Hey my lovely readers, this was just a little something that came to me in the middle of the night last night. It will probably be a two or three shot, but that all depends on weather or not you guys like it or not. So, please review and let me know what you think! It would make me ever so happy :)
It had been a long first few months of school, and nothing seemed to going right in Will's life. School was draining, glee was going horribly and worst of all, Emma wouldn't even speak to him, let alone look at him. He felt different lately, he felt as if the entire world was stacked against him, and he didn't know just how much more he could take.
He sighed heavily as he sat alone in the choir room, watching as lights went out all down the hallway. He hadn't slept in weeks, it had started once he saw her again, it's was killing him inside. He mindlessly began plucking at the strings of his guitar, and started to sing softly.
"The world was on fire
No one could save me but you.
Strange what desire will make foolish people do
I never dreamed that I'd meet somebody like you
And I never dreamed that I'd lose somebody like you"
He remembered the first day he met her, he thought she was absolutely beautiful. Yes, he was in fact married, but he couldn't help but notice her brown eyes, her shining red curls. Plus deep down inside he knew that his marriage was on the rocks and probably wouldn't last for very much longer. When he first met her, he felt the strings of his heart pull and that, was something that he hadn't felt in years.
"No, I don't want to fall in love
[This love is only gonna break your heart]
No, I don't want to fall in love
[This love is only gonna break your heart]
With you
With you"
Part of Will knew it was wrong, but dentist or not he was still very much in love with Emma. Part of him didn't want to be because just pained him so much, since she was now in love with someone else. It just didn't feel right at all, but his heart always ached for her, no matter how wrong his told himself it was, he just couldn't help it.
"What a wicked game you play
To make me feel this way
What a wicked thing to do
To let me dream of you
What a wicked thing to say
You never felt this way
What a wicked thing to do
To make me dream of you
And I don't wanna fall in love
[This love is only gonna break your heart]
And I don't want to fall in love
[This love is only gonna break your heart]"
His mind raced with thoughts of her, and only her. He dreamed of her almost every night. He dreamed of being with her, he dreamed of holding her in his arms. He would often awake realizing that it was just a dream, and only a dream. In realizing this, Will would lie there alone, tears spilling from his eyes for hours, wishing that he had never been so stupid in breaking her heart.
"{World} was on fire
No one could save me but you
Strange what desire will make foolish people do
I never dreamed that I'd love somebody like you
I never dreamed that I'd lose somebody like you"
He was so sick and tired of feeling this way, sick of feeling heartache. He didn't want to love anymore, it was just way to painful for him. It was just a wicked game, a game that was killing him inside.
"No I don't wanna fall in love Nobody loves no one"
[This love is only gonna break your heart
No I don't wanna fall in love
[This love is only gonna break your heart]
With you
With you
As he softly sang the last few verses and played the last few chords, tears fell fast from his eyes. He thanked god that no one was around to see him fall apart.
Little did he know, there was someone standing in the door way who saw him fall apart.
She hated seeing him like this.
What a wicked game it was.