It has been months since I saw my weeding ring on Boswell's scrub top, bringing to life my wife's almost ex-wife's infidelity.
It has been about three months that I realized that Arizona did not care for our marriage any more, since she has moved on with Murphy.
Her quick actions form fighting for our marriage to screwing an intern made me believe that there was really something wrong with me. As well as that she did not care what other people thought of her any more since she is doing some one with one leg. So much for feeling insecure of her looks.
There has been 4 people in my life that have disappointed me completely,
George the first almost love that I fell for, but he turned and cheated on me.
Mark, a best friend that only happen to want to sleep with me when ever he did not have anybody else. Don't get me wrong I loved him like my best-friend, but he made me feel like a second choice.
Erica, the one person other than Arizona I felt that I could love, but she walked away before I had a chance to figure that out.
Last, but not least, Arizona. She broke me, shattered me, after months of blaming me of cutting of her leg and not realizing I saved her life by doing so.
Made me have almost zero to nothing left of love to give to another person other than my little girl, Sophia.
The only best-friend I have left is Addison, and maybe Meredith, but Meredith is tuning into a sister to me.
I talk with Addison mostly by e-mail, those words I send her help me release some tension that has been with me since Arizona and I split up. Other than a few calls here and there, I don't know what's going on with her life in L.A. other than the fact that she decided to move back to Seattle again in less than a week.
A few words, snapped me out of my thoughts.
"Hey, Callie can you go to the Lobby, to pick a cardio surgeon that used to work here," Jackson yelled over the nurses.
"Sure, about what time is he getting here?"
"It's a she, and she is getting here in about 30 minutes, so you better hurry," Jackson called.
So much for hiding in my office until the end of my shift.
Walking to the elevator, I spotted the new couple, Arizona and Leah getting on the elevator. Quickly, hiding behind a plant I decided to take the stairs, for two reasons, I don't want to see Arizona move on so quickly and I still had about 15 minutes until I had to pick up the new surgeon form the Lobby.
"Hey Lucy, do you know if the cardio surgeon Dr. Avery told me to pick up has arrived. Your face is telling me that she has not."
"No, sorry Dr. Torres, it's not that she hasn't arrived yet, as that you already know her." The nurse anxiously replied.
" I doubt I know any female cardio surgeons, the only one I know is Cristina Yang and she is in surgery now."
The only cardio-surgeon I knew other than Cristina is Erica Hahn and I doubt she would return.
"I didn't realize you forgot about me Callie we used to be best friends" The only voice that I thought it would not be turned out to be the same person.
"Erica , what are you doing here?" I asked extremely perplexed.