Title: Unfair
Pair: Axel x Roxas (Akuroku)
Rate: T
Disclaimer: Don't own Kingdom Hearts…but, we all know that right?
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Unfair
"We're supposed to try to be real. And when you feel alone, you are not together, and that is real!" – Alice Green
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What else could I say…we knew from the beginning that we were stepping in a dangerous area. We couldn't…we shouldn't have fallen for each other.
Empty shells like ourselves shouldn't feel, not just because it would be a crime, something against our nature, but also a cruelty. The fake friendship that we created from the very first moment was the beginning of our suffering (sweet rapture? Maybe!).
Would you believe me if I told you that the reason I looked for Sora was to find a way to obtain what didn't belong to me, to… us?
I wanted more and more and I took our precious moments for granted. Now, they're just memories since I ruined everything. And now you're dying in front of me (the real me…I'm just a forgotten fragment with no rights and without a heart).
Is this what I wanted, you ask through your hidden (fake) tears. No…this turned into my prison. I remember seeing Sora's memories. An island… friends… Riku… Kairi… smiles… laughter… tears… my tears. Crying, I'm crying! What have I done to you?
You warned me. You warned me what would happen if I turned my back against the organization but you did it as well.
Before the farewell I spent the days like I had a heart and that I would fall if I weren't with you. Right not, you do the same…
I'm crying for it, for you, because you can't. You're the one who's dying and I'm the one who is crying, because I'm the only one who has a heart (not mine, but I do have)…all thanks to that stupid quest!
You worked so hard to find me, to save me, to bring me back and now this is the reward you receive…after all, life shouldn't be fair for a Nobody!
See here? This is the real me! The one that sacrificed his heart to save a friend a created me. The one who made you meet me. Is that why you saved us both? You had always been too kind. Too much for your own good. And now you pay.
It's unfair, because you don't deserve. If we didn't meet, where would you be by now? I imagine you in Twilight Town eating an icecream and getting bored like hell but you would be still complete (incomplete isn't wrong either). Living a new life…that's what in store for me. But one thing I will never forget for sure…the day you first smiled to me will never leave my mind.
Hope you can forgive this lost soul, this empty shell without a heart that found peace with you. Hoping that the next life (you must have one) won't be so unfair…
…the day when we both wake up won't be so cruel any longer. Wait for me…the day we I shall give you my everything.
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Okay, so I had this real urge to write about this pair. Didn't like much of this one-shot but it was something written in a hurry, but I'll do better next time…and with a plot. Hope the spelling isn't too bad, but please review. Make my day!