Author: Okay... I wrote this on a spur of the moment thing, I don't like
bashing 1 person in peculiar... I like comedys... I don't think this one
will be one though... baisically angsty... sorry... ^.^ I'll make it as
good as possible... so read and review...
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*Ayeka's POV*
The colors started to apear again in front of my eyes, at first blurry though. The noise still echoed around me as my vision focused on the counter of the bar. My long hair drapped over my slumped form and I felt so numb. Her once beautiful eyes now showed dark wounds, old wounds that had driven her to this. I blankly stared in front of me, deep in though. The voices of others echoed in my ears and a few glistening tears made their way down my face and splashed into the spilled sake on the counter. Slowly I closed my eyes and my face scrunched up slightly as I burried my face into my arms and wept. This just wasn't right... it wasn't right... why did this happen? My normally neat clothes were dark with dirt and my face smudged and cut from my current life's requirements.
"My life is all over now... I don't, I... can't live this... this way anymore." I choked quietly.
Everything was spinning and I had a terrible feeling in my stomache. I got up slowly and made my way to the bathroom where I threw up. My forehead shown with sweat. So this was what a hangover was... I had never understood what people meant until know...
"How long have I been here?" I thought as I sunk over too a wall, "What does it matter though... what does anything matter..." I said.
I shakily got up slowly just managing not to collapse. What is happening to me... Is my life so screwed up that I can't control it? I slowly staggered out threw the bar and out into the streets. The cold air stinging some of my cuts I had gotten from the other night. At least /they/ wouldn't bother me anymore... I stumbled as the sidewalk went on and I kept my head down so no one would reconize me. The last thing I needed is another fight right now. My hair blew in the wind and I wondered why this all happened... why I had no where to go... why no one /wanted/ me anymore... My body longed to be back there, to be /home/ again... but, it was no longer my home, and that life no longer my own... I saw my apartment building and turned to go up to it. The stairs reminded me, it reminded me of something that once I knew... the shrine steps back on earth... My heart longed to travel once more up those steps... I wish I could go back with them... but I can't blame them, I'd only be trouble for them... ever since... ever since I was framed for something I did not do... And now, I have nowhere to go, and I can't hide for long... The door creeked open and I walked up to the next set of stairs... my apartment was on the 9th floor. I climbed them and finally I got to the hall that lead to my front door and I then stopped. My door was open, why was it open? Did they find me... already? All I could think of was to run for it but then I felt a hand grip my shoulder and I knew that it wouldn't be that easy...
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Author: Okay... did I catch your attention... I may update it I get at least 3-5 reviews... until then, I'm not lifting one finger on this... ^.^ So review please...
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*Ayeka's POV*
The colors started to apear again in front of my eyes, at first blurry though. The noise still echoed around me as my vision focused on the counter of the bar. My long hair drapped over my slumped form and I felt so numb. Her once beautiful eyes now showed dark wounds, old wounds that had driven her to this. I blankly stared in front of me, deep in though. The voices of others echoed in my ears and a few glistening tears made their way down my face and splashed into the spilled sake on the counter. Slowly I closed my eyes and my face scrunched up slightly as I burried my face into my arms and wept. This just wasn't right... it wasn't right... why did this happen? My normally neat clothes were dark with dirt and my face smudged and cut from my current life's requirements.
"My life is all over now... I don't, I... can't live this... this way anymore." I choked quietly.
Everything was spinning and I had a terrible feeling in my stomache. I got up slowly and made my way to the bathroom where I threw up. My forehead shown with sweat. So this was what a hangover was... I had never understood what people meant until know...
"How long have I been here?" I thought as I sunk over too a wall, "What does it matter though... what does anything matter..." I said.
I shakily got up slowly just managing not to collapse. What is happening to me... Is my life so screwed up that I can't control it? I slowly staggered out threw the bar and out into the streets. The cold air stinging some of my cuts I had gotten from the other night. At least /they/ wouldn't bother me anymore... I stumbled as the sidewalk went on and I kept my head down so no one would reconize me. The last thing I needed is another fight right now. My hair blew in the wind and I wondered why this all happened... why I had no where to go... why no one /wanted/ me anymore... My body longed to be back there, to be /home/ again... but, it was no longer my home, and that life no longer my own... I saw my apartment building and turned to go up to it. The stairs reminded me, it reminded me of something that once I knew... the shrine steps back on earth... My heart longed to travel once more up those steps... I wish I could go back with them... but I can't blame them, I'd only be trouble for them... ever since... ever since I was framed for something I did not do... And now, I have nowhere to go, and I can't hide for long... The door creeked open and I walked up to the next set of stairs... my apartment was on the 9th floor. I climbed them and finally I got to the hall that lead to my front door and I then stopped. My door was open, why was it open? Did they find me... already? All I could think of was to run for it but then I felt a hand grip my shoulder and I knew that it wouldn't be that easy...
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Author: Okay... did I catch your attention... I may update it I get at least 3-5 reviews... until then, I'm not lifting one finger on this... ^.^ So review please...