Bella's POV

I remember it being painful, excruciating. I could feel the venom searing through my veins. I screamed, I remember that I had been screaming for a long time.

It didn't help.

I wanted to die. I yelped and cried out for someone to help me, but there was no one. I was alone in a place of love, my heart beating its last beats. Somehow though, the pain was comforting. It showed me how I had suffered when he left. I had come here searching for a memory of him and his family. Something to help me to remember.

I spent three days on the ground writhing in pain, yet after it finished, I spent another just laying there. Unsure of what to do with myself.

I knew what I was now, I was like him. I took pride in the fact that I was now somehow similar to him, in a way; I had a connection with him, with them, all of them.

Esme, Carlisle, Alice, Jasper, Emmet, Rosalie…Edward.

I hovered on that last name. It was as though my mind stuttered when it tried to sound the word; that beautiful word.

Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward

I repeated his name over and over again until it meant nothing.

It grew dark, but I was never tired. I felt more alive than ever, yet I was a dead soul. A monster.

I was a in our meadow and I was a vampire.


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Cat.