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Bellatrix pov
My Own Worst Enemy
I had many characteristics,
I loved my sisters, I liked dancing in the rain with Andromeda.
I comforted Narcissa when thunderstorms scared her.
I was my fathers favorite…he thought it was amusing how I was everything a pureblood girl shouldn't be.
I was loud, sometimes obnoxious, and hated social gatherings.
I loved the smell of lavender it was so calming.
I had a journal when I started Hogwarts.
Of coarse I was in Slytherin.
But I wasn't evil, I would never join the Dark Lord.
I would never murder, never torture.
The muggle-borns were beneath us but they shouldn't die.
Three years passed and Andromeda was at Hogwarts.
She was in Ravenclaw and she had muggleborn friends.
But I didn't care…she was my sister and I still loved her.
Another year and Sirius and Narcissa came to Hogwarts.
Narcissa was a proud Slytherin
Sirius was in Gryffindor.
Internally I laughed, it was so like him
Always going against the family's beliefs
I loved him for it.
My last year at Hogwarts, and I was engaged.
It was and arranged marriage to Roldolphus Lestrange.
I hated him but I had to do it for my family.
He followed the Dark Lord.
Andromeda was disowned she married a mud blood.
I still loved her but I am forbidden to speak to her.
Roldolphus took me to the Dark Lord.
I was marked
I was branded like cattle.
After a couple of meetings I was summoned
Alone
He told me He sensed disobedience.
I was tortured
My mind was going I didn't know anything except pain.
Then it stopped
I looked up and He smiled
It was horrid
He told me I wasn't broken yet.
Then he tortured Narcissa in front of me.
My baby sister.
I snapped
Little Bella Black was gone
Bellatrix Lestrange arrived
She was cold hearted insane Psychopath
She was the Dark Lord's favorite
He made me this way and I hated him.
One day I looked up through the haze of Darkness
Bellatrix Lestrange pushed me back down.
I tried to fight again when I saw Alice Longbottom.
I knew her at school, she was nice
Now she was glaring at me in hatred as Bellatrix tortured her and her husband
She was brave, but she broke, they all do
Like I did.
Bellatrix Lestrange laughed as they carted us off to Azkaban.
Then when we got there, Bellatrix Lestrange left
She left me, Bella Black to the dementors.
Thirteen years passed
He was back…The Dark Lord.
So was Bellatrix Lestrange
She returned when she didn't have to deal with the dementors
I was a coward
One year passed
I watched as I killed Sirius.
Little Sirius, who spent 12 years in Azkaban for something he was innocent of.
He laughed even in Death.
Two years passed.
I watched as the Potter boy walked to his death.
Bellatrix cackled insanely as the green light hit it's mark.
Then Potter was alive and we were fighting again
I was fighting Molly Weasley.
She killed me.
Bellatrix Lestrange left and now I'm free
I'm back to innocent Bella Black
I can love again