It did hurt her every time she'd see him. He looked alive, yes, he looked normal. But to Alex, he was a shell of a human. A shell of what he was. But they were on the same side now. Along with Rorke.
So she decided she'd lock him in a room and question him.
"What'd they do to you then."
The obnoxious ticking of the clock was making the oldest soldier very annoyed. His face didn't show it, though.
"They showed me."
The slight tapping of her nails was also annoying him. His face didn't show it, though.
"Showed you what?"
Now it was her eyes. They kept flickering. They kept bothering him. His face didn't show it.
"What they did. They fucking betrayed him-"
"Rorke's feeding you lies."
"Of course you don't believe him. I wouldn't expect much from you."
She scoffed, and oh did it annoy him. His face showed it.
"I see your respect for me has literally died."
"Have I ever had any respect for you?"
She shook her head and smirked.
"Oh, it's actually funny to see you try to belittle me."
"I'm not trying, I'm succeeding. You've never meant much-"
"Yeah sure, you sure didn't give a fuck about me."
She leaned onto the table, making him recoil further into his chair.
"Remember December 18."
"I simply did what was morally right."
"Let's get back to the subject-"
"Scared? I'd understand, you're losing control."
"What?"
"Your dad's leaving you to rot in here, my 'family' left you and now you're realizing I've never been on your side. I'd expect you to be terrified."
"But I'm not."
"Of course you'd deny it. Listen, all I'm saying is that you should believe me when I say I do not give a flying fuck about you."
She placed the pen down after writing down something and quickly got up.
"Goodnight Walker."
"I'd rather simply be called Logan. I wouldn't want to be associated with them."
She sighed and walked out the door.
"Have fun trying to sleep."
She closed the door and leaned back on it.
"Go fuck yourself Logan."
She made sure to whisper that to herself. Maybe she meant it. It was probably aimed towards Rorke. It maybe was aimed at both him and Logan.
A couple of days after she'd see him. She'd be eating, and he'd stare at her, for a couple of seconds. It felt almost unreal; Logan was now on the Fed's side, and he hated- no, despised the Ghosts. Despite being on Rorke's side, Logan did seem to be fearful of him. An almost respectful fear. And despite him being overly aggressive, skilled and clever, he is still terrified. There's times where he'd flinch at quick moves. Cringe at offensive jokes. With Alex though, he was more cocky. He acted like he didn't care. He acted like he never knew her. She acted like she didn't care either. Deep down, she truly wanted to scream at him to snap out of it, stop being like this.
Idk if I'll make this a thing, I just felt like writing a fed Logan and how he'd act with Alex. Sorry if I'm never there btw, I'm trying to get my life together.