A/N This is a one shot about Alex and his thoughts as he falls in love with Jo. Sorry I took down my other story but I need to write more before I make a commitment to posting a full story. Please read and review!-KziZZle
The Next One is Forever
(Alex's POV)
I am sick of crazy. All my life I have had one crazy ass chick after another invade my world. First it was my mother. Then the girl in college that I had never slept with who was accusing me of fathering her baby. Then, Izzie and Ava and the stupid intern Meaghan and her dying baby. Crazy had overtaken my life. I thought I was done with girls, I just wanted to focus on being successful and putting Aaron and Amber through college. Then the new interns came through the door. There was one intern who had dark hair and pretty eyes but she scared me. She looked serious so I decided I would try and sleep with the other one.
Princess. I had called her princess because she looked and her resume resembled an entitled brat's. She was in foster care. She lived in her car. Damn why was I such an insensitive ass. Then I had to go and kick her into the deep end of an operation and yelled swim idiot. I was an ass. I just wanted to go and get completely wasted at Bailey's wedding.
Jo, her name was perfect. I knew from the short time we hung out at the bar that I could love her. Then she did the fake crying thing and told me her story. She taught me how to fake cry. We raided a man's hotel room. I had a blast. I knew I was falling hard so I offered to just be friends and when she agreed my cold broken heart began to beat again.
She bought me a couch. That is so girlfriendy it's ridiculous. I know that I love her but I'm too afraid to say anything.
I cant believe I was so stupid to think she was talking about me. No she had to be talking about that stupid OB/GYN guy. I can't believe I'm crying over a girl. I climbed into the elevator only to be mocked by Cris. Then she kicked Jo out of the elevator. Maybe I have more friends than I thought.
I'm an ass. I have always been one. But when Izzie left me she took my ability to love. Then I wanted to give it to this girl and now she doesn't even feel it. Working with her has been impossible. I sulk at work and Robbins is starting to get pissed.
I hate thunderstorms. I hate yelling at Jo. But I yelled and pissed her off and told her I never wanted to see her again. Fuck is that her on my porch.
I am seeing red. I am furious as soon as I made sure her face and body were okay I silently stormed out the door. What kind of scumbag hits a girl. I am going to kill Pecwell. He hurt her and I love her and now I cant think straight. Oh my god is he already dead what the hell did she do to him. I feel a small bit of pride swell in my chest as I see her handiwork. She's not yours Alex I keep reminding myself.
I have had Derek check him. As soon as this son of a bitch wakes up I'm going to attempt to rekill him. But first I need to talk to Jo.
Damn tree branches. I was going to kiss her but now she realizes that I love her. I am on cloud nine. I love Dr. Jo Wilson. Now I just have to figure out how to make sure Pecwell doesn't press charges. Oh and how to make the first time I sleep with Jo special.