Death Note fanfic

MattXMelloXNear

Beyond Tortured Love

Disclaimer: I don't own Death Note or any of the characters.

Full Summary: Near knows there's something between Matt and Mello. He spies on them with camera's, what he finds changes things forever. The Trio go from friends to much MUCH more. When Mello turns his back on them and takes over the Mafia world has he really left them or is there more to his actions. Can Mello Protect the people he loves from their wors enemy. Or will Beyond do exactly has he Promised and break Mello completely.

MattXMelloXNear *WARNING: This is an M, Eventual Yaoi threesomes and many Limes and Lemons. Angst, Crime non-Vanilla,* IF YOU DON'T LIKE YAOI PLEASE DON'T READ

Also for the purpose of this Fic Matt is 18, Mello 18 and Near 17

A/N: Okay so this is my First here on Eep so excited I been brewing over this story for ages and decided it got written down!

The main plot begins to appear in the second chapter so do read on. Please Review I would love to see what you think! Thank you =)

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Chapter 1: Beyond Obsessed

I don't know how I found myself in this situation. Well in fact that is a lie. I undoubtedly brought this on myself due to curiosity and ...jealousy? A groan escapes from my throat and my breath hitches as I look at the scene before me. My eyes open wide not only at what I am seeing but also at how unlike myself I am acting. It seems I have lost the ability to breath.

How did I get myself in this situation?

Let me explain.

I knew there was something going on between Matt and Mello. I was in fact 93 percent certain and I was not quite sure why; but it really irritated me. No. It infuriated me, every secret (but not so secret) knowing smile that passed between them. The way Mello actually let Matt have a bite from his chocolate bar or how Mello would gently play with Matt's hair almost absentmindedly, the way Matt allowed Mello to play with his games. Okay, so if he had asked me I would probably have said no, but at least it would have shown he cared.

It made me furious. Yet I showed no emotion on my face as usual. We are an odd trio of Geniuses, even if I was beginning to feel increasingly like 'the third wheel' as they say. I still calmly deflected all of Mello's insults, stacked my dice and played with my toys, for acting any different would have caused suspicion, and I didn't know how long I would last under their scrutiny. Mello can be quite forceful and they work so well together I would have ended up spilling all my thoughts.

But what would I have said anyway, when I didn't really understand the feelings myself.
I had fought back the feelings for so long, but it still refused to ebb away. Matt and Mello Constantly invaded my thoughts, each in their own unique way. Every day was like a constant battle to keep in control of myself and I hated it, it was in effect driving me crazy.

I found I could not concentrate on the work I usually thought mundane and boring and would complete with barely thinking. Then suddenly I just could not even be bothered to do it at all. The teachers were starting to notice and their smirks irked me beyond belief. It's seems that they thought that finally the work was getting on top of me and they revelled in finally having the feeling of superiority over me.
I did not want to lose my rank as number one at Whammy's. So I figured something had to be done. I needed to know to what extent Matt an Mello's relations had developed and then... well for the first time in my life I failed to plan ahead my feeling making my act for the moment. I was starting to act more like Mello.

I knew it would be risky and I knew I would have a lot of explaining to do if I was caught and it shocked me that I just didn't care.

We were sitting in the dinning room the food look extremely unappetising or it could have been just my nerves at what I was about to do.

''What so is even the food here not good enough for you Near!'' Mello suddenly screamed almost shocking me out of my seat. "Maybe I should speak to Roger I'm sure he would be thrilled to know that the cooking standards are not up to scratch for the great Near" a smirk spreading across his pink lips.

"Yes and I'm sure he would also be thrilled at how much of a waste of time you are" I reply not even looking up from my food.

The number two rank jumped out of his seat screaming "Shut the fuck up! You fucking bast-"

"Hey Near are you okay?" Matt suddenly asked, cutting Mello off before he did something stupid. "You don't look to good"

That's Matt always observant. Always... caring.
Despite how uncomfortable it made me, the situation was working to my advantage. I quietly excused myself saying I did not feel well and was going to lie down.

Matt looked worried for a moment before his attention was caught by Mello offering him some chocolate. So I left but did not in fact head to my room. No, I headed to Matt and Mello's room, which they shared. I easily picked the locked as swiftly as possible, my heart rate quickening as the possibility of me getting caught was around 59 percent increasing to 73 percent if Roger decided to take a prowl around the mansion. Once inside I worked quickly placing the cameras in strategic places so that I had the whole room covered but keeping them and the speakers well hidden. As well hidden as I could against the two of the three most intelligent and vigilant people here at Whammy's. I was most worried about Matt with technology being his forte I prayed for the first time that he would not think to look for cameras in his own room. Also praying he didn't have some supernatural like powers of detecting technological equipment. (this thought was quickly discarded as my logical mind could not process such illogical things)

Installing the spy ware took me less than three minutes and after locking the door I headed to my room. The gravity of what I was doing setting in, a cold sweat coming over my forehead. But I was not sorry, nor did I feel guilty. I was finally going to find out what was going on between the two people that I for whatever reason cared about in way that I probably shouldn't.

Oh was I in for a shock.

After walking into the room I splay myself out on my bed nearest to the huge window that nearly takes up a whole wall. I close my eyes as the sunlight rains down on me. It's so rare to have a peaceful moment like this here at Whammy's.

Near suddenly pops in my mind and I frown at the thought.

"I tell you Mel, something was definitely up with Near today." I say shielding my eyes from the sun to look at Mello who is sitting on the window seat staring down at the other children who have ventured outside.

A worried look appears on his face. For Mello can act like he hates Near all he wants and maybe he does. But I know for a fact a small part of him cares about the number one ranking boy. Though he would never admit that to Nears face.

"What do you think.. I'm mean who cares, I'm sure he will get over it whatever it is" he snarls biting off a piece of chocolate with a load snap.

A predatory grin involuntarily adorns my face as I eye the chocolate.

"W-why are you looking at me like that Matt" I don't miss the quiver in his voice.

I slowly raise myself off the bed watching him tense as I walk over to him. I bet no one has ever seen Mello like this his mouth slightly open as he guesses all the wicked things I'm thinking. I lift his chin and stare into his lust filled blue eyes. It never fails to make my heart jolt at just how beautiful he is, how did I ever find someone so amazing.

"Just thinking off what I've got planned for you tonight."

"Oh yeah." a glint appears in his eyes and I know he's about to do something mischievous "well I can't wait." he says before jumping on me capturing my lips in a hungry kiss our teeth clashing as we drop to the floor. I hold onto his hips as he straddles me. They are the only thing that keeps me anchored to the world as he completely dominates my mouth. Biting and sucking on my lips before forcing entry into my mouth his tongue exploring every part. I fight for dominance for a while before giving in knowing my lips are going to feel bruised and battered. I'll let him win this battle but tonight will be a different story. Mello pulls away from his vicious onslaught a string of saliva connecting our mouths his eyes darkened by his arousal.

He begins kissing and sucking on my neck; I buck my hips and cry out as he bites on a particularly sensitive spot. I feel him smirk against my neck.

"I want you to make me cry out like that to night." he says,

"When have I ever failed to disappoint." I reply annoyed at how flustered I sound. "I've got something real special planned." I bring my hips up to grind our erections together. And smirk at the moan I receive.

"Shut up and suck me" Mello says to Matt and my mouth droops open as I look at my laptop screen. Mello stands up dropping his pants and boxers his erection springing forwards. The way he stands there. Shamelessly, unembarrassed almost proud. Makes my growing problem pulse and a gasp escapes my lips as Matt licks at the tip of Mello erection before taking the full thing in his mouth and down his throat. Every last bit of it, his nose buried in Mello blonde hairs. My hips buck of their own accord and a long drawn out moan escapes my lips.

Mello's hand thrust into Matt's hair and he throws his head back a look of pure ecstasy on his face, mouth open and eyes closed, his chest heaving.

Sure I've touched myself before, but never ever in my life have I felt like his. My arousal is so great that my breath comes out in short ragged bursts. One hand clenches onto the armrest, I drop my legs from their normal perched sitting position and my other hand thrusts into my white pants gripping my erection and moving it in time to Matt's bobbing head.

The speakers I used in their room are powerful ones and I can hear every slurps and sucking noise made by Matt's mouth on Mello through my headphones. I can hear his hard breathing and the rustle as he rubs himself through his jeans.
Matt's hands suddenly thrust his jeans down and he begins pumping his own erection.
It crosses my mind that this is wrong but as Mello grips Matt's head with both hands, growls and starts thrusting into him with such reckless abandon that I almost tumble off the chair as my hips buck gain but this time into my hands causing my eyes to roll back. The wrongness of the situation suddenly seems irrelevant. I quickly settle my eyes on the screen again not wanting to miss a thing. By the pants and moans that are coming from Mello I know he is close and so am I.

When Mello cries out Matt's name almost screaming, Matt quickly follows him, his come spraying onto the carpet. I find myself forcefully shoved over the edge with such force I feel my leg muscles cramp and my vision turns White.

When I finally come back down Mello is on his knees his head resting on Matt's shoulders the redhead wrapping his arms around him.

"I hope you enjoyed that Mello, but tonight I'm the one that's gonna be Fucking you senseless" Matt says.

Perhaps it's the fact that I have never heard him speak in such a way or perhaps its because of the shiver that passes through Mello, but I moan in anticipation as if it's me he's speaking to.

That was single handily the most ground shaking thing that has ever happened to me and the most amazing thing I have ever seen. I know for a fact that I will never be able to act normal around them ever again. I don't know what to do on that topic and right now I'm to blissed out to care.

"I wouldn't want it any other way" Mello replies and I realise it's going to get much worse. For I also know that I definitely will never stop this.

Especially as I find that I can't wait to see what Matt has planned for Mello tonight.

Oh God, what's happening to the always calm and collected Near, I hate to say it but he is lost. Lost to the immense lust I feel for these two beautiful specimens.

Perverted? i guess. but there's no way i can confess to them, what am i going to do.

A/N: Hope you like his, the main plot begins in the next few chapters.