Author's Note: Hey, this is just a spin-off of my story 'Just Like the Good Old Days'. In the story, Noatak and Tarrlok were sent back into Korra's childhood as their younger selves in order to grow up with her. When they reach their teenage years, Noatak begins to have some rather inappropriate dreams, just like a large number of hormonally struck teenagers do. Anyway, I just wanted to give everyone a look at one of those dreams, so…enjoy. I do not own Legend of Korra.
Noatak's Dream
It was just a regular night at the compound; I had been lying in bed, desperately trying not to think about how Korra had looked during her Firebending practice earlier today. Destiny really is a funny thing; one moment your little brother is blowing you both up, and the next you're a kid again and being taken in by the Avatar's family. Try as I might, I couldn't prevent these strange new feelings from creeping up on me. I was falling for the Avatar, scratch that, I was falling for Korra. The person I had sought to destroy, the person who defeated me when I took away her Bending by unlocking the one element she hadn't been able to learn. I sat up in my bed and stared out the window. It was a full moon, I could feel the strange sense of power rushing through me, I felt an immense need to let out some energy or I would never get to sleep. But I didn't move, I just sat there staring, watching as the arctic winds blew the snow around in the luminescent glow, making the air seem to sparkle as if the stars had fallen from the sky and now danced upon the winds. I made me think of her, how she would look in the moon's light, her hair spilling down her shoulders. Oddly enough, I then imagined her Bending the four elements, showing off that raw power of hers, and it made me begin to feel very warm in certain parts of my body. I began to feel light-headed and dizzy, but it was strangely pleasant. I was so out of it that I almost didn't notice the door open. Almost.
Korra was standing there in the doorway, dressed in only her white nightgown. Wait, since when did Korra wear a nightgown? Wait, since when did I notice whether or not she wore a nightgown? Either way, she was standing there, smiling in such a way that suggested that she wasn't here to play a friendly game of Pai Sho. She closed the door behind her, and bolted it. I tried to swallow a lump that had formed in my throat. I noticed the hungry look in her eyes as we locked gazes, it made me feel very uncomfortable.
"Uh…Korra…you know, it's not exactly appropriate for you to be in my room at this hour."
"It's okay, Noak." Even after all this time I still wasn't used to my fake name. I had had to come up with it on the spot so I didn't have time to be creative. "No one will find out, I promise."
For the love of Yue, did she even realize what she was doing to me? What a stupid question, of course she did. I could feel my temperature escalating as she seemed to glide across the room to where I was pressed up against the headboard of the bed.
"Uh…Korra…" I tried to say, but she pressed a finger to my lips and shushed me.
I thought I was going to completely lose it when she hitched up the hem of her nightgown and straddled my legs. She then wrapped her arms around my neck and pulled me closer.
"I know you want me, Noak. Don't think I haven't noticed the way you watch me at Bending practice, because I have. You're not as much of an enigma as you think you are, Noak. But, just so you know, I want you too."
Korra then pressed her lips to mine and I felt my mind go completely blank. That has never happened to me. I had always made a point of having something to preoccupy my thoughts, but Korra brought out a side of me that I had never experienced. Freedom. I suppose that's the right word. In that other life I had always been a prisoner in one form or another, the spirits must truly be kind if they let me have this life, the life I always wanted, a life where I wasn't forced to be a person I hated, a person that I wasn't. Here, with Korra, I was Noak. Not Noatak, not Amon, Noak, Korra's childhood friend and now…something more. I finally got control of my senses when I felt her tongue slip inside my mouth, there would be no going back after this. I reached my hands up to her back and pulled deeper into the kiss. I barely registered Korra reaching up one of her hands to grab onto my ponytail, giving it a playful tug just like she did when we played as children. I often thought it was weird that Korra and I both had the same hairstyle, but now I was grateful for it as I tugged on her ponytail in response.
Korra eventually broke the kiss, giving me that trademark smirk of hers. I smiled back at her, as if saying 'What are you going to do now?' She responded by slipping her hands underneath my grey nightshirt, tugging it up slowly. Once that article of clothing had been removed, Korra pressed down on top of me, running her fingers over my exposed skin. I couldn't resist as my hands began to move slowly up her thighs, pulling up her dress as I went. As my hands went higher, I realized that she wasn't wearing breast-bindings. I blushed in embarrassment, which made her giggle.
"Don't tell me you're shy, Noak; because it didn't seem that way when you were groping me."
I felt that familiar desire to want to wipe that smug grin off her face, but those thoughts vanished when Korra continued where I had stopped by pulling the white nightgown off, leaving her completely nude, except for her lower-bindings. The gravity of the situation finally got through my hormonally driven, teenage head.
"Korra, wait! We shouldn't do this. What if something unwanted results from this? What if we come to regret our decision?" While these were plausible excuses, the main reason I felt wrong about this was because while I had the body of an eighteen-year-old and Korra was sixteen, I was technically a forty-year-old, to say the least of the fact that in another life I had tried to destroy her and Bloodbent her and taken her Bending. But Korra was not to be deterred; she just smiled at me with a look of absolute innocence.
"I won't regret it, Noak. There's no one I would rather share this with."
She began to slide her hand lower and lower down my body. What was she….? Oh…that's what she was doing. I felt my eyes roll back in my head as Korra gripped a certain very sensitive part of my anatomy, and squeezed it lightly. Any thoughts I had of trying to talk sense into her had just flown right out the window as she began to move her hand back and forth. Oh, spirits! Where had she learned how to do this? Surely when she had had 'the talk' with Senna, her mother hadn't told her about…this. Korra eventually stopped, much to my dismay until I realized that she was tugging my pants down. I shivered when I was fully exposed, I'm not sure if it was the frigid air of the South Pole or the fact that I was a teenage boy in a very sexual situation with a very attractive teenage girl. Korra raised herself up in order to shimmy out of her lower-bindings, leaving herself fully exposed as well. I began to feel awkward again, and Korra noticed and responded by pressing her lips against mine once again. The truth is I had never had sex, not in this life or that other one, so of course I was nervous about being in this situation. All reason just vanished as Korra began to grind against me, I was becoming harder by the second and I knew I needed to do something about it or I would go insane. I finally gave into it and pushed her back onto the bed, positioning myself at her entrance. She was so warm down there that it took every ounce of my restraint not to pound into her with all the pent-up desire I had been harboring. I looked her in the eyes.
"Korra, are you sure? We can still back out now…"
"Do it, Noak. I want you." She sighed out.
I needed no further invitation, and slipped inside.
I awoke with a start. Wait, it had all been a dream? That was the most realistic dream I had ever had, and I had had a few. I looked around the room, Korra wasn't there. Realization hit me and I lifted the covers and looked down.
"Damn it!"
I guess I would have to avoid Korra today. There is no way I could even be in the same room as her after that.
