"Carlos! Where are you!" I heard Kendall call out from somewhere in
the apartment. I covered my mouth stopping the giggle that would've
come out otherwise. *He's not gonna find me here,* I thought smiling
to myself. I had taken Kendall's beanie and ran away with it, one of
the little things I did to grab his attention.
I've kinda had a 'thing' for Kendall...Well not a thing. I love him. I
loved him ever since I can remember... He's always been the leader of
the our group of four. There's Kendall, James, Logan, and I, I love
them all. They're my best friends, but Kendall...there's just
something about. I just want to be his...no one else's.
"Carlos this isn't fun for the both of us!" I heard him say from even
farther away than before.
I used to think there was never gonna be a chance for me and Kendall.
About a month after I came out to my friends and family for being gay,
Kendall came out to us. With Kendall being bisexual, and me being gay,
you'd think it be perfect and me and Kendall would end up
together...didn't end up that way.
Soon after he had told us he was bi, he started hanging out with the
only openly gay guy at our school. Soon they started getting
inseparable, it was always "Kendall and Skylar" or "Ken and Sky". It
wad the most annoying thing in the world, he had started hanging with
us, and he was cool at first, but then Kendall and Skylar began
getting flirty...
Not soon after, they started dating. It was the worst thing that ever
happened in my life. I was so angry and depressed, but I kept it in
for Kendall's sake. He was happy so I didn't want to be the reason for
him not to be.
About a year later I thought I finally had a chance. Kendall, James,
Logan and I were made into a band by our producer and manager Gustavo
Roque and moved to LA. Before the move, Kendall finally broke up with
Skylar. Ken thought a long distant relationship wouldn't turn out well
so he ended it, soon the depression and sadness went away.
"Carlos come on!" I heard Kendall yell out again.
When we moved out here life was great! Kendall was single, we were in
an awesome band, and we slowly started gaining more and more fans.
Though when I was finally gonna make a move while recording "Any Kind
of Guy", some new girl moved into The Palmwoods, Jo, and like
clockwork, Kendall fell for her...I even tried winning her over so he
wouldn't have anyone. Mean I know...but the things you do for love. He
did end up with her though. Karma you could say...though I never
really understood the whole universe against you thing. Oh well.
So here we are, about four months later. Kendall and Jo are going
strong, and I'm still alone, in a closet...literally.
"Carlos I'm serious! I need to go meet up with Jo in 5 minutes and I
need my beanie! Please!" Kendall's voice echoed through. With a sigh,
I walked out of the walk-in closet me and James shared and headed
towards the living room. "Carlos where were you! Give me my beanie,
please!" he asked.
"Sure..." I quietly mumble to him, handing him his beanie. He spoke
out a thanks and gave me a quick hug before leaving for his date with
Jo. That instantly made me feel a little better, but I'm still kind of
depressed he's hanging out with her than with me. "I love you
Kendall..." I quietly say to myself once Kendall closed the door.
I turn to head to my room and bump into James. "You WHAT!" He yelled
out surprised. Oh no...