Chapter One
I walked into the classroom and sat at my seat, ready for my daily dose of verbal and physical abuse. I pulled out my ipod. I put on 'I need a doctor' by eminem. I pulled up the volume as high as it could. The bell rang about 10 minutes later because of a half of day. I walked to my locker and grabbed my Algebra book and walked to my next class. I was stopped by my ex-boyfriend and my ex-best friend. Kyle Broflovski and Wendy Testaburger.
"If it isn't the emo girl." Wendy said
"Yeah, that's me." I said, brushing past both of them. She grabbed my wrist and punched me. I ignored and pulled away from her.
I walked into my algebra class and was stopped by the teacher.
"Where's the mark now?" she asked. She knew when I had my bangs over one of my eyes that someone had hit or punched me. This became an everyday problem. I brushed the hair from the right side of my face.
"Put this on." she said, handing me some foundation. "If you get caught, I'll take the blame."
I walked to the bathroom and put the foundation on my cheek. Its like the only people I can trust are the school faculty and Pip. Butters didn't talk to me because he was the 4th most popular guy in school.
When the final bell rang, I walked out of the school and went straight home. No one ever invited me over so I just stayed home with my Aunt and Kandy. Kandy is my newborn cousin. I walked inside and went upstairs. I opened my bedroom door and sat on my bed. I sat on something. I saw a box and a card under it.
I know you think that I hate you, but I don't. I think that you're a sweet, kind, funny, and lovable girl on the inside. Just shy, scared, scarred, and abused on the outside. I see how kids treat you everyday. From the bus stop, to lunch, gym, and when you go home. As soon as your done reading this I want you to go to Starks pond and find out who I am. Put on what's in the box so I know who you are.
I shrugged and opened the box. It was a necklace with a butterfly on the chain and a purple gem in the middle. I put it on and opened my window. I jumped down and started walking. I saw Kyle and avoided him. He rolled his eyes and got up. I walked faster and stopped when I got to Starks pond. I sat on a log and sighed. I looked at the frozen lake. I came here alot to think or cut myself. Someone covered my eyes. I gasped
"Don't be scared." It said. I knew it was a boy's voice. I felt his hands lift away from my eyes. I opened my crystal blue eyes and saw nothing. I looked behind me and saw someone running away from me. I stepped over the log and started walking home. I climbed the tree again and opened my window. I crawled inside and shut it. I laid on my bed and toyed with the bracelet with my fingers.
I started thinking about who the guy was. I sat up and made a list of possibilities. I came up with a list of names.
Stan
Kyle
Kenny
Cartman
Craig
Tweek
Pip
Damian
Jimmy
Timmy
Gary
Token
Clyde.
I decided to wait until tomarrow to find out who he was. I laid back down and hit my head on something. I sat up and saw another white box and another envalope.
You saw me a couple minutes ago. I hope you have an idea of who I am because I know who you are. I hope you sleep well, my angel.
I sighed and opened the box. It was a pair of earrings. I smiled for the first time since 6 weeks ago. I put on my pajamas and fell asleep.
The next day.
I opened my eyes and sighed. I got dressed and walked outside. I pulled my hat on my head and kept walking. I saw the four boys that made my life a living hell.
" 'sup emo girl?" Eric said. I mentally crossed him off the list.
"AYE! IM TALKING TO YOU!" he said, pushing me down. I moved out of the way and he went tumbling down the hill. I pulled out my ipod and put my headphones in my ears.
"Samantha?" Kyle asked "Can I talk to you?"
The bus pulled up and I got on, ignoring him. I sat in the front and pulled out the note and box. I read over the note again and looked at the earrings. I smiled again. I put them away and stared out the window, ipod playing 'Bring me to life.' I watched 8 other kids get on. Butters sat next to me, but he didnt talk to me.
I rubbed my eyes and yawned. The bus came to a stop. I looked out the window, we weren't at school. We were at the mall. I forgot today was the last day of school and we had a field trip planned. I looked in my bookbag and smiled. Aunt Maria left 200 dollars. I grabbed the money and walked with the rest of everyone.
"Ok. I want you to have fun. Meet the teachers back here at 2:30 sharp." Mr. Macky said. I looked at my ipod. I had a good 8 hours. I walked into the cosplay store and saw the vocaloid costumes. I pulled out my phone.
Me: Aunt Maria what size does Kandy wear?
Am: 0 to 3 months.
Me: thanks Aunt Maria
I walked over to the Rin kagamine costumes. I smiled when I saw the last 0-3 monthes Rin costume. I paid for it and walked out of the store.
I walked to the music store, but I walked back out. I saw Token, Wendy, and Stan. All three hated me. I remember the list and sighed. I walked back in and looked at the headphones. I pulled out a pair of blue sparkle ones. I walked to the register, but Stan tripped me. I stepped over his foot and kept walking. Crossing off stan. I paid for the head phones and walked out. I walked to hot topic and saw Tweek and Pip.