Wai!!! My first *finished* ficcie!!!!

Meet my friend here, Maki-chan, a.k.a. FiendisHSerapH. Shewrote a handful of ficcies already, and many reviewers had made a good remarkof her fics. She has helped me out making this fic finish successfully. She'smy friend here in school, and we chat sometimes and share URLs… *blah-blah*

Maki: *scratches head* Don't you embarrass me in here! ^__^

???: *whispering to her* Hush there… Do you see that I'mlengthening this fic with this? Just say your lines already!

Maki: *forcefully trying to smile* Yo!!! How are you there,onee-san?

???: I'm as fine as always.

Maki: I-I… heard that you're going to pair Kai and Max inthis fic…

???: Ummm… Maybe.

Oh well, I'm going to start this fic. Just a few reminders and disclaimers:

This is a fiction, not some thingies that will make youthink that everything that I made here is true.

This is a yaoi fic (If you don't know what this is, then it is a boy x boy relationship thingy). It contains a few rape scenes and a little bit of shounen-ai (boy x boy love), plus a bit of OOC in Kai's side. You might just *puke* as you read this. So I warn you, if you think you can't take what'll happen here and you got offended, then one word or two: STOP READING. You have been warned.

Well, Maki-chan corrected most of my grammatical errors here, but as I type this one in MS Word I don't know if this fic is grammar error-free… If you find one please tell me and I'll appreciate it.

I don't own Beyblade or any of its characters. As Maki-chan told me, I own the toy. Not the toy, but the Japanese GBA game.

Some BBlade thingies here are only based on the GBA game, because I don't know how to play Beyblade in actual life, but in the game itself.

If this story has the same content, especially the plot and characters, in another fic, please tell me. I'll appreciate it.

Now let's get to the story. R&R please!!!

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A LITTLE BLACK HAIRED BOY NAMED KAI

- part one: the past -- a must to forget -


One night I had a dream.

One night I saw a normal-haired toddler boy shouting and crying for help, as he was running away from a blue-haired teenager wearing a black fitted sleeveless top and a pair of loose cargo pants, with a white scarf embracing his neck and tailing behind him

As a dead end blocked the passage of the little toddler, he stopped, still groaning and sobbing since he didn't know what the azure-haired lad wanted from him.

As the teenager went near the little boy, the little boy pushed himself back first onto the wall of the dead end, crying, sobbing, softly, yet scared asking in a childish manner, trying to defend himself,"Why? Why? Why?"

The teenager made a wide evil grin on his face, which is marked with a blue tattoo shaping like a triangle pointing onto his mouth and nose, and started walking to the sobbing toddler, who is still trying to push himself into the high wall of concrete and bricks away from the teen. And as the teen walked closer, he stretched his hands covered in a pair of red gauntlets into the direction of an opening of the shirt of the young lad.

…And there it started.

Slowly the teenager lifted the shirt of the young black-haired boy, slowly, undressing him. As he undresses the boy's top, he went closer… closer. He locked s lips onto the laddie's lips, caressing the bare skin of his victim. Soon, the young boy stopped sobbing, yet tears can be seen dripping from his eyes, and yet, blushing in crimson red.

As the teenager's lips were locked into the young boy's, he caressed the boy's skin, stroking downwards until his hands slipped through the young boy's shorts, touching the boy's manhood. The young boy the, tried to fight… to defend himself, as the teen, who started to moan and groan, became aggressive as he made rough, meaningless kisses into the boy's little, pinkish lips, biting his skin so painfully which made him shout only if the teen's hand wasn't obstructing his mouth, and squeezing his manhood so hard as of his manhood was about to burst.

As the teen went on *squeezing* his manhood, he started undressing himself with the help of the *telepathically possessed* young boy, exposing the older boy's manhood. After his manhood was exposed to the young boy, he stopped squeezing the young boy's erection and made the little boy crouch into the wall, his hand pushing onto it. Then the older boy's erection went into the young boy's *opening*, and the older boy pushed himself into *it*. The young one cried and shouted so hard in pain, but it seemed that nobody noticed what *pleasure and pain* the two are doing.

He dug… dug… and dug deeper into the young boy. As the older one dug deeper into the younger, the older one squeezed, and squeezed the younger's manhood. Because of the *pleasure* that the older did to him, he opened his mouth wide, and he drooled. Lots of saliva was released from his mouth, and a lot of hot, whitish liquid were released from their erection.

Because the younger *psychotically* desired more of the elder boy, he lied himself into the cold concrete ground. The older lifted the younger's legs, and pushed himself into the younger with all his might. It seemed to be really painful, and the younger would have been shouting if the older's lips wasn't locked into the younger's.

…I didn't like what I see. I had to stop this anyhow.

I ran to the two doing the *pleasure*. I pulled the azure-haired teenager away from the young black-haired boy, releasing the lock between their lips and pulling the older boy's erection from the younger boy's opening.

…I thought it made the azure-haired boy angry.

I was afraid if he would do *that* to me…

…or kill me.

But the older boy only faced me, naked, but smiling.

Wait…

…he looked familiar.

"Kai!"

…then he shook me, his hands on my shoulders, saying repeatedly:

"Max?"

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I didn't know that I was already out of dream world. Such then, I didn't know that Ray was shaking me since he said that I had a nightmare that almost killed me.

But I thought that he didn't start my morning right, or should I say, that 'Kai' I saw DIDN'T start my morning right.

So, I said, "Sorry, I think I drank too much cola last night. I think I need to go to the bathroom now."

"Oh… and Max?"

"Yes?"

"If you have a problem, don't hesitate to tell your friend here." He said, concerned.

"Sure." I did the usual *chuckle* I do.

I went out of the room, breathing deeply as I close the door, trying to smile.

As I walk through the hallway to the bathroom, that nightmare I saw last night couldn't be erased from my mind, but…

I think I should forget it now. Heck, it's only a dream, how would someone like Kai do *that*?

So I smiled, trying to forget what happened in my dream last night.

But I trembled and stopped as I saw Kai walking towards me. When Kai was almost near me, cold sweat passed through my forehead, then through my cheeks.

…I was afraid that the person I saw in my dreams was really Kai…

"What's wrong with you?"

I trembled more as he said those words, and passed through beside me in the hallway.

I couldn't move. I can't ease my mind…

…maybe I should tell him about all this. This is the only way to calm my mind.

"Ka--"

I didn't know that he has already disappeared as I'm going to tell him about this.

…I must it to him -this- once, because you know, that dream had not only started just last night, but in my past nights. Kenny was the first one who saw mw dreaming like this -- then Ray. Tyson was the only person who never saw me in this nightmare, and of course, Kai himself. It bothered me a lot…

…What… what will they say if I constantly dream like this? What if they know what my dream is all about?

It would be chaos…

…Especially if Tyson will know it and will tell it to Kai.

No, I'll just tell it to him. I need myself to be at peace. Anyway I have mother to think about, and I need to throw off a little bit of weight from my shoulder.

But first, I went at the bathroom. I had my toothbrush with me, my towel, and my bathrobe. And oh, I have my toothpaste with me. =3

After I took a bath in the bathroom, I was about to open the door, but…

"Why? Why can't I forget what I MUST forget? WHY?"

That voice sounded familiar…

…it was Kai.

I heard a loud punch from one of the sinks in this comfort room. (In the comfort room in this hotel we're staying provided by Mr. Dickenson we had private bathrooms in here.) If I would do that, it'll hurt my fist damn too much, but I heard another loud punch, but from one of the mirrors. I heard a loud crash, a sign of a broken mirror.

…I bet that'll hurt.

And so I rushed outside the private bathroom. Yes, I saw him standing there…

…but my heart pounded so fast and I was threatened as I saw his fist covered in blood.

As he saw me, he was shocked, and he seemed to become paralyzed as I saw him…

…staring as if I was threatened at him.

"WHAT DO YOU CARE ABOUT?!" He shouted violently as he ran off, avoiding me.

"Kai!"

I tried chasing him, but he is way too fast for me that I couldn't catch up.

I need to talk to Kai about this…

…He ahs a friend, like me! He has to spill, or he'll waste his life…

…And because of that I can't be at peace!

…I know! He's just in the park, training his Beyblade!

And so, after I wore my usual clothes, I went to the park.

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At the park, I sure did see Kai there…

…but he wasn't training…

…he was just sitting there, doing nothing but staring into his fists which are stained with dried blood.

I was afraid. It wasn't a lot like him. He'd usually be alone training his Bey skills, but not this…

…sitting, staring.

I gotta do something. I'd like him better if I see him training his skills, rather than being melancholic, sitting there, even though he'd be snobby.

Being snobby would be better than being lonely.

So I went near him, terrified, but I still have my courage.

Even though he doesn't act like a friend to me, he's STILL my friend. He had supported me in many ways he can, and I have to help him.

"What do you want? You know, I hate it if somebody stares at me that long."

He knew I was watching at him!

"C'mon! Speak!" He impatiently commanded me.

'I-I… I was wondering i-if you'd l-listen…"

"Look. If you'd speak anything that doesn't concern about Beyblades, or the Holy Beasts, I'd definitely not listen."

I couldn't hold his showy speeches anymore. He is too much closing his own mind and heart to us, his own teammates, his own friends.

I know! I'll lighten him up!

"Grrr… You'll have to come with me!"

I gripped his hands with all my might so he won't escape, and dragged him along me.

"Wh-what are you doing?" He asked, hesitating.

"Kai Hiwatari! I command you not to sit down and fight your Bey against mine!"

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Hahaha. I think he'd think that there is no way I could beat him.

As we started, he didn't seem to be ready. He was more like a lifeless, cold body staring into the mini-stadium made of concrete in the middle of this park.

"Hey Kai, that's no fun…" I frowned, but still in a chuckling manner.

But he didn't make any reply. He is more like a lonely statue standing in front of me. I hated that, especially in Kai. I know in each of his fighting style, his stance is always the same, the cold yet determined look.

I can't stand him being like that.

It's killing me.

I had no choice but to do this, since whatever I do to catch his attention is a failure.

I pulled him into me, and kissed him on his lips.

Kai was a bit shocked, but what can I do? He'll ignore every action that I'll do.

It kills me if I see a lonely Kai Hiwatari in front of me.

It was an icky thing to do, so we pushed ourselves away from each other.

"Wha… what were you trying to do?!"

He was so furious. He looks like he was about to destroy the whole world for what I did.

But it's a lot better for him to be like that than to be what he had been for a few minutes ago.

Good thing I predicted that he was about to run away from me.

Before he turns his back on me, I gripped his left arm so tight that he couldn't run away.

"Wha… LET ME GO!!!" He shouted as if he was a wolf howling, trying to go away.

I had to speak directly to him, asking him to spill.

"Who are you to not enjoy this game?" I seriously asked.

"This thing you call 'game' is a lot more like a matter of life and death." Kai coldly replied. He forcedly tried me to release him, but I had to fight against his force of letting go.

"You will know what Beyblading is all about," I plainly said.

Then I pulled him to a Bey store nearby.

As I go there, he was looking at me scornfully. But what can I do? He's always like that.

As we entered a Bey store, there was no one around. I called out, "Anybody there?" but nobody answered.

For a Beyblade kleptomaniac, it would be a good chance to *steal* some good and rare parts in such a store.

But there is someone who is watching at me there…

…Kai.

I've been grown in a good family with good parents. How can *I* do such a thing?

So I just looked at some good parts there. If the storeowner comes back, I would just tell him that I'll buy these and these.

By that time, I had found a light, yet tough weight disc (a/n: this is just based on the GBA game. Just think of what it actually is supposed to be.) that'll be good for a change in Draciel's speed and agility.

Draciel will surely be happy if I attach this into my Bey.

I was to put this in my "things to be bought" list, but…

Kai looked carefully at the weight disc I was about to buy.

He nodded, and said, "It will be no good for your Beyblade if this pathetic disc will be attached to it."

I was a bit stunned at what he had said to me. But instead I laughed, chuckled and scratched my head in a bit in a bit of humiliation he gave me.

"If your Bey has this light weight disc, it will spin around the stadium like crazy, making it tough for it to stay long in battles, and making it easy for an enemy to shovel it off the stadium. Anyway a fast Bey is not suited for a Bit Beast like yours."

I kind of dropped my jaw because of what he said. I thought he was about to scold me. I didn't know that he'll give me an advice such as this.

"Choose a weight disc that will balance the weight of your Bey. It will balance its weight, and stabilize its speed. On the other hand, a heavy disc will only shorten its spin."

Whoa. Is it me, or is he getting a bit too lonely to have no one to speak Beyblade with?

"If you want that weight disc, change into a heavier attack ring… so ask Chief to make you one. That should work."

As he was giving me more lessons about weight discs and weight stability, I almost yawned since he was giving me too much of it.

If I were Tyson I'd just ignore him, or go against him, and I were Tyson, and he wasn't Kai I would be more anxious to learn more from him.

Because of that, I smiled…

…not because I was about to learn from him…

…not because I didn't know that he had concern about Beyblades…

…But because…

…He spoke.

Not that he was always quiet, but…

…He spoke what was from his mind…

…and that was not normal and usual for him to do so. That's why I smiled.

As he saw me smile, he returned the smile to me…

…At last.

I blushed a bit about that.

As he was about to finish his lesson, I heard someone entering the store's door.

As we saw the person entering the door…

…I was…

…shocked.

--- end of part one

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Kanzen!!!! Whoa…

… IT'S ALMOST 12 MIDNIGHT!!!!!!!! AND I STILL HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL TOMORROW!!!! AND IT'S THE *BIG TEST* IN GEOMETRY TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!! *runs wild like a monkey in a jungle*

*stops running as she sees Maki-chan somewhat… sleeping*

Maki-chan, are you still awake?

Maki: zZzZzZz… -__- (dreaming about Geometrical figures, theorems, postulates and a lot of formulas)

???: =_=###…

Well, if you don't understand any part here, just don't hesitate asking me by submitting a review. I'll be glad to help!!!

I have only one request, for my sleeping friend here: please review!!! It'll take a few minutes to make a review with these pleasures!

Maki: (wakes up) What *pleasure*?

???: Shut up. Maybe it's your fault why I made this NC-17 fic.

Maki: Take that back!!! >0

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