is what they called themselves. Everyone wanted to be near him. Every girl wanted him.

Including you.

Or did you?

Or were you just trying to fit in?

I wanna be blown away

I wanna be swept off my feet

I wanna meet the one who makes it hard for me to breathe

I wanna be lost in love

Be more like the those plastic girls?

Please.

You never could.

You blended better in the shadows.

Hell, even the other freaks rejected you.

They called you an outcast.

A freak of nature.

I wanna be your dream come true

I wanna be scared of how strong I feel for you

Just call me beautiful

All you had to do was bide your time.

Wait for the right moment.

Then strike.

They would all pay.

Every last one.

Friday night she wore his jersey to the game

In the front row screamin out his name

As he turns to her and smiles

It was thirty minutes since the last game had ended.

You saw him walking left down Walker Street.

She was with him too.

It was time to pay.

You unsheathed the blade you had hidden in your jacket sleeve and followed them.

Every where I look people holding hands

When am I gonna get my chance at love

My chance at love

They were dead drunk.

She pushed him against the wall next to them.

All the while giggling.

She reached up and slipped off his signature hat, throwing it to the side, and you looked at his soft red-black hair.

Cause she's with him, I'm still hurting

Try to pretend but it's not working

I just wanna be where they are

You imagined yourself running your hands through it as he moaned your name.

My heart is waiting for your love

My hand is waiting for your touch

My lips just wanna be kissed by you

You ran up behind her and slashed across her neck, watching giddily as the blood gushed down her neck and stained the expensive shirt she was wearing.

You laughed as you saw fear in his electric blue eye's as you brought your blade and slashed downwards.

Call me beautiful

Call me beautiful,

Call me b-e-a-utiful