Hi guys! This is a short story that just came to my mind, hope you like it! PLEASE REVIEW! I'm begging you!
.::Rosa::.
Sometimes I wonder, was it worth it? I see you walking in to the room, suddenly everything is clearer, like you have brought an aura of pure white light into this rather small room and made it all look better. Of course nothing like that happened in reality, is just me and my silly, childish imagination. You might think I don't have that innocence imagination, but I do, I just try to hide it from you; if you ask me why my answer will be I haven't the slightest idea, because it's true, I do not know the true reason behind the cruel actions I make towards you.
You sit next to me, you're scent reaches across and embraces me in a tight hug; suddenly I am back to the beginning where there was just you and me and the sky. Nothing and no one else mattered, but as soon as it came as soon as it left; suddenly that empty feeling came back and I had to try my hardest not to break down in front of everyone else. After all is what we all must do, suppress our true feelings and look strong for our country.
Sometimes I wonder how life would be if I was not involved in this whole mess, would I be happy? Would YOU be happy? I sighed and run my fingers through my messy hair, something I picked up from you... Did you notice, I still remember you, even though I treat you like shit. From the corner of my eyes I try and see if you have notice, but unfortunately you were busy with someone else. I let out a small hysterical laugh escape my lips and sighed really loudly.
"Is there something wrong?" my brother asked and I just shook my head, no, everything was as it always is. I look at you again, now you're talking to someone else, and until now I have notice, you have not said a word to me since you entered. Now I am mad, from all the people in this room you had to ignore me right, RIGHT? I guess I am not worthy of your presence anymore, since 'I hate you' a tear freed itself from the bridge and quickly I wiped it from sight, but certain nosy French man noticed.
"Alfred, vous allez bien?" he asked curiously and I just nodded, not wanting anyone to worry about me, fortunately he did not care enough to keep bugging me about it. I kept a close watch on you, as you enjoy your conversations with everyone but me; it is painful seeing you happy with others, seeing as you share your smile and your laugh with the rest of the world but me. I smirked I guess I deserve it after what I did. With one last sigh I make my mind up, leave the small note on top of your book and leave the conference. I knew two German speaking man were yelling at me to get my butt back in the conference room, but I just did not feel like dealing with this anymore. I needed space, needed time, and needed distance away from you whom I love.
I heard light footsteps behind me and the scent of maple syrup quickly perfumed the air around me. My brother, you who try so hard to get notice has followed me, "are you sure you want to come with me Mattie?" I whisper, because I could not bring myself to speak louder than that, he nodded, smiled and put one of his small hands on my shoulder. "I will be there for you Al, even if it takes you forever I will be always next to you." He promised and I smile gratefully for having a brother as nice as he. And we that we left, everyone wondering why had the twins left and one nation probably knowing by now the why of our decision. Good bye my friends, good bye my love.