Warning: Angst. D:
I'm Alone again.
This room, the darkness it surrounds me, I can't see my hands,
All that I know is there is no one that can save me.
I'm Hinamori Amu, 16 years old, 17 this September, or I would have been.
I'm alone now, and I'm so very cold.
My hands, they feel so numb, my knee caps, they hurt, but I can't feel the pain, it's not there, nothing is there.
My pink hair, where? Where is my hair? I can't feel it atop my head, I can't move my hands.
I want to cry, but I can't. I can't, I don't remember how to.
Who am I?
Where am I?
What is this darkness that surrounds me? It's suffocating.
I can't breathe.
Someone save me.
Water... It's in my mouth. It's all around me, Grass wet slinky grass is tying me to the ground.
I try to breathe, water, water, water.
It gets in my mouth.
Water.
It's all around me now, if I open my eyes. I'll see nothing. Nothing.
I wish,
I really wish.
He was here. My angel. My saviour. My love. My sweet.
But, He'd be dying, just like I am. I'm dying aren't I?
Why am I here again?
Oh yes... I'm drowning, why?
I'll open my mouth. One more time, I want to call to him, He'll surely save me.
"Ikuto...!" I rasp, the water flowing into my mouth, choking me. I can't get any thing out, the water, it's overflowing.
My head, it feels like its exploding. I need air!
Someone save me!!
If I hear a splash, will it be the one that'll save me? Will it be my saviour?
"Amu!" I hear, I hear his voice, my heart the one that's beating so loudly, almost jumps out of my skin, I can't feel the water around me anymore, but I can feel the darkness.
It's closing in.
I'm scared.
I don't want to die.
"Ik—"I choke on some water, my lungs full of it.
"Don't speak Amu, Don't speak." I can feel his soaking top, his soaking clothes, but I can taste his salty tears.
"I'm..." I choke again, "Scared."
He laughs sadly, and wraps his arms around me. "Not for long."
The darkness, It's getting closer, my arms. Their getting weaker, I can't hold off it for long.
My eyes, their getting droopy.
"Amu!" His voice sounds scared, "Open your eyes, Damnit Amu!"
I can't.
I can't!
They won't open. My heart's slowing, my breath. Will this be my last one?
I can see light; I can see Mama, Papa, Ami, Grandma and Grandpa.
What was I doing before?
Where's Ikuto?
"Open your eyes!"
The light disappears, my pain its flows back into me, my breath it's coming back to me.
I open my eyes ever so clearly; I can see his sapphire eyes twinkling with tears.
"Gomenasai..." I breathe, unable to speak it clearly,
My eyes close again, my arms droop. Mama, Papa, Ami, their greeting me, smiling at me.
I'll watch over you, my sweet.
Clover; -sniff-
Amu; -stare at last line-
Ikuto; O_O
Clover; -hiccup- W-Well... That was sad..
Amu; Yeah...
Ikuto; .... Amu died?
Clover; Yup...
Amu; That was really random.
Clover; 'twas.
Ikuto; R&R...