A fight for peace
Chapter 1- Trapped in a train of thought.
Kane had sat on the idea many times over, many times has he thought of his daughter getting married and his son as well, both of them found love in the locker room and yet Kane still finds himself alone. He had come to terms that he casted that fate upon himself, with all he has done in the locker room and how he wanted people to fear him, the thought of it backfiring when he finally wanted to settle down hasn't occurred since now. His son, his own flesh and blood and a mirror to his image has landed the dream woman of Kelly Kelly. Kane remembered the torment he put her through, and recalled how scared she was of him. But she proved to be a better woman when she looked past Colin's connect to him and saw him as someone separate from himself.
Colin maybe his son, but he is nothing like him. He couldn't be happier though, at least he won't be alone.
Jessica he had always worried for, when Matt went after her, he knew he had to be on his guard. Yet of all men to step forward and treat her as well as they did, John Morrison… Kane thought he had really gone soft. Morrison was a 'pretty boy' and only cared about his looks and his next title match. Yet, the moment his eyes came on Jessica. He was a changed man, but nearly lost his chance to be with her. The proposal came out of left field, one Kane never saw coming, yet knew his brother was behind it. Only the Deadman would give advice so brash to the younger superstars to make them forfeit a Wrestlemania match to go and get flowers and a ring. It just doesn't happen unless someone who has power behind their name convinced them.
It all came down to one thing. Kane would be alone again.
He knew that his children were old enough to make choices for themselves, yet in the time off that he has had, he has taken them home, they had fun like a family. Going out to the movies, having a playful water fight in the backyard and a family barbeque. They would roast marshmallows in a fire pit and pretended to camp out in the backyard, everything they couldn't do as kids. They caught up in their time off from the ring. Kane in particular was thrilled with the idea of having someone to fill the empty house of his. It had been so quite.
He remembered the last time he was in the house with the kids. They had a party just before Wrestlemania. But it was Christmas that stuck out in his mind. He was shocked that Kelly and John came when invited, despite knowing where they were going to spend the holidays. No one had really asked Kane to spend such a special day with him, hell. The Undertaker and him hardly say hi on one another's birthdays. But, when the kids came into his life, Kane started to celebrate for the first time.
It what Katie would have wanted.
The last thing he would want would be to have his children be lonely, like he was. It wasn't worth it, not when they could be happy with someone who loved them for who they are.
But a darker side of Kane kept whispering in his ear. "Your children would never be lonely, not when they have a father at their side. You would have all the company in the world that you crave now!" it hissed into his ear, it was his demented tone. The one that always whispers horrible things to do to others, it allows him to enjoy the pain of mortal men. "Your children are EVERYTHING to you, it's all you have left of Katie! And you are going to let a punk like Morrison take your sweet little girl from you? Just like Berry did?"
"It's not the same" Kane mouthed back. "It's NOT the same as that night!"
"Of course it is, either way. Your daughter is lost to another man!"
The voice continued to torment Kane, more and more it kept telling him how John Morrison is only marrying Jessica because she was naive enough to fall for his charm. It lingered in his ear as the voice spoke of Kelly. "She latches onto your son since he is younger than you. You did have eyes on her first. You expressed your… feelings for her before you knew of your boy…"
"Shut the hell up" Kane hissed lowly.
"Can't take the truth"
"I said SHUT THE FUCK UP!" Kane screamed.
He turned around about to whip his chair into a corner, until he came eye to eye with his son Colin. He was startled; scared even as to what his father was doing. "Dad…" he whispered. "Are you ok?"
Kane didn't realize he broke into a sweat from the yelling he was doing, he was arguing with himself. A fight he felt he was losing. "I… Ok" he whispered. "I think" the last part he kept more silent to himself. "Did you need something?" he asked.
Colin's mind went blank as he completely forgot what he was going to say to his father, instead he announced it was nothing important, but he will speak with him later. He walked away from the door with uncertainty, an uneasy feeling came over Colin, never has he seen his father yelling in the darkness. He didn't know if he did it often, or he should mention it to his uncle.