He never thought he would feel something like this.
A feeling that was so overwhelming, he wouldn't be able to put it into words if he tried. The way his heart skipped a beat when he saw her walk in. The quiet exchange of greetings, because neither of them knew what to say. He saw her shaking, and when she told him why, he wanted nothing more than to tell her how exactly she would feel. He didn't know though. They had to figure it out together.
The kisses were passionate. More meaningful than he could ever comprehend. They were both so vulnerable. The way she looked at him. The way she trusted him. The way she was open to give him something she could never take back. He couldn't believe it. He was so lucky to have her. He never thought he would've ended up where they were. He thought he was superior. He thought he was above that of a common man. He thought he would never feel what they felt. He was right. He didn't. He felt so much more. He felt something so special. He felt so lucky to be the only person who would ever see her like this. He felt blessed that she loved him so much, that she would choose him of all people to take this step with. He loved her too. He loved her so much, he would never be able to describe it.
He had heard stories about people's first times. He never understood why people found it to be such a big deal. He never understood why people got so emotional about it. Until it happened to him. The way she looked down at him...like he was the only thing in the world. It made his heart pound with emotion. He couldn't help but smile. It was a smile that he could only form when he looked at her. It was dark in the room, but he could see she had tears in her eyes. One rolled down her cheek. He worried for a second. He thought he had hurt her too much. She clearly saw the look of panic in his face. She whispered that she was crying because she was happy. He kissed her tears away and stroked her cheek. He wouldn't be able to stop smiling if he tried.
They cuddled afterwards. He knew he should've showered or changed the bedding or something. But he couldn't bring himself to care. The only thing that mattered was the most amazing person in the universe who was falling asleep in his arms. Everything about that night was perfect. They were both in bliss.
What he has with her is true love. A love that nobody else will ever be lucky enough to experience. And he can say without a doubt that he is the luckiest man in the world to call his beautiful Amy...his.
He never thought he would feel something like this.