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Hey everyone! Okay so finally…FINALLY…I decided to write a fan-fic.
Square Enix owns everything they created…I just play, imagine and write. There will be yaoi in here so I am totally giving you a heads up…so if you don't like…please exit the room. This story will not exactly follow the storyline of crisis core but has basis on it…so don't kill me for it. Just enjoy it.
After so much reading fan-fic's I decided to write one…and see where I go from there.
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About the story: Zack's diary of his journey…all that happens will be told in Zack's point of view…duh. What he goes through and whatnot.
Title: ANGELIC FATE
Part I: Betrayal
Chapter 1: Please tell me why
"Please fasten your seat belts ladies and gentlemen as we will be taking off momentarily"
I looked up to see the air-stewardess babbling into her microphone, something about remembering to not take off the seatbelts until a certain altitude. "Whatever…" I thought to myself. At this point I didn't care if the pilot stripped naked and danced for us…oh wait actually I would like that. "ShinRa has trained a lot of hot pilot these days so I guess it wouldn't be all so bad" I thought to myself and started blushing as I thought of that Halloween party where Cloud dressed up as a pilot. "Gaia…did he look incredibly hot that night…" I whispered to myself.
"Hey mommy, something's wrong with that man…he's turning red" a kid yelled to his mother. I quickly looked up to see that the kid was pointing to me. "Ugh…kids can be such brats sometimes" I thought as I looked at the kid. "I'm so sorry, sir" the mother apologized.
"Aren't you a part of SOLDIER?" the kid got up out his seat and approached me as I nodded a firm yes. The stewardess started yelling at the boy for disobeying the rules. "He is part of SOLDIER so I don't care what you say. I want to talk to him" the kid rudely answered the stewardess. I heard a couple of gasps and oh-my's as the kid came and sat in the seat next to me.
"How come you have a whole row to yourself, mister?" the kid looked up to me with glowing eyes, as if I was some kind of celebrity. "Well, being in SOLDIER does have its advantages" I chuckled as the kid continued to watch in amazement.
I felt like I was in a circus act as the main attraction as I noticed more people staring at me. "What's your name?" a little girl asked while sitting down next to the boy.
"My name is Commander Zack Fair, SOLDIER 1st Class". I guess that really got them excited as I heard people wowing and listening all attentively.
"Mister…I mean Commander Zack...what's it like to be in SOLDIER?" the kid next to me asked. "No need to be formal. Please call me Zack" I stated to the boy. I hated being greeted formally all the time. It made me feel old, like an eternity had passed by and I still was living.
Who would have known that SOLDIER would be considered so astronomical? We were now like celebrities and the central gossip of the day. Everyone always had something to say about SOLDIER so I did not want to tell too much for them to gossip about.
I remember telling them about how much I wanted to be in SOLDIER ever since I was 15. I told them about how I loved being a part of SOLDIER and loved training and how my hard work got me to where I was today. "Honestly, I wouldn't have gotten this far without my mentor…" I stopped and couldn't continue any further…I felt a lump in my throat and my body starting to shiver.
My mind started fading out…I heard voices saying my name but it kept getting darker and darker till everything went black.
"Angeal…why…..why do you have to go?" I said with fear in my eyes as my body started to shake.
"Puppy, you know I have no choice…I need to go on this mission." Angeal said as he looked out the window still with that stern look on his face.
"But…" My eyes started to water and my nose turned red. "I…don't want you to go" I said falling to the ground.
Angeal turned around to look at me and saw me sitting on the ground. "Ohh…Puppy" Angeal sat down next to me and brought me close to his chest. I buried my head into his shirt and started crying more and more as my heart raced in anger.
"Please tell me why?" I said still crying. Angeal lifted my face and gently wiped away my tears.
"Puppy…you know that I…"
"Sir…?" the stewardess shook my shoulder and I snapped back to reality. I quickly realized where I was and smiled at everyone and told them I was just fine. I looked up to the stewardess in hopes she would move everyone back to their seats. She smiled and said how the flight was taking off so everyone needed to return to their seats.
I glanced at my cellphone to see the time. It was nearly 9:30 PM. It's exhausting to spend days in Fort Condor investigating a lead about a possible anti-ShinRa gathering that turned out to be a hoax. I was originally scheduled to come back to Midgar in a couple of days but since my investigation was over, I wanted to go home early and surprise Cloud.
As the plane started moving I finally relaxed and stretched out my arms. An announcement came over the speakers again stating how we are expected to land at 11:30 PM.
I flipped my phone open and looked through my text messages. I looked that the one Cloud sent the day I left Midgar as that was his last text message to me. I do admit that was odd to not have received any more texts from him. "Maybe he did not want to disturb me" I thought as I read the message over and over.
"Going to miss you as always. Look carefully or they might get away Cloud"
As I thought about the day I left…I realized how odd and odd this message seemed. "Look carefully?" Was Cloud hinting at something that I didn't know about and that he knew? "No…that's impossible. He was probably trying to encourage me" I thought as I watched the landscape pass by and noticing I was drifting off to sleep.
"Hey Angeal…you think we'll always be together?" I said as I looked down at my chain and fiddled with it. Angeal stood there quietly not saying anything. It was getting too quiet and I started becoming more restless, needing an answer out of Angeal. I quickly jumped out of my bed and put my arms around Angeal and started hugging him.
After long moments of silence and still holding onto him, he finally spoke. "Puppy…I can't guarantee that" He seemed kind of tense as if he was hiding something. He seemed a little angry too, which was weird because Angeal never got angry, especially not with me, unless I was doing something foolish like bouncing up and down in the cafeteria line when I heard they were serving chocolate pudding.
"Why not…" I pouted my lips and looked up at him still holding onto him and started hugging him tightly.
"Cause I just…can't…" I noticed Angeal was breathing kind of hard when all of a sudden he broke out of our hug and walked to the bathroom and closed the door. This obviously puzzled me. "Angeal?" I said confused as to why he acted the way he did.
I followed curiously to the bathroom door and quietly opened the door. Gaia was that sight unforgettable. Angeal had the most amazing body I had ever seen. Although he was just shirtless I couldn't stop gawking at him. I looked at his reflection in the mirror and saw that his eyes were flustered with mako. I quietly entered the bathroom and closed the door behind me. I guess he didn't know I was in the bathroom because he was focused on a picture of me on the wall. He seemed to be mesmerized by that picture. It was a picture of me on the day Angeal had chosen to be my mentor. Gaia I remembered how happy I was that day when Angeal had chosen me. I remember how I couldn't stop bouncing and how he said "such a puppy" for the first time, sticking that name to me since then.
I quietly approached him but I guess it didn't matter if I was floating in mid-air because he knew I was behind him. He quickly turned around and I saw his eyes fluster even more green from the mako.
What happened next still both shocks me and fills me with joy.
Angeal grabbed my arms and pushed me against the wall. My back hit the wall really hard against the towel handle and with pain in my eyes I looked up to Angeal with confusion. "Zack…we can't always be together because I lose control of my feelings for you" Angeal said as he got a hold of both of my wrists and pinned me to the wall.
It was true. Angeal really had a hard time controlling his feelings especially when he went for his weekly mako injections. It was always those times he would lose control of his mind and become extremely needy and aggressive. But that was the first time I had ever experienced his "mako rage" and Gaia, did I like it.
As he held me pinned to the wall, he whispered into my ear "You've been a bad puppy Zack…and I think you need…to be punished". I didn't know what he meant by "punished" but I would soon find out.
He quickly let go of my wrists and tore off my shirt and threw it to the ground. I stared at him with puzzled eyes. He quickly turned me around and pulled me towards him in such a way I had my back to his stomach. That was when I felt it. I could feel the bulge that was seeking to become free from its prison like a bird trapped in a cage that was desperately seeking freedom. Angeal grabbed hold of my neck and used his other arm to hold me against him. He started to rub my neck and it felt so good. Angeal had great strength and knew how to use it to please others, including myself.
I noticed that I started to become hard. Angeal was the only one who could make me hard that fast. Something about him was just so invigorating. I started to move myself in hopes to feel him more but he grabbed a hold of my hips, as if he could read my mind and knew what I wanted. "Bad puppy" he said into my ear with a shortness of breath. That made me become more hard, wanting him, wanting to feel him against me. Angeal started moving his hand over my stomach and pressed up against me. I felt myself gasp as I once again felt him against me. I could hear him breathing against me and I knew he wanted this as well. I felt myself tense up and I could feel the mako raging in my eyes. Although I didn't have as much mako in me as Angeal did, I knew whenever it acted up because I saw my eyes become brighter and brighter blue in the mirror. But it was only moments before my eyes closed again due to the pleasurable feeling of Angeal against me, breathing my name into my ear.
He started to descend his hand further and I couldn't help but moan as his hands ghosted around my hardness. I wanted to feel him there and I couldn't help but once again move to try and feel his hand. He restrained me from doing so. "Someone's a really bad puppy today" Angeal breathed into my ears. "You want this, don't you puppy" he said as he placed his hand right where I had wanted him to.
"Angeeeaallll…" I cried out as I felt his hand touch me. It felt like Phoenix's flame was coursing through my body and Gaia did that feel good. He started rubbing his palm over that spot and I felt my body starting to want him more and more. I wanted to be free of these clothes and wanted to feel Angeal's hand and Angeal's body. Angeal continued to rub his palm there and I started to throw my neck back as the pleasure just kept increasing through me.
"Pleaaaseee…" I started saying as Angeal started sucking on my neck and bringing to me indescribable pleasure. "What do you want, puppy" Angeal said as he continued to rub me and now licking my neck.
"I want…." I managed to say but then overwhelmed with electrifying pleasure I could no longer speak but could only moan with ever rub. Angeal stopped rubbing and I suddenly whimpered, wanting more of him and feeling the absence of his hand.
Angeal let go of me and slowly undid my pants and took them off. I began to shiver as he slowly licked his lips when he saw my hardness. It wasn't because I was cold from being naked, but rather it was because the mako in his eyes intensified as he watched my body as if it was a golden treasure. Angeal started to feel his own needs taking over and he pulled me close to him again and took me in his hand and started to stroke me.
"Angeaaalll…oh Gaia….Angeeealll" I panted as he continued to stroke me and I felt like stars were twinkling in my eyes. I started to breathe harder and faster as he continued to stroke me. I felt everything spinning so fast as I felt Angeal move his hands faster and faster knowing that the reward at the end was so near. "Puppy…" he managed to finally say between his breathing, which lead me to…
"Sir…we have arrived in Midgar" I heard as I started to open my eyes, startled by the stewardess. She gasped as she saw my eyes filled with mako and how beautiful they looked when they are induced with mako. "Sir…the flight has landed…" the stewardess said blushing as she walked down the aisle.
I smiled and thanked her for waking me. I noticed the plane was empty. "Where did everyone go?" I yelled out to her. She simply stated that I was still asleep when the plane landed and walked to the exit. I slowly got up and noticed why she had blushed when she was talking to me. I felt my face go red with embarrassment.
"Gaia…you always get to me don't you?" I smiled as I walked to the bathroom and slowly closed it behind me.
Those five minutes in the bathroom was sanctuary.
I gathered my belongings and exited the plane and went towards the luggage pickup. Although I had been gone only a couple of days, I had so much luggage with me. I needed to be prepared for anything. After I got my luggage, I went to the weapons terminal and awaited the arrival of my buster sword. When the buster sword came through, I watched it shine in the machine lights, admiring its beauty like it was some prize that I had just won. I showed my ID and registration to the sword and picked it up. After staring at it for a few minutes, I placed it onto my metal sheath and walked out of Midgar International airport.
"I wonder if Cloud is sleeping" I thought as I flagged down a taxi. I smiled at the thought of beautiful Cloud sleeping peacefully. It had been really hard loving another man…especially after Angeal…but Cloud had grown onto me just as I had grown onto Angeal.
It was a quick ride to ShinRa headquarters. But the ride felt like an eternity. I guess it was because I was anxious to see Cloud, to see his loving face and beautiful smile. I dropped my luggage in my office and checked to see if I had received any memos while I was out. Apparently there was something about a meeting with Director Lazard while I was away. "I guess I'll have to see Lazard about it sometime…" I said as I shoved the memo into the important file.
I tried to find any cute memos from Cloud as he usually likes to leave cute messages when I would go on missions, but sadly I didn't see anything. Not a single memo. That puzzled me as Cloud usually was worried sick whenever I went on assignment. I began to think about how I got no texts either and I started to worry.
"What if he got into a sparring accident during training?" I thought as I scurried to close my office and walk to the elevator. I started to panic as the thought of Cloud being injured surrounded my thoughts. "That's probably why he hasn't written to me or texted me" I thought as I pressed the button for floor 69 to go to my apartment. Cloud had moved into my apartment a couple of months ago but that is something I'll discuss later on.
As I waited for the elevator to reach the 69th floor, my mind kept fluttering with thoughts of Cloud. How he smiled, how he smelt, how he laughed at my jokes. I felt my heart racing, as if it was on a timer…pacing faster with each ticking second. "Gaia…I hope Cloud is alright…" I said as the elevator approached the 69th floor.
The elevator finally dinged and I felt myself running faster and faster. I reached my apartment door and slowly put the key in the lock. If Cloud was indeed injured I did not want to scare him. I wanted to be as calm as possible to not scare Cloud into thinking there was something wrong.
But indeed there was something very wrong and nothing was going to prepare me for what I was about to see…
That's all for chapter 1! So what did you think of it? Pretty intense right?
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