Forgiven but not Forgotten

Prologue

I didn't know I was going to die today. A human never knows when they are going to. They can be given an estimated scale but that's all. I didn't know how I was going to die either. Whether it was going to be slow and painful or quick and easy. But I guess, nobody really wants to know how they die.

Looking back, I wish I had done some things, outrageous things, that would make my life more fun. More colourful. The only thing I ever did that was outrageous, was date a vampire.

I guess to some, that would out-rank all 'outrageous' things. But not to me. I wanted more. I wanted to be one. Not like those obsessed fan-girls. I wanted to spend eternity with the man I loved. To be part of a family, in which I felt truly loved.

But I guess that was all an allusion. A game to toy with human emotions. I wanted to forget about him and his family, but they were imprinted in my mind. No matter what I did, they were there, haunting me.

Meeting and loving them is truly an unforgettable thing. I've had most fun with them. I felt important to them, maybe not so much by Rose, though. She was a special case.

But who knew, that dying on the 16th of April, among the flowers of a beautiful meadow, would I find a new life and a new family.