First, and definitely not my last, Purt!
Summary: Kurt hates that he has to do the right thing. He wished he could be wrong and love Noah.
Words:399
Date:29/05/10
One Moment More
It wasn't right. It was utterly wrong that it was Noah Puckerman he loved.
Noah Puckerman was his first thought when he woke up and the last thing he imagined as he fell asleep at night. No longer thoughts of what brand of torture he was going to extract on him the next day. It was Noah Puckerman who was his first kiss with a boy. A kiss that he forever replayed in his head.
After school, after Glee. An argument gone too far was how it started. But it wasn't Noah's fist he felt against his face. It was his mouth, his wonderfully talented mouth that had Kurt gasping and wanting more.
It was now Noah Puckerman who flittered through his dreams, whose charms he could no longer resist. Whose laugh made him melt a little. Was the person he started singing for deep in his subconscious. He wore Noah's shirts to sleep in at night, and it was Noah's body he held during secret meetings in the schools janitor closets.
Noah Puckerman was the first person to make lo-no, fuck him.
It felt so right, yet it was so wrong. He was reminded every day how wrong it was. At school, Noah was 'Puck'. The jock. The stud. A father to Little Beth Puckerman who grew every day, a constant reminder in Quinn Fabray's stomach of who Noah was to the world. He was 'Homo'; the kid who was thrown in dumpsters, whose lawn furniture was nailed to the roof and whose clothes were defaced with pee balloons. He was bullied everyday for what he was. The boy who would never amount to anything unless he left narrow-minded Lima. No matter how differently Noah treated him in public, that would never change.
Tonight they would be wrong. He would show Noah in so many ways how much he loved him. But tomorrow they would go back to what was right. He would be 'Homo', Noah would be 'Puck'. He would wear his normal clothes, treat Puck the same as he did before, go back to ogling Finn like was expected now and try to convince himself it felt right, even when Finn was calling him 'faggy' and was obviously disgusted by him, and make himself believe Puck's hurt looks didn't faze him at all.
Kurt just wanted to be wrong for another moment or two right now.
So utterly random and written in five minutes. What do you think? I'm trying to get into a Glee mood to write another Glee related fic of mine. And I'm definitely writing more Purt. I love it!