AN- I'm having trouble wrapping my head around Densi in the new season. It's obvious they are sleeping together but that worries me. What is going to happen when they decide to tell the team? This is what my fic is about. I am two weeks behind the new episodes because I do not live in America and my stupid TV service played the same episode twice in a row. So I obviously won't know about anything Densi until two weeks after it happens. You can expect updates on this fic and others in short time because I am finally on my summer holidays! I deleted a couple fics but I will repost them I just need to fix them up and add a few chapters. I hope you like this story please feel free to follow and leave a review on your way out.

DISCLAMER: They are not mine… I borrowed them to have some fun. I also used a couple quotes from Ed Sheeran but changed them a little and one quote from the TV series Extant.

Chapter 1

The ticking of the clock on Kensi's bedroom wall began to frustrate her. She could concentrate on anything and everything instead of sleeping. Her mind again began to drift to what Sam and Callen had to endure in the submarine and then to Hetty, what she must be going through wherever she was. Kensi knew it had something to do with her assignment in Afghanistan but she couldn't put her finger on it, whatever it was. And then Talia's words appeared in the back of her mind again.

You need to let that boy underneath your hood for a little oil change before somebody else does.

She rolled onto her side again. She wanted to call him, call Deeks. She fought the heavy temptation and tried to fall asleep again. After a few more minutes she punched her pillow and sat up in her bed, turned her bedside lamp on and instinctively typed his number into her phone and pressed call.

She took a deep breath and choked on it when Deeks answered after one ring, "Kensi?"

Kensi coughed a little and smiled at the sleepiness she heard in his voice, she had completely forgotten that he was probably sleeping.

"Kens is everything alright?"

"Oh… uh yeah. Sorry. Do you want to grab a drink?"

"Now?"

Kensi shrugged, "Why not?"

"Maybe because it's one in the morning."

The silence on the other end of the phone was like a slap in the face it told Deeks Kensi wasn't okay. "I'll fetch you in the next fifteen minutes."

Kensi sighed and layback on her bed. She had let Deeks see she was weak and as much as it was supposed to bother her it didn't.

Deeks arrived at her apartment twelve minutes later and knocked impatiently. Kensi made her way to the car with Deeks in awkward silence.

"Sorry I woke you…"

"Don't stress I'd do anything for you partner."

Three short hours later Deeks pulled into the driveway of Kensi's apartment and helped her out of the car. She seemed distant and deep in thought.

"Are you alright?"

You need to let that boy underneath your hood for a little oil change before somebody else does.

Kensi smiled, "Yeah I'm good."

Deeks smiled and put his arms around her shoulders as they walked and Kensi surprisingly didn't flinch.

Before somebody else does.

Kensi took her keys from her pocket and tried to slam it into the keyhole but missed. She attempted again as she felt herself grow more and more frustrated. Deeks put his hand over hers and took the key then unlocked the door.

"Night Deeks," Kensi said then turned around and reached for her door fast but Deeks grabbed her hand stopping her from going anywhere. Kensi looked at him uncertain as Talia's words repeated in her mind again and again.

"You told me about your concern for Sam, Callen and Hetty but I am still getting the feeling there is something else bothering you that you are not telling me about."

"Deeks…" Kensi warned.

"Look Kensi we are partners and-"

"I can tell you anything? I know." She had heard that one before.

A small grin appeared at the corners of Deeks lips, "So then? I'm waiting?"

Kensi looked into Deeks eyes wondering if she should tell him. With each second that went by a thousand different scenarios played in her mind.

"Kensi!" Deeks snapped her back into reality.

Kensi's posture, it showed weakness and weakness was not something Kensi showed easily to anyone. Something was definitely wrong.

He gripped her chin gently and lifted her chin until her eyes met his, "Look at me Kensi."

Before somebody else does.

That was it. Kensi couldn't take it anymore and ran her fingers softly through her partners scruffy hair and kissed him softly. She felt his temperature spike against her as she pulled him closer and parted her lips for their tongues to slide together.

Kensi pushed her door open with her butt and pulled him inside slowly. Deeks shut the door and continued kissing Kensi after a short breath break. Kensi traced a line down his chest then stopped at his jeans then unzipped them.

Deeks pushed Kensi back slightly, "Okay I think you're a little wasted…"

"I had one drink, you were there," Kensi argued.

Deeks sighed, "Then what is this? What exactly are you doing because we agreed this wouldn't happen? This isn't you. This can't happen you know the risk."

Kensi took a step back beginning to regret what just happened. She didn't want to regret it.

"Alright look, I don't want to lose you. We have been hiding our feelings for each other deep inside ourselves for way too long. I want to be able to have you near me whenever I need you. I want to need you. But I can't because we are both on different levels of denial and being together is risky. But do you know what I think about that? If there is no risk there is no reward. I don't want to lose this, what's between us because it's beautiful. We have both been holding onto this… love for years and I say it's time we let it out. Hiding this is so tiring and frustrating and I can't handle it anymore. I refuse to let you go Deeks. I refuse to let our thing die!"

Deeks was silent for a few moments trying to take in what Kensi had said. She wasn't one to speak about her feelings for anything like that. It was shocking. He took a step forward and removed her fringe from her eyes. Kensi couldn't see much in the darkness of her apartment but she could sense the smile on Deeks lips.

Deeks leaned forward and laughed in her ear then whispered, "What are you freaking out about? I've got no plans besides you. I promise you I will never leave willingly. You are the only one."

At that Deeks lifted Kensi and she wrapped her legs around his torso then he took her into her bedroom.