how long has it been since all of this started?1 year,2 years,3years.i don't even give a damn anymore.i got like what?another year to live in this hell hole,tops!if i'm i was never lucky so...
i've been on my own since my aunt helped me through all was a great used to be a FBI told me everything i needed to know to survive.i still remember the day she got bit.i had to kill her,she asked me didn't want to turn in to one of those said it was her worst nightmare.i miss her.i miss all of my family.i haven't come across another live human being since my aunt.i think it was 3 or 4 months a wasn't as cold as it was i guess it was summer,which means now were in birthday is in november.
i laughed at gives a shit about birthdays these sure if it was the normal world it meant a lot to turn 19 for a girl but in this world where every one is killing each other to live,i don't think they even remember such a thing as a birthday.i've seen what they've and my aunt were going to be one of their...well lets say...preys.
it was a couple of months before my aunt were looking for a place to crash a couple of days and we found a little town called magnolia falls (made up ;-) ).we found a little house and decided we should stay in there.

flashback

the sky was getting darker every second and it wasn't safe aunt was starting to looked around but no where was safe broken windows or the whole place was shattered were running down the street until something caught my was a little it would work it seemed ok.i called my aunt:
"aunt Sharon"
she turned around to me.i nodded my head towards the looked at it and her face lit looked at me and said:
"nice job Izzy"
i smiled at turned our direction towards the looked Sharon went inside first.i followed closely behind holding my Knife went through the house but we didn't find anything or any locked every window and door we covered them up for safety and 2 or 3 hours later the house was secure from even found some canned food that would last us a week here.i sat down on the couch sighing:
"god,i'm tired."
"yeah well your not the only at least it was worth have a place to stay for one week"
i smiled at the idea of not living in complete fear for one week and told her:
"yeah it was"

it wasn't.
that night maybe a 4 or 5 hours after that conversation you just read.5 guys broke the front door and came looked at me and my aunt like were something to eat.i knew what they wanted.i might be a virgin but i'm not a dumb naive one.
but like always my aunt was prepared and had a plan for 't ask me how just know that it had a lot of hitting and me getting stabbed in my arm for at least i didn't lose my v-card to 5 assholes.
and do you know where i am now.i'm sitting in a barn in the middle of no to not die or get raped by let me ask you something?do you think my life suck's too or what?