AN: I got inspired to write this short drabble after I saw the atlantis's season 3 finale ending I was like wow anyway this drabble which I wrote about 3 years ago. Funny thing is I was cleaning my old floppy disks and came across my old SGA fanfic so I decided to share with rest of you Sparky fans. so please don't flame me I'm one of fellow Sparky fans out there in SGA fandom :) My writing skill does suck, I'm trying my best to not to mess up my stories, I'm very rusty at writing stories, its been so long time since I write my own stories in school back then. However its my first SGA fic I ever wrote and also there is a fic in works which I never finish wrote. I hate how my muse escapes from me whenver I didn't get the inspiration or the light blub thing doesn't go off if only Mckay were here he'll fix my light blub to work properly. ;)

Disclaimer: I don't own the Stargate Atlantis characters nor its franchise itself either!

spoilers: Season 3 "First Strike"

John hears the explosions over the P.A. system, he felt cold shiver goes up in his spine, so he bolted out of the ancient chair control room to reach the gate room to see whats happening. All of sudden, He was skidded to halt at sight of blood pool all over the gate room, John gasped at sight of unmoved body as it turns out to be unconscious Elizabeth as he looked at bloody face of Elizabeth's. He feel the bile rising to his throat as he went down to his knee on the floor as he cradled her in his arm, he prayed to god to make her to come back to him as Elizabeth came to, she said to John, "I'm so sorry, John that you seen me like that, its time for you to take my place to run the Atlantis to oversee the expedition to run properly like the way we do". Also I wanted to say something John, "I love you so much." Elizabeth went limp in his arms and died. John tries to wake her up, she didn't wake up and He screams "No! my Elizabeth! damn you Asurans!"