Ohaiyo minna-sama, I've always loved sasuxsaku but noticed that the stories were always about Sakura and how she did things not about Sasuke so I hope I do a good job of capturing him.
No I do not own naruto, masashi kishimoto does, lucky him
Note: English is not my mother tongue so excuse my mistakes
I reached for the cursed seal and stabbed it into my shoulder. Slowly the elation and power began to rise within me. It was a drug that Orochimaru discovered a while back. Memories of when I first got the drug began filling my head, such an intense feeling, I felt like my consciousness was sucked out to the sheer power and pain it brought. I'd grown accustomed to those; I guess it would be safe to say that I liked them mainly because those feelings associated with strength the mind boggling strength it gave. I would throw a bouncer like he was a frail weak child.
I wondered where she was, soft pink hair and green eyes hn, I was the reason they brimmed with tears I had to make her leave.
I lost track of the years since I ran away from the Uchiha mansion. They deserved it especially the man I once called father. Anger and self-loathing filled me when Itachi's memories began resurfacing. He was the reason my family crumbled and my father began to loose his head quicker. I punched the wall in frustration making the plasterwork crumble and fall.
Footsteps made their way to my room door from the sound I knew who it was, the door opened and a pair of round glasses gleamed at the entrance,
"Sasuke stop damaging the lair, and Orochimaru sent for you" and with that he turned around and waited for me to come along.
"hn" I despised them both but I needed them to keep my strength up. I followed him and in m head I remembered walking behind a blond and a pinkette. I sighed when the door opened into a dimly lit room
"Sasuke-kun, I haven't seen you in a while" that voice made me blanch it was a sickening tone that I had put up with for god knew how long. "Ah! I see you've been using the drug, I'm sure you feel good every time you use it ne? He was a gross pedophile but he never seemed to outgrow me despite me being 22. Maybe I was just too hot to let go I smirked.
"I need some air" and with that I went back to my room or cell or whatever it was and threw on a white button down shirt. Jeans and anything white can never go wrong. I grabbed my Katana and walk out the back door. The wind blew mildly putting me in the mood to chop some trees up. I sliced them up and a memory of leaving a certain girl under a tree entered my mind. She annoyed me to no ends, I left her there so she wouldn't slow me down and she decided to haunt my thoughts. She was better of with dobe, strangely that thought made my anger worsen, I began slicing and chopping in a frenzy. The dobe I wondered how he was, his cheerful attitude was sickening, His smile, the way he said I was his friend; I pitied him for his confidence or over confidence.
I pulled off my shirt and wiped the sweat off as much as I could with it and the damned clouds decided to rain at that moment. It hadn't rained in awhile so I stood in my spot deep within me I wished the rain would wash away the darkness but I knew thought like that were for the children, children that never saw blood in their lives.
A faint weakness began creeping into me; the drug was wearing off, as I walked back to the lair the wind picked up and bought something to my face, I pulled it off: a cherry blossom, I crushed it in my palm and walked on, it no longer held any significance I convinced myself. I wondered if it was normal to feel such deep remorse.
I couldn't sleep that night like every other night, my mind was always alert even the smallest noise made me reach for my katana like I was at the moment, I readied for the intruder approaching my room.
"sssasuke-kun" I stiffened in my bed, it was that perverted snake. Faking deep sleep I waited for him to leave "you're going to be very useful, in more that one way Sasuke and I can't wait for that moment to arrive" I felt a cold damp hand touch my face and struggled not to shudder. I held my breath and watched his back go out the door. He was wrong I would never be used I still had the name Uchiha.
I woke up when the sun began shining through the small window just above my head. I was pissed and irritated a dozen of fresh tomatoes was the best thing for that I headed into a village close to konohagakure. Tomatoes were truly the most wondrous things ever found. I would have those curves over any women's bosom any day. Such tenderness and succulence. if I were to ever to sing praises, which would never happen, it would be to a field of tomatoes.
My feet dragged me to the closest tomato vendor and soon I had to myself a lovely bunch of heavenly goodness clothed in red. I bit into one and walked around a bit and froze in my spot. Pink, I saw pink… hair twirl I couldn't see the face that was looking at tulips for sale. My breath hitched as she looked up and shook her head and pushed hair off her face. "Sakura" I whispered she was there she turned toward me and looked away she didn't recognize me.
I frowned at that and turned to leave as saw her head whip towards my direction. Our eyes met and she dropped her hand slowly to her side we stood there a few feet apart. I wanted to move closer, ask her if she was well, but I figured she might be scared or angry and so I stood just taking her image in. She had grown, she had. Her hair was tied up in one of those ropes. The red band on her hair suited her well. I'd never seen her dress in such casual manner; sweatshirts and jeans certainly made her look good.
"sakuraaaa, hey, HEY" she had her head smacked by a blonde head, I wanted to skin that girl alive for wreaking that moment. But I'd seen her she was well, she was good, maybe she was married, maybe she wasn't, maybe I might, I stopped myself realizing my stupid thoughts she was long gone a person of the past, a past I threw a away. A past I'd someday destroy. I walked back to the lair still munching on the tomatoes that had become strangely tasteless I threw the one I had been eating and went inside to sleep. My dreams were filled with pink things and pink was not a bad colour.
A/N: arigato minna-sama for reading this. I shall proudly say the first chapter is over. I had a tough time imagining myself as Sasuke but it was all worth it… I shall put chapters every weekend or once every three days depending on my free time for now you all have a good time.