Hello everyone. I had a spin and heard this song and couldn't get this idea out w/o writing so I took a break from my story and wrote this. Thanks to everyone ahead of time that read this. I love all my readers, reveiw or not.
A/N: I do not own Harry Potter or universe, and I do not own song so here we are thank you all.
Better Than Me
By: Hinder
A Harry Ginny Songfic
Harry sat in his room at number 12 Grimmuald place thinking. He had finally gotten out of St. Mungo's and made it to his new home. He couldn't really call it home, It was the place where he could of been a family, admired his pet and joke with his friends. But Harry had grown up fast. The final battle had killed what little he had left. Now he could only sit and think about the life he led. And their was one life he remembered greatly...Ginny
I think you can do much better than me. After all the lies that I made you believe. Guilt kicks in and I start to see the edge of the bed where your night gown used to be
"We can't be together" he remembers telling her that and the look of pain in her eyes as she nodded, pretending to understand. He couldn't let her follow him. He never liked the idea of his friends sacrificing themselves for him, but he would NOT let her do it. She meant so much to him and still does, although she probably had given up on him, not to mention her own brother died for him.
I told myself I won't miss you but I remember what it feels like beside you.
I really miss your hair in my face and the way your innocence taste
And I think you should know this you deserve much better than me
While looking through your old box of notes
Found those pictures I took that you were looking for
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
Is that time in the mall, me and you in the dressing room
He remembers the days at the Burrow when Ginny would be outside playing quidditch with the boys. Laughing and teasing Harry about his skills. He remembers the night after the last quidditch match he wasn't allowed to go to his sixth year. When she had won it for Gryffindor and he kissed her that first time. He remembered that kiss most of all. Her red hair cascading across his face in the blur of the crowd. He wasn't her first kiss nor was she his, but she felt like it was his first time, it felt so right
The bed I made is getting colder. Wish I would have never said it was over and I can't pretend I won't think about you when I'm older 'cause we never really had a closure.
This can't be the end
Now after he saved the wizarding world from destruction and chaos, all he could do was live with his regret. He didn't destroy Voldemort because it was written in the stars; he didn't even do it because he had killed his parents. He did it because he wanted to make the world safer for her. His world was always her, and now he destroyed it and he can't help but wonder what if.
I told myself I won't miss you but I remember what it feels like beside you.
I really miss your hair in my face and the way your innocence taste
And I think you should know this you deserve much better than me
Now all Ginny can do, is sit and wait. Wait for her git of a knight in shining armor realize that she waits. She waits for only him.