Violet's POV

Here I'm, in the murder house, five years had passed since I made the biggest shit of my life. Somehow, I couldn't get him out of my head. He is Tate Langdon the love of my life that I just yelled to go away right here in this room, my room, his room.

I try to avoid looking at him, he no longer cares to become invisible to my eyes, and I surely don't have the strength to send him away again.

The pain of seeing him every day was getting worse, so I made a decision, I locked myself in my room two weeks ago and nobody would take me out of it.

But that doesn't help, he is in every corner of my mind, in every thought. And I really want him back, I'll have him back. But no! Not now. He has to pay for what he did, he hurt people, he hurt me. Maybe not my body, but my feelings.

And this makes me angry because he is the same guy who told me '' if you love someone you should never hurt them, never''.

But nothing really matters anymore, I'm trapped in this hell with him and there is nothing that I can do.

So all I can do for now is to listen some music in my room. It was definitely a great idea to have hidden my ipod when the bankers came to remove some things to sell.

So I sat in my bed and listened music for what feels like hours and then I fell asleep.

Tate's POV

She doesn't want me anymore. She doesn't even look at me when I pass. I thought that if I made me visible again, she would forgive me and run into my arms again. What a foolish fantasy.

I don't know what I can do anymore, I talked to everyone that I murdered and hurt. I talked with them for hours maybe. Some of them forgave me, some of them didn't, but at least they all understand and somehow were happy that I was sorry for everything I did.

But I am hurt, a part of me is dying, I'm incomplete. I miss Violet, her scent, her touch, the way that she looked at me, like if I'm the only thing that mattered in the whole world. But everything is gone, and it's all my fault. I'm so stupid. How could I lose the only thing that matter to me?

How could I hurt her if I said her that I wouldn't let anybody hurt her?

I felt the tears running down my face. No, I couldn't start to cry again.

''Thinking about your little freaky girl again?'' I heard Hayden's voice coming from somewhere in the basement.

''Don't call her freaky'' I answered with a mixture of hate and disgust.

''Oh yeah, she is freaky.'' She said as she approached. '' What person with a sane mind would say you to go away? What a waste.'' She started to run her fingers in my hair and I was starting to get angry. ''You know. You can have something better.''

''And what is better Hayden? You? Please, don't make me laugh.'' Her face started to show that she was hurt by this comment and I really don't care. '' I already said you. I will wait her. I'm in love. And I don't wanna play your sick games. So, quit''

''Oh, the difficult boy. I will wait you. Someday you'll end giving up. Forever is a long time, you know. Until then, I'll play with Travis, he is more funny.'' And with that she left the basement. And let me there to suffer alone.