This is not how she thought it would end. To be perfectly honest she never thought it would end. She tried not to see the real you. The one who has flaws and their own issues. The person she wanted to see was the one who was strong on the inside and always there for people when and if they needed it. And when she finally saw the real you and the fact that the happily ever after would never happen between the two of you, she bolted.
But thats the difference between you two. She strongly believes in that fairytale ending, hoping that she will live happily ever after. There is another difference though and it is the most upsetting thing to you. She will be a ble to fall in love again and have the hopes of that happily ever after, but you. You have a ever lasting hole in your heart. You can never get it back because it belongs to her and her only. You will never be able to love someone the way you loved her. Not that you will ever want to though because like you said earlier, it belongs to her and her only.
But then something really crazy happened. It was just about crazy enough to not comprehand, but it happened and every day when you wake up you are still in disbelief. You fell in love. You fell in love the first day you walked into the One-Six preceent in New York City. Love stared back at you in beautiful green eyes with a caring smile and short brown hair that you came to depend on, thrive on. Olivia didn't just repair your heart, she was the reason it beated.